Darkend Love (Poem)

This is a poem that I some how maigcally came up with. It's a little dark but of course if you wrote something with a broken heart you'd be dark too. I dont mind others just no hateful comments. Well here it is.

Darkend Love
As I walk through the Valley of the Damned alone I only see the darkest parts of the shadows so the shadows I will become.
Becoming so dark its so hard to see the lightest part of day.
I walked among these shadows for so long drowning in my own hate.
Letting my sadness consume me into the person that I am not.
Letting the fires of hell burn into my flesh leaving their marks of pain and sorrow.
I dance with the demon letting him hold me as I listen to his whispers of empty lies.
Leading me into the lies that I have believed had became the truth.
Never looking him in the eyes oh how I never dared to look into his eyes.
Saying goodbye to what I have believed in.
Haveing no emotions left to feel.
Haveing no words left to speak.
Feeling so weak to even speak of such words.
Afraid of what kind of demonic figure has over came me.
Feeling as if my whole innocence of my heart has been shattered and nothing could save me.
Nothing can save me now.
The demon has its grasp around me and caresses me and leads me further into the shadows slowly shaping my very soul.
Many have tried to walk into the shadow that I call my own, some have walked through hell's flames, but many have failed to lead me away from his internal darkend flame of damn nation.
It seems like a endless battle.
What do I grasp onto?
Reality has slowly slipped out of my reach and it only seems right to stay within the darkend side of life.
No one can come near you.
Only thing is no one can save you, even if you truly wanted to be saved, they wouldn't know how to reach you either way.
So I take his hand, the demonic figure of which I have grown to know let inside.
It seems like its hold on my innocent soul will never let go.
Even when I become happy once again, it some how finds a way to creep back and pull me back into my internal flames, letting me burn.
Leaving me scarred and afraid to let happiness enter my heart once more, I hear its music.
So once again we dance, the forever dance of the total damned.
Its a sick and twisted feeling, the feeling that will never go away.
The darkend love that fills my very soul, not even you can let it go.

This Broken Heart of Mine

This broken heart of mine will never heal,
It doesnt matter how hard I try to put it back together
Bcuz some how you will always find away to break it again
I dont know what makes you think its ok to do it
I want to put my foot down and tell you to stop
But some how your sweet talk talks me out of it
I dont understand why you always have to go
I dont know why you throw me into the shadows
You always told me you would never let me go
But yet here I am again all alone
Wodering what I did wrong
Of course you wont understand
You wont understand how it hurts
But you will always know that some how I'll come back
Trick me once shame on me
But trick me twice shame on you
I wish you could see
What you have done to me
See how broken my heart will be
If you should leave me
But of course I know you will
This broken heart of mine will forever be broken in your hands

The Wolf Falls In Love With The Fox

When is it possible for a wolf to fall for a fox? It really isn't... it's impossible...it's insane...but it happened. Why do I write this?? Because I am the wolf...the black wolf of the night and I have fallen for the sly fox who curled up into my heart. Only he knows who he is...only i know who he is....it is a dream...a dream come true...i hope he reads this and he knows that im glad he is my fox.

I FEEL LIKE A MONSTER

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!

Shadows

I'm gonna get married to this song it is just amazing

You'll Be the Death of ME!!!

hey its a good song don't diss

LOVE.....Is It Amazing....Or Is It Scarey??

Love....it's simply amazing just have those feelings of butterflies and having the biggest smile when ever you see that special someone. Bu ever but have you ever got so close to someone that all of a sudden you started to feel scared. Like something is going to go wrong? I feel like a monster for saying this and i feel horriable but I'm scared of love..just because of what it has done to me in the past. All that pain and suffering still haunts me in my everyday life and yes in my dreams as well. I'm scared to be loved and im scare to love. I put up this wall just so no one can tear it down and hurt me again. But I try to open up the door and let someone in but it seems every time i open that door the person runs to my heart and destroys it and breaks it and leaves only leaving me to pick up the pieces. I'm scared to let someone in..but if i dont let someone in..then i might be losing a chance at true happiness...i need to let go of the past and be in love with the future. But please be patient with me...give me time..I'lll open that door...with a smile on my face I'll say to you "I love you"


Angela

Just a Simple Thought

It only took me a matter of seconds to think about this but here it goes. When I first met you I didn't want to think about you every second...I didn't want to say that I had feelings for you...shot all I wanted was to be friends but in less than a matter of minutes I felt these feelings that I blocked out for so long...but I'm glad I did meet you don't ever think other wise because even though eventually you will have my heart and never give it back and you will drop and break it I will forever remember you as the wonderful person that you was. I wish you well. I wish you luck in everything you do. But just remember strenger I love you.