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HIDDEN

What is it I couldn’t define?
Traces in me that needs a sign
I really want it and want it right now
Finding a way to get it back somehow.

This is something I never felt before
The more I think, zit troubles me more
What is missing in me? What I have to find?
A word, a dream somewhere in mind.

Taking my thoughts back to the past
Nothing I could find that’s real and last
Confusion all around, I just want to leave
To find the hidden secret my heart conceives.

Time keeps on running while I lay numb
Am I so hard to get or a total dumb
Many remarks are already thrown on my name.
Where is the finish line, wish I could end up my game.

Too childish or a freak
That’s what I got from whomever I speak
Even though lost I still do feel
Throwing stones won’t help, I will never kneel

I just need to find the right part of my way
Surely I will get it and I will get it one day
The sun do sets but never leaves the sky
Today I may be down but I will too rise high!

4 U!!!

Every move I make
Every decision I take
In mind was only u
And that’s is really true!

Every breath I had
Every moment I was sad
Was cause of u
And that’s really true!

Every blink I made
Every plan I persuade
Was only for u
And that’s really true!

Every second I spare
Every word of love and care
Meant for u
And that’s really true!

Every hurt I went through
Every tear that flew
Came from u
And that’s really true!

Every big & small try
Every smile turning 2 cry
Went for u
And that’s really true!

Every time I looked back in time
Every thoughts turn into my rhyme
I just tried to live for u
And that’s really true!

Every time I remember being dropped down
Every result that proved me a clown
Forgot it only for u
And that’s really true!

Now I sww the broken path lying ahead
No effect of my words that once I said
I tried to give the most to u
And that’s unfortunately really true!

Inspirational Queen

I call you the queen
Or call it just a dream
I tried to say
what i wanted to convey.

I looked into the sea
To get the glimpse of me
Nothing but i was filled with darkness inside
The evil found its refuse in me it reside.

No more good in me i cud find
Always i encountered with a gloomy mind
I forgot to regard how life could be
It was only a matter of how u see.

Never can be the light forced low
One or the other it shines leaving darkness below
I faced the most peculiar lock in my journey
Fortunately found you holding the key.

You were the one who got the cure
I got corrupt u showed the way pure
Lost in the deep shallows i was deprived of all
I thank u foe being the inspiration and preventing my fall.

Lost In The Web!!!

The way it rise and goes to fall
Proudly i call it the giant fireball
Lightening bright on every head
Its always free everywhere it speads.

No strings no ties no push no pull
Wish I was like u, always I mull
The World’s web caught me too tight
I m loosing my hope, need some1 to fight.

Gaze turns towards the gleaming king
Ruling the night with radiant ring
Giving its faint light to the one beseech
Yet too far but the guidance never fails 2 reach.

Not too big nor too small to serve other’s will
Wish I was like u when I stand alone n still
The World’s web caught me too tight
I m loosing my hope, need some1 to fight.

Now I m here in midst of u sparks
Filling the sky with your tiny marks
With every twinkle the heart fills with tears
Where do I live entagled with fear.

Unity all in all that’s the way I need 2 be
Living with all in peace a new future I see
The world’s web stumble to c the harmony
Let us all live life and live it the way it should be.


Feels so empty!

The way all goes, appears too well
But no idea where it leads me
Try to walk unbiased and deviated
But nothing good in me i can see.

Entangle in the world's web of disguise
The strings got me tied up too tight
Here i go or move away frm nothing
Looks like i ve busied in an everlasting fight.

Sometimes i wish i cud turn back
But cant c any leftover colour behind
All gone too vague frm my sight
I try but nothing i can find.

Life aint undue 2 leave me alone
The dark getting empowered me
Destiny do await for me
But nothing good in me i see.