He..

He thinks I'm strong.
He thinks I'm okay.
He thinks I can just smile all the time.
He thinks I never feel pain.
He thinks I'm always happy.
He thinks just cause I say I'm 'okay' I mean it.
He thinks that i can do this on my own.
He thinks I don't need him like I do.
He thinks I can handle this all.
He thinks I'm crying cause I'm happy.
He thinks WRONG.
I need him. I want him to tell me it's all okay.
I want him to let me know it's okay to be weak.
I need him to know I'm not okay. I'm falling apart.
But, he thinks I'm happy. & all I wanna do is die.


-Amber💋