Story of Love (Wife Best)

This story is a true story ... where the journey was written by a wife in a laptop.

Read on, hopefully the real story is a lesson for us all.

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It takes patience ...

Up where we must be patient waiting for our love?

That day .. I am committed to keeping with our love ...

I am most happy to be a woman ...

Our wedding simple yet festive ...

He became a very romantic man at that time.

I'm thankful man who married a pious, intelligent, handsome & well-established as well.

When we were dating she was already successful in his career.

We will be honeymooning in the holy land, promise that when we were first dating ...

And after marriage, I took him for umra into the holy land ...

I'm very happy with it, and also very spoil dianya me ... very visible from the sense of love and affection for my taste.

Many people said we were a handsome couple. Very visible at all how my husband spoiled me. And I'm happy to marry him.

***

Five years have passed we became husband and wife, it does not felt the time was so quick to walk even though we only live alone because until now I can not give it a little angel (baby) in the central harmony of our household.

Because he was the only boy in his family, so I must try to get him the successor generation.

Thank God my husband supported me at that time ...

Mengaggap God he has not been trusting us to keep the deposit of God.

But his family began to fret. From the beginning we were married, mother & sister does not like me. I often get unpleasant treatment from them, but I'm always trying to conceal it from my husband ...

My husband in front of them apply very well to me, but behind my husband, I was insulted, humiliated by their ...

Once upon a time one year of age of our marriage, my husband had an accident, his car destroyed. Thank God my husband saved from death, which almost made me become a widow.(To be continued ...)

He was hospitalized when he was not unconscious after the accident. I always accompany him day & night while I read the verses of the holy Al - Qur'an. I've been busy back and forth from the hospital and from where I do my social activities, I was busy taking care of a sick husband in an accident.

But when I returned to the hospital after the house, I saw in her room there was a mother, her sisters and friends of my husband, and during that time also .. I saw there was a woman who is very intimate conversation with my mother in law. They laughed entertaining my husband.

Thank God my husband was already aware, I cried when I saw my husband already knew, but I should not be sad in his presence.

I opened the closed door meeting and said, "Assalammu'alaikum" and they answered my greeting. I was silent for a moment at the door and they all saw me. My husband gives me a spoiled, maybe he missed me because it has been five days his eyes are always closed.

Waved his hand, signaling me to hold her hand tightly. After I walked over, kissed his hand, saying "Assalammu'alaikum", he answered my greeting with a voice soft but who is full of love. I even saw a smile on his face.

"Fit, meet Desi Fikri friend."

I remembered a story from my husband that never loved her good friend, the woman named Daisy and she is very familiar with my husband's family. Until I finally met the man too. I immediately shook hands with him, there's not much I talk in the room, I do not understand what they are talking about.

I've been busy cleaning and treating the wounds on my husband's head, just a minute I was cleaning his face, suddenly my sister in law named Dian asked me out, he asked to accompanied to the canteen. And my husband was allowed. Then I would accompany him.

But when the outside of my sister in law said, "you'd better go home, there
keeping of our brother here. You rest. "

Strangely, I'm not allowed to say goodbye to my husband by reason of the brother should be plenty of rest and because of the psychological still unstable. I argued with her questioning why I was not allowed to say goodbye to my husband. But suddenly my mother in law came over to me and he also said the same thing. Later he will give reasons on why I came home my husband did not say goodbye to him, yet according to what my husband always said her mother, both her mother wrong or not, my husband still justify it. Finally I went to leave the hospital with tears.

Since then I have never been allowed to see my husband until he returned from the hospital. And I could only cry in solitude. Crying why they really hate me.

***

That day .. I cry for no reason, in my mind I was afraid to lose, I'm afraid of love shared with others.

That morning, when I was cleaning the yard of our house, my husband called me into the back garden, he has just finished his breakfast, he invited me to sit at our favorite swing as he saw the fish scattered in the fountain pool.

I asked, "What you call me?"

He said, "Tomorrow I will visit my family in Sabang"

I replied, "He loved .. I know, I've packed up your goods in the travel bag and you're already holding a ticket is not it? "


"Yes but I will not be long there, just three weeks I was there, I also have not seen with my extended family since we got married and I'll be home with my mama," she replied firmly.

"Why only now talking, I thought it was just a week have you been there?", I asked him back full of curiosity and a slight feeling of disappointment because she had informed the plan's return, and I have struggled to find a plane ticket for him.

"Mama asked me to accompany him when I get home," she replied firmly.

"Now I want all day with you because we are three weeks later was not met, right?", Continued her again as she hugged me and kissed my forehead. My heart is saddened by his decision, but I can not show it.

Happy I am spoiled with my husband filled it with love & love even though sometimes she can be less fair to me.

I can only smile when I want to be with my husband, but because his family did not like me just because they are jealous of me because my husband is very dear to me.

Then I decided that he alone who go and we also have to cut corners in our household budget expenditure.

Because this is a sacred occasion for his family, so the whole family must be complete. Even so, I would still not be neglected by his family to come or not. Absence makes them very happy and I do not want to create a boisterous family.

The night before his departure, I was crying and clean up needs to be brought to Sabang, he looked at me and wiped the tears that fell on my cheek, then I hug him tightly. Do not give up this heart murmur he went as if something happens, but I do not know what will happen. I could only cry because it will be abandoned by him.

I've never been left out for this, because we are always together wherever he went.

Is it possible that I'm sad because I was alone and has no friends, because usually only friends Just assistant counsel.

This sad heart will go on to live by it.

Until the next day, I kept crying .. mourn her passing. I do not know why this so sad, I feel bad, but I must not prejudice. I have to believe in my husband. She would always call me.

***

Far away from my husband, I felt very uncomfortable, I felt alone. Luckily I have a busy as an activist, would I not too lonely to be left to go to Sabang.

As we connect remotely, our communication deteriorated and I fell sick. Once such a pain in my uterus at the girth by a rope. I can not stand the pain in this womb, until I started to bleed. I rushed to the hospital by my brother who happened to accompany me there. Doctor sentenced me cervical cancer stage 3.

I'm crying .. what can I be proud again ..

In-law will be more insulting, the unfortunate husband who always hoped to have offspring from my womb .. but I can not give offspring. And then I could just hug my sister.

I miss my husband, I always waited for her to go home and wonder, "when will he get home?" I do not know ..

While my husband was there, I do not know why he always get angry if you call me. How I would tell my condition if he is always angry with me ..

I better cover my neighbor had this and I also do not want to worry him while he was in Sabang.

Better later when he was home from Sabang, I'll tell him. Every day I waited for my husband's home, day after day I count ...

Already three weeks my husband in Sabang, that night when I was looking at our photos, my cell phone rang indicating no incoming sms.

I opened my inbox on my cell phone, the sms was from my husband.

He writes, "I already bought tickets to go home, I return again one day, I'll let you know more."

That's all he preached. I wanted to be angry, but I was buried just this ego is not good. I wait a day who had arrived, I was waiting for him at home.

As a wife, I had a beautiful dress and wearing her favorite perfume to welcome my husband home, and later I will solve the communication problem of our bad lately.

The bell was sounded, get it the door for her and him say hello. Before going in, I hold her hand forward porch but he remained standing, I bent down to take off your shoes, socks and washed his feet, I do not want anyone syaithan goes into our homes.

After that I will stand direct kiss his hand but what was his reaction ..

He was not kissing my forehead, he just shut up and go straight spatial top, then a shower and sleep without asking how I was doing ..

I just thought, maybe he's tired. I was soon smoothed her gift until I fell asleep. Evening shows third night, reminded me of the place complained that God, the Almighty Creator.

Basically we are always regular congregation, but because he saw her sleeping very soundly, I could not bear to wake him. I just mengeelus face and I kissed his forehead, and then I tahajud 8 cycles plus three rak'ah witir.

***

Far away from my husband, I felt very uncomfortable, I felt alone. Luckily I have a busy as an activist, would I not too lonely to be left to go to Sabang.

As we connect remotely, our communication deteriorated and I fell sick. Once such a pain in my uterus at the girth by a rope. I can not stand the pain in this womb, until I started to bleed. I rushed to the hospital by my brother who happened to accompany me there. Doctor sentenced me cervical cancer stage 3.

I'm crying .. what can I be proud again ..

In-law will be more insulting, the unfortunate husband who always hoped to have offspring from my womb .. but I can not give offspring. And then I could just hug my sister.

I miss my husband, I always waited for her to go home and wonder, "when will he get home?" I do not know ..

While my husband was there, I do not know why he always get angry if you call me. How I would tell my condition if he is always angry with me ..

I better cover my neighbor had this and I also do not want to worry him while he was in Sabang.

Better later when he was home from Sabang, I'll tell him. Every day I waited for my husband's home, day after day I count ...

Already three weeks my husband in Sabang, that night when I was looking at our photos, my cell phone rang indicating no incoming sms.

I opened my inbox on my cell phone, the sms was from my husband.

He writes, "I already bought tickets to go home, I return again one day, I'll let you know more."

That's all he preached. I wanted to be angry, but I was buried just this ego is not good. I wait a day who had arrived, I was waiting for him at home.

As a wife, I had a beautiful dress and wearing her favorite perfume to welcome my husband home, and later I will solve the communication problem of our bad lately.

The bell was sounded, get it the door for her and him say hello. Before going in, I hold her hand forward porch but he remained standing, I bent down to take off your shoes, socks and washed his feet, I do not want anyone syaithan goes into our homes.

After that I will stand direct kiss his hand but what was his reaction ..

He was not kissing my forehead, he just shut up and go straight spatial top, then a shower and sleep without asking how I was doing ..

I just thought, maybe he's tired. I was soon smoothed her gift until I fell asleep. Evening shows third night, reminded me of the place complained that God, the Almighty Creator.

Basically we are always regular congregation, but because he saw her sleeping very soundly, I could not bear to wake him. I just stroked her face and I kissed his forehead, and then I tahajud eight cycles of PLU ***

I heard a car, I woke up and I saw him from the balcony of our room getting ready to go. Then I called him but he did not hear. Then I take my hijab and I ran from top to bottom regardless of the blood of my womb bercecer to chase but he was so quick to leave.

I felt something strange with my husband. What's wrong with my husband? Why is he acting unusual about me?

I just can not sit still, my gut says there's something. At that instant, I immediately phoned home and coincidentally Dian-in-law who picked up her phone, I told him and I asked him what was happening with my husband. He casually replied, "Loe aja own thought !!!". Phone immediately disconnected.

What is this? Question my heart full of anxiety. Why my husband changed after he returned from his hometown. Why he did not want to talk to me, let alone indulging me.

The more people that day he became quiet, as if he had removed his responsibilities as a husband. We were just talking as necessary, I always diintrogasinya. Always ask me where and why to go home late and he asked in a loud monotone. My husband has changed.

Even that makes me surprised, I was never accused of committing adultery with a former boyfriend. I wanted to slap my husband who has been accused so low, but I always remember .. as any harm in a husband, the husband remained on the status of the wife, the guidelines which I hold.

I just pray I hope my husband will realize behaviors.

***

Two years passed, my husband has never changed, too. I cried every night, tired of waiting like this, we like stranger who just met.

Intimacy that we created before is gone. Although the conditions stay like that, I still care for her & wasted all that she needed. Penyakitkupun still I keep very well and though he never asked about what medications I take. My happiness is gone, hope to be a mother even had me buried. I do not know when this will all end.

Thankful .. I have my own income from aktifitasku as a teacher of the Koran, so I do not need to ask for money to him only for the treatment of kankerku. I was just seeing my best.

Really .. I had a husband I adore and be proud of, now has become a stranger to me, every time I ask he always told me to think for themselves. Suddenly the evening after dinner was over, my husband called me.

"Yes, what is it Anyway?" I replied by calling the name of her beloved "Daddy".

"The day after we get ready to Sabang yes." He said firmly.

"What happened? Why? ", I say full of wonder.

Astaghfirullah .. My husband who used to gently suddenly became rough, she yelled at me. So there was no longer the continuation of discussions between us.

He said "You just do not come asking questions!"

Then I was packing up quickly, which will be taken to Sabang, crying, sad because my husband is now no longer known.

Two-year courtship, we got married five years and have two more years he became a stranger to me. My view of our room was decorated with warm, loving our wedding photos, now a cold .. stone cold from the ice. I cried with this confusion. I wanted to rebel yell, but I can not.

My husband did not like the woman was rude, say with a high tone, like slamming the goods. He said the action was to show disrespect to her attitude. I can only talk and patiently waiting for her patient to treat this illness, in my solitude ..

***

We have arrived at Sabang, I still feel tired because I did not sleep all night because it was thinking. Family size has also been gathered there, including his mother and younger siblings. I do not know what show this ..

My husband and I went into our room. My husband did not feel at home in the old room, he went straight out to join his extended family.

I just want to unload our luggage and put it into your old wardrobe who was near the bedroom door, the old cabinets that have been there before my husband was born suddenly Tante Lia, aunt who is very nice to me and called me to hasten the middle room together, I went to the into the family room at the center of the big house, which looks like a house relics of the Dutch era.

Then I sat beside my husband, and my husband looked down filled with silence, I did not dare ask him.

Suddenly, his grandmother, who is considered the oldest and most are entitled to everything, open the conversation.

"Well, since you've gathered, the grandmother wanted to talk with you Fisha". His grandmother spoke very firmly, with sharp eyes.

"What is it Grandma?" I said quizzically ..

Grandma replied, "You have joined our family nearly eight years, until now we did not see signs of pregnancy are perfect because you've been always a miscarriage!!".

I'm crying .. for this what I invited you here? To be insulted or separated with my husband?

"Actually, we already have candidates for Fikri, from the first .. before you marry him. But Fikri stubborn child, would not be set, and eventually marry him with you. "His grandmother spoke very loudly, perhaps an accent like that all the people of Sabang.

I could only smile and look at my husband's face is blank eyes.

"And I heard from you in-law's mother had been acquainted with it", her grandmother still continue the talks.

While my husband was silent, but I see her tears. I want to hug my husband so he was strong with all this, but I do not have that courage.

His grandmother still had a long talk and the last of his words with facial expressions which is very challenging and then said, "how does he want you? you dimadu or divorced? "

MasyaAllah .. reinforced this heart .. I want to faint. This seemed to hear her heart broken, crushed my heart. Why act like this to his family ..

I always munutupi this problem from my parents who lived on the island
wood, they think I'm very happy two years.

"Fish, answer!." With her mother firmly asked me to answer directly.

I immediately took my husband's hand. With the cold and trembling hands I answered firmly.

"Although I can not discuss it with my priest, but I can discuss with him through bathiniah, for the good and the future of this family, I would welcome a new woman at home with us."

That's what I answered, in other words I would love to share. And at that very moment my husband looked at me with tears, but not the slightest tears dripping in front of them.

I then asked my husband, "my father who would later become our friend at home, yeah?"

My husband replied, "She's Desi!"

I sighed and went straight straight talk, "When her marriage last? What should I prepare in this marriage, Grandma?. "

Father-in-law replied, "The wedding two weeks."

"Well if so I will call a servant in the house, to tell him to take care of our families to the villages tomorrow", after talking like that I was excused to leave the room.

Could not stand it anymore .. These tears will fall, I walked very quickly, I open the bedroom door and I immediately sat up in bed. Want to scream, but I own here. Nothing seemed to accept this strong, my love has been shared. Ill. Akutnya accompanied illness ..

Is it because this is my husband became strangers during the two years these days?

I walked over to the dresser, I opened my hijab, I looked in the mirror, wondering, "is no cantikkah am I?"

My take sisirku, I combed my hair fall out each day. I saw my face, I found I was already not beautiful anymore, my hair is almost gone .. my head was bald in the center.

Suddenly the door is open, it turns out that my husband comes home, she stood behind me. Not a tear was wiped them away, I hasten view it from the dresser's mirror.

We were silent for a moment, then I started to talk, "thanks dad, you gave to my best friend. So I do not have to be sad anymore when you'll be left out! Right?. "

My husband nodded, looking at my head but not the least he smiled and asked why my hair falling out, he just says do not be wrong to use shampoo.

In my heart asking, "why was she so ignorant?" And he was not spoiled anymore. Then she said, "it's late, we break yuk!"

"I pray before I sleep before evening", I replied calmly.

In prayers and in my sleep I cry. My countdown time, when I'll share with her husband. I also joined my husband's busy wedding.

I do not know if Desi people are also Sabang. Anyway, this might be my destiny. I want my husband to be like before, a very spoiled me for affection and love it.

***

The night before the wedding day my husband, I wrote outpouring of my heart on my laptop.

On the laptop I am writing my last moments to see my husband, I was angry at my husband who has been abandoned. I cried to see my husband who was sleeping soundly, what did I do? until he accepted that cruel to me. I
save in mydocument the bertitle "I Love My husband."

Wedding day has arrived, I was ready, but I was unable to exit. I was standing near the window, I saw the sun, because maybe I would not be able to see light again. I stand very long time .. then my husband who was ready to dress the bride came in and spoke to me.

"Are you ready?"

I wiped the tears that dripped diwajahku, saying:

"Later, if he had been legitimately be your wife, when you bring it into this house, wash your feet as you wash my feet first, then when you go into the bridal chamber recited prayers at the top of his head as you did to me first. Then after that .. ", my words stopped because I could not continue the conversation, I wanted to burst out crying.

Suddenly my husband replied "What Mother?"

I was shocked to hear that word, that had I looked down at once I immediately looked at him with shining eyes ...

"Could you repeat what you say just now?", I pleaded tuk believe that this is not one's ear to hear.

He nodded and said, "Both mother would repeat the father, mother, then what?", While she stroked his face and remove the tears, she was a little bent because he was so high, I just sedadanya only.

He smiled as he said, "We'll see ya!". He hugged me and said, "Mother is the most powerful woman besides my mother met my father."

Then he kissed my forehead, I immediately hugged her and said, "Daddy, will this be over? Father anywhere? Why do you change? I miss you Daddy? Affectionate caress I miss you Daddy? I miss the spoiled Daddy? I'm lonely Father? And one more thing to my father knew, that I never commit adultery! First .. the initial time we go out, I did not get over it, after four months with a new dad can I have received, if the dihadapanku it is a man who I'm looking for. Not that I ever fornicate Father. "I immediately prostrated himself at her feet and legs muncium my priest, saying," I'm sorry Father, has made you hard. "

At that moment, he lifted my body .. he just cried.

He hugged me so long, I waited for him two years back. Suddenly my stomach hurt, she realized that something was wrong with me and he asked, "Mother's okay?" He asked with great concern.

I'd say, "can hug and see you back like before it was mebuatku good, Dad. I just can not talk now. " Because she was getting married. I do not want to make him worry. He must undergo the procession Khushuu the marriage contract.

***

After arriving dimasjid, consent-qabul began. I sat opposite my husband.

I saw my husband sitting side by side with the women, make this heart jealous, wanted to shout to say, "Daddy do not!!", But I remember going to my condition.

This heart pounding when she heard the answer to prayer-qabul. Once the final offer-qabul finished, I took a deep breath. Tante Lia, a good aunt, a hug. In my heart I'm trying to strengthen the heart. Yes ... I am strong.

I could not see them sitting side by side dipelaminan. The people who were present at the reception was sorry to see me, they saw me with that look very strange, maybe see my face who always smiled, but behind that .. my heart is crying.

Got home, my husband went straight into the house just like that. Did not wash his feet. I was very surprised with his behavior. Is it true, she did not like this marriage?

Meanwhile, Daisy was greeted warmly in my husband's family, not like me first, that the enmity.

Tonight I could not sleep, how can it be? My husband would sleep with a woman who was I jealous. I do not know what they're doing in there.

Third of the night when I wanted to pray Lail I came out to perform ablutions, and then I saw a man who looked like my husband to sleep disofa den. I approached and saw. Masha'Allah .. my husband can not sleep with her, she was sleeping disofa, I sat disofa menghelus face as he tired, he suddenly held my left hand, of course I was shocked.

"You come here, I knew", he said that. I smiled and megajaknya Lail prayer. After praying Lail he said, "I'm sorry, I can not hurt you, you suffer because of his ego me. Tomorrow we go home to Jakarta, let Daisy come home with mama, papa and my brother and sister "

I looked at him with surprise. But he immediately invited me to rest. At bedtime he hugged me very tightly. I just smile, has long this will not happen. Oh God .. whether you will be sent the angel of death to take away my life right now, because I've felt his presence today. But .. Can you still allow me to feel the warmth of my husband who has been missing for two years ..

My husband whispered, "Mother why skinny?"

I cried in silence. I could still feel his arms.

I also said, "Daddy why do not sleep with Daisy?"

"I miss you Mother, I do not want to hurt anymore. You've been hurt by my attitude is selfish. "Gently replied my husband like that.

Then my husband said, "Bun, the father has abandoned the mother apologized .. During the father in Sabang, the father if the mother does not hear sincere loving father, mother, like chasing something, such as the pursuit of wealth and another's father .. father never saw the mother with a former girlfriend sms mother where the content if the mothers do not want to do "like that" and written like that given the quotation marks ("like that". Dad wanted to talk but afraid to offend mothers and fathers think if the mother had slept with him before the mother met the father, continued his father scolded by his father because the father's family to pamper mothers "

This heart sick when slandered by my husband, when there is no confidence in him, just because his family talk that never saw how sincere I love this couple in my life.

I simply answered, "I've been told it's Dad. I never commit adultery and I love you sincerely my heart, if I only pursue your wealth, why did I choose you? Though many men are more established than you Well that time. If I'm just chasing your treasure, I could not cry because it suffers every day love you. "

Whether I should be happy or sad because I had my best friend's wedding alone dikamar. That night, I resolve my problem with trying to forgive her husband and his family and their attitude as well.

Because I do not want to die in a heart full of hatred.

***

The next day ...

When I want to wake up to perform ablution, a headache, my uterus hurts .. I started to bleed and my husband was surprised not to play, he was immediately carried.

I was rushed to the hospital ..

From a distance I hear the voice of my husband's remembrance ..

I felt my hands wet ..

When I opened these eyes, I saw my husband's face filled with a sense of concern.

He held my hand tightly .. And said, "Mother, I apologize ..."

Many times he had to say about it. In my heart, what he knew what was happening to me?

I said in a voice that whispered, "Well, mother wanted to go home .. Mother wants to see both parents mother, mother there anterin yes, Dad .. "

"My father never changed again yes! Promise ya, Dad ...! Mother love my Daddy. "

Suddenly my feet hurt very sore, the pain getting up, my legs could no longer move .. I would no longer hold my husband's hand. I saw his handsome face, with tears in their eyes.

Before these eyes closed, kulafazkan sentence creed and concludes with the sentence the Prophet.

I'm happy to see my husband got me a replacement ..

I'm always happy to serve him in joy and sorrow ..

Accompanied him when he was having trouble seeing from us until we got married.

I am happy married to him. He is my breath.

To Mother-in-law: "I'm sorry your son has been attending in the life until I lived in the heart son, you know Ma .. from I always pray to Mama approve of our relationship. Why do you slander me in front of my husband, do you have the proof Ma? Why are you so jealous of me Ma? Fikri remain yours Ma, I never told him to disobedience to you, than I'd always understand what you want from your son, but why do you hate me. With Daisy you were very good but you're acting opposite-law with me. "

***

After opening my laptop, my wife read curhatan.

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Daddy, why did your family really hate me?

I was insulted by their father.

Why would they be good to me at the time there yourself?

Once upon a time I met Dian in the street, I admonished him because he was brother-in-law but I was greeted with displeasure the face. Very visible dad ..

But when you're with me, Dian is very good, very sweet and he called me with a very respected me a call. Why such a father?

I can not talk about this to you, because I know you must defend your sister, to no avail Well ..

I was expelled from the hospital.

I can not take care of my husband.

I'm jealous of Daisy is very familiar with in-law.

Every day he came to the hospital with my in-laws.

I am so angry ..

If I talked about this to my husband, he will certainly defend and Desi
mother ..

I do not want to hurt again.

O Allah, strengthen me, I'm sorry ..

You Maha Adil ..

Give me justice, O God ..

My father has changed, my father was no longer on my dear ..

I'm trying to independently father, I will not-spoiled bermanja you again ..

I'm strong fathers in this pain ..

Look dad, I am strong even though this cancer continues to attack me ..

I can do this all on its own father ..

Tomorrow my husband will marry the woman.

Women who I hate, that I'm jealous.

But I should not be selfish, it's for my husband's family happiness.

I should be aware of yourself.

Daddy, I really do not want diduakan yourselves.

Why should that be my friend Desi?

Dad .. I'm still not ready.

But I must sincerely accept it.

Next morning my husband got married both of them.

Hopefully I still have time to see him smile for me.

I'd love to feel her love last.

Before this death for me.

Dad .. I miss you dad ..

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And now I have brought you to your parents, Mother ..

I will visit you once a month with Daisy on Wood Island.

I will always bring you colored pink roses that reflect the joy of your heart sore thorn.

Mother stay beautiful, always smiling while sleeping.

Mother's father will always be alive hearts.

Mother .. Daisy did not like you, who never angry ..

Desi is very different from you, she never cleaned my ears, my hair is never in creambathnya, my legs were never washed.

Sorry dad menelantarkanmu for two years, you're sick I do not even care, live in kesendirianmu ..

Had my father not to abandon the mother, the father may still be able to sleep with a soft caress of Mother's hand.

Now my father knew, that the father's desperate mother ..

Mother, you're the most courageous woman I've ever met.

I wish I had cool in the egoanku ..

Mother .. I'm sorry .. Mother still sweet sleep. Smiles manjamu long look at your sleep.

I'm sorry, could not be fair and membahagiakanmu, I always had iyakan what my mother said, because I was afraid of becoming a prodigal son. I'm sorry when you're in defamation by the family, I believe it.

Is Mother will get a replacement father in heaven?

Is Mother still awaits dad there? Remain faithful to the nature there?

Wait there Father Mother ..

Could? Like Mother waited for my father here .. I beg of you ..

Mother dear father ..