I'm stuck between wanting to end my life and not wanting to disappoint everyone. just_for_the_funnies: Do not want to spend too long explaining this, but I have been faking to be getting better to everyone who thinks about me long enough to care, and now it's gone back up to the point where they think I left miles away. I don't want to hurt anyone mentally or physically, but I want to do what I think is right, please help. DIAMONDfire: asking for help is one of the hardest things to do.. following through is even harder. Doing what is right is always hard, wildrose62: If there are people who will be disappointed, then there are people who love you. If you're feeling this way you need to let them know so that you can get the help you need. Often these feelings are simply due to a chemical imbalance and, with the right help, can go away. But when it's happening to you, you don't know that at the time and it all seems impossible that you'll ever feel better. You will. You might feel it's all on you, and that you're alone, that you don't want to have others having to worry about you - which is part of the chemical imbalance. Which is why you need to get the help you need. First step is to tell someone. They care. DIAMONDfire: When are brain scans going to be used as evidence and proof of disease I ask? It's a little bit - physician heal thyself. (Edited by DIAMONDfire) | Off Topic Chat Room Similar Conversations |