Who can stand such hight standar?

After suffering form those days intensive interveiw schdule, I felt a little bit angry and lost..
Many of them requset such a hight standar work experiences, sorry..I can't handle it..because I had escaped from that feild. However, I love what I've learned and did those years. I believe someday I will combine those skill into a powerful tool to achieve my goal. YOU"LL SEE..

Desperated

It is hard to describe my broken heart. After the attack of the disease,my faculty was eroded by disable and every trival thing. I lost my passion and my energy to acheive original goals. My soul was encaged because of physical disability. How can I survive? Life is full of challeges that I can't imagine what it will be next. I am exhausted....