abandoned soul: hello doctor scott again . i want to tell you all the reasons why i should have a 4 wheel , battery powered bike. i want to with this letter to you end my psychological tourture , by ndis and now you and of course. multable scrosis .my bodies tourture is from m s , my own illness . the rest of the tourture is from ndis and now you. i can tell you now , psychological tourture is profoundly profoundly worse that my own bodies tourture, it has driven me to the need to suicide fore month after month , about 6 months . the reason for this bike not being there for me is weird, haha, my safety has been expressed to me using this bike .
abandoned soul: my safty .. i wouldnt cross the road , id only go the paths, if i had to cross the road id go at the crossing ,reach up and press the button, wait till the walk signal then cross , if no button there id wave my arms around , till they stopped for me , then cross.
abandoned soul in reply to abandoned soul: i will never with this bike go faster than the person in front of me , dangerous for them and me , it wont happen. so im still after more than 2 years bewildered why its regarded as unsafe for me to use one . we'll talk in this letter more later about the ramifications of me not having this bike , but next .
abandoned soul: what i want to do with this bike .. go 100 metres down the road, get a loaf of lawsons bread, or go down the mall get a coffee , then maybe go to the hunter street 2nd hand book store , got about 6 there before , then maybe , go to a pub , maybe meet a nice girl who overlooks me being 80% crippled , then , yes , i enrolled at university of newcastle , collages australia, i enrolled january , but without a bike i couldnt get there. i was going to do sociology and philosophy , i dont know what i'll do , with this bike in 2017 , a degree course , maybe 6th grade . id be good at it , or a councelling course , again id be good at it . my iq 128 would get me there.
abandoned soul: next with this bike .. travel. ive lived and worked in every state except queensland , been about 2000km north of brisbane , have heard good things about cairns and better about alice springs , ularoo nsw, 6 jobs factory wheat processing packaging . south australia , grape picking 9 months, then 3 months at robe , rounding up rope for cray boat . then western australia, 2 months selling exciclapedias , haha worst job. , then tasmania , learnt some how and made a good bit of money selling portraits , murals , love to paint on 12 once belgin linin rabbit skin glue primed, 2 large mumals , 1 6 people , hobart , 1 21 person , im a good self taught painter , also, collecting small seeds tor trees. found alot of love in tasmania , my last love sarah , lived next door to me on palmers lookout road port authur . reason why i will never ever ever go back to tassie? sorry if this bores you doctor , next with this bike .. travel. ive lived and worked in every state except queensland , been about 2000km north of brisbane , have heard good things about cairns and better about alice springs , ularoo nsw, 6 jobs factory wheat processing packaging . south australia , grape picking 9 months, then 3 months at robe , rounding up rope for cray boat . then western australia, 2 months selling exciclapedias , haha worst job. , then tasmania , learnt some how and made a good bit of money selling portraits , murals , love to paint on 12 once belgin linin rabbit skin glue primed, 2 large mumals , 1 6 people , hobart , 1 21 person , im a good self taught painter , also, collecting small seeds tor trees. found alot of love in tasmania , my last love sarah , lived next door to me on palmers lookout road port authur . reason why i will never ever ever go back to tassie? sorry if this bores you doctor ,
abandoned soul in reply to abandoned soul: overlooking tasman island , more beauty, me and sarah were at 2.20 pm sundat 28 april 1996 , another magic day from tassie , why i was very happy to die there, sittin on her porch drinkin her favorate drink ,tea , haha , not mine , mine coffee , remember it well. sitting there cuddling then bang bang bang bang bang , much more sarah asked , whats that mick? i leaned back , said hahaah couple of kids down the hill, shootin possoms . , call to sarah she ran out, grabed my hand took me to behind her car , told me this evil could be up the hill with us i freaked , i knew 3 of the peopl this scum murdered , went to the local chemist for meds or other things, the chemist, good woman , but i'll never forget her 2 crazyhappy beautiful 4 yo girls ,liked asking me funny questions , i was always happy to awnser ,this scumbag murdered those 3 but also a newborn , before that day i was indifferent to guns , now i hate them all with a passion .
abandoned soul in reply to abandoned soul: 4 weeks later , nightmares , beauty , love and yes haha sex , i had to leave , went to st kilda ,pizza shop work. these beautiful memories mix with the absolute worst possable memories , it creaps me out.
abandoned soul: next.. sorry to take so much of your time. passport, go to washington state for ethan and curtisis wedding , ethan was 'outed' at his local church , depressed him , made me mad as hell , i did my usual best , made him KNOW hes a loved soul , and 6 months later her found curtis , they invited me to their wedding, beautiful country washington state , forrests , rounded hills , rivers that swerl round n round, not married in the forrest but of all the places , the local beach , hahaha , i said , a few times , forget the beach , go the forrest , they both said no no mick, the beach , haahah , its their wedding , lol, the beach it is then, haha.
abandoned soul in reply to abandoned soul: again, sorry to bore you , after the wedding , i go south , colorado , see if litty will do as she said and marry me , shes been through hell , molestered by that piece of shit .. her father ,bf a violent father to her 3 beautiful kids , where so so similar , both leftists , both vegitarians , similar tastes in music, , with this bike w'ell be a magic couple . only with this bike.
abandoned soul in reply to abandoned soul: lilly is her name . my mum passed of anorexia nervosa , i spent over 15 years from age 12 , trying to get her to eat, failure. mum n dad made a good person , must be still watchin over me , all family passed, last 2 things .. in the last 6 years of ms im proud of helpng between 800 and 1200 people , using my 6 point plan , here it is 1.. give the person my best , make them know their loved souls , gove them my empathy. 2..read up on the persons mental health issue,mental health health is a broad book in my understanding , so not just illness, family issues ,violence , drugs,alcohol , homelessness , what any of the above causes suicidality , abandonment , etc etc. 3..give the person needing help ENDLESS acceptance. 4..give ALL the time it takes to help the person. 5..have a true ,profound and passionate desire to help the person. 6.. be the persons MFL ,sure lol it’s a life sentence but true friendship is always beautiful honest needed.MFL , mates for life.
very last, i give every month except the last 4 months4 charities , for 12 years .. 50$ fred hollows ,,,, 50$ world vision ... 50$ care australia ... 50$ unhcr
i dont know what im more proud of
also, sorry , this is last, every year i write a christmas poem for my 830 wire friends , this is the best one
may your soul be a slayer of evil your empathy stronger than your fear your fear without hatred your love pure and true.
i want to tell you all the reasons why i should have a 4 wheel , battery powered bike. i want to with this letter to you end my psychological tourture , by ndis and now you and of course.
multable scrosis .my bodies tourture is from m s , my own illness . the rest of the tourture is from ndis and now you.
i can tell you now , psychological tourture is profoundly profoundly worse that my own bodies tourture, it has driven me to the need to suicide fore month after month , about 6 months . the reason for this bike not being there for me is weird, haha, my safety has been expressed to me using this bike .
we'll talk in this letter more later about the ramifications of me not having this bike , but next .
then , yes , i enrolled at university of newcastle , collages australia, i enrolled january , but without a bike i couldnt get there. i was going to do sociology and philosophy , i dont know what i'll do , with this bike in 2017 , a degree course , maybe 6th grade . id be good at it , or a councelling course , again id be good at it . my iq 128 would get me there.
ive lived and worked in every state except queensland , been about 2000km north of brisbane , have heard good things about cairns and better about alice springs , ularoo nsw, 6 jobs factory wheat processing packaging . south australia , grape picking 9 months, then 3 months at robe , rounding up rope for cray boat . then western australia, 2 months selling exciclapedias , haha worst job. , then tasmania , learnt some how and made a good bit of money selling portraits , murals , love to paint on 12 once belgin linin rabbit skin glue primed, 2 large mumals , 1 6 people , hobart , 1 21 person , im a good self taught painter , also, collecting small seeds tor trees.
found alot of love in tasmania , my last love sarah , lived next door to me on palmers lookout road port authur .
reason why i will never ever ever go back to tassie?
sorry if this bores you doctor , next with this bike .. travel.
ive lived and worked in every state except queensland , been about 2000km north of brisbane , have heard good things about cairns and better about alice springs , ularoo nsw, 6 jobs factory wheat processing packaging . south australia , grape picking 9 months, then 3 months at robe , rounding up rope for cray boat . then western australia, 2 months selling exciclapedias , haha worst job. , then tasmania , learnt some how and made a good bit of money selling portraits , murals , love to paint on 12 once belgin linin rabbit skin glue primed, 2 large mumals , 1 6 people , hobart , 1 21 person , im a good self taught painter , also, collecting small seeds tor trees.
found alot of love in tasmania , my last love sarah , lived next door to me on palmers lookout road port authur .
reason why i will never ever ever go back to tassie?
sorry if this bores you doctor ,
she ran out, grabed my hand took me to behind her car , told me this evil could be up the hill with us i freaked , i knew 3 of the peopl this scum murdered , went to the local chemist for meds or other things, the chemist, good woman , but i'll never forget her 2 crazyhappy beautiful 4 yo girls ,liked asking me funny questions , i was always happy to awnser ,this scumbag murdered those 3 but also a newborn , before that day i was indifferent to guns , now i hate them all with a passion .
these beautiful memories mix with the absolute worst possable memories , it creaps me out.
passport, go to washington state for ethan and curtisis wedding , ethan was 'outed' at his local church , depressed him , made me mad as hell , i did my usual best , made him KNOW hes a loved soul , and 6 months later her found curtis , they invited me to their wedding, beautiful country washington state , forrests , rounded hills , rivers that swerl round n round, not married in the forrest but of all the places , the local beach , hahaha , i said , a few times , forget the beach , go the forrest , they both said no no mick, the beach , haahah , its their wedding , lol, the beach it is then, haha.
my mum passed of anorexia nervosa , i spent over 15 years from age 12 , trying to get her to eat, failure.
mum n dad made a good person , must be still watchin over me , all family passed,
last 2 things .. in the last 6 years of ms im proud of helpng between 800 and 1200 people , using my 6 point plan , here it is
1.. give the person my best , make them know their loved souls , gove them my empathy.
2..read up on the persons mental health issue,mental health health is a broad book in my understanding , so not just illness, family issues ,violence , drugs,alcohol , homelessness , what any of the above causes suicidality , abandonment , etc etc.
3..give the person needing help ENDLESS acceptance.
4..give ALL the time it takes to help the person.
5..have a true ,profound and passionate desire to help the person.
6.. be the persons MFL ,sure lol it’s a life sentence but true friendship is always beautiful honest needed.MFL , mates for life.
very last, i give every month except the last 4 months4 charities , for 12 years ..
50$ fred hollows ,,,, 50$ world vision ... 50$ care australia ... 50$ unhcr
i dont know what im more proud of
also, sorry , this is last, every year i write a christmas poem for my 830 wire friends , this is the best one
may your soul
be a slayer of evil
your empathy
stronger than your fear
your fear without hatred
your love
pure
and true.