articfox286: the pain of loss can drive one insane .. but where does it drive one that already insane .. whats depths of hell can one reach that already lives in it confines with in his head and body .. how much pain can one take before they abandon all there humanity..how much realization do they have to come to that the world is just one big never ending cage of anguish and torment does it take before they take a heart of light and devour it unto the dark..
these are question i have imposed upon my self the past couple days .. as i learn things i did not know as realizations set in about people .. as the weight of my sins and regrets bore deep into my soul ... as i watch as those that are just no words to do them justice infest the world with there hate and wrong doings .. get life of joy in abundance .. while hearts of love keep being killed for there kindness ..
its hard to know just where to go but they say pain is what you make it .. but what happens when its the pain that twisting and making you ... my resolve says stand the lonely .. while my mind and body want to relinquish there fight to its unforgiving plight ..
there are those that have the luxury of saying they threw me to the wolves so ill return leading the pack ... in this un yielding abyss my scars cry out to be taken by wolves .. but instead i find pleasure seeking demons that aim is my decimation to fuel there joy .. but even if i have to stand branded a demon with them or even something greater then the evil one can comprehend .. ill dig forth and fight till there layed begging at my feet ..
this life is the hell ive been sentenced to .. so for those bitching all the time pray to your knees that you know not of demons .. but only of wolves .. and ill pray that you never understand my caged torment or what it like to be un savable
these are question i have imposed upon my self the past couple days .. as i learn things i did not know as realizations set in about people .. as the weight of my sins and regrets bore deep into my soul ... as i watch as those that are just no words to do them justice infest the world with there hate and wrong doings .. get life of joy in abundance .. while hearts of love keep being killed for there kindness ..
its hard to know just where to go but they say pain is what you make it .. but what happens when its the pain that twisting and making you ... my resolve says stand the lonely .. while my mind and body want to relinquish there fight to its unforgiving plight ..
there are those that have the luxury of saying they threw me to the wolves so ill return leading the pack ... in this un yielding abyss my scars cry out to be taken by wolves .. but instead i find pleasure seeking demons that aim is my decimation to fuel there joy .. but even if i have to stand branded a demon with them or even something greater then the evil one can comprehend .. ill dig forth and fight till there layed begging at my feet ..
this life is the hell ive been sentenced to .. so for those bitching all the time pray to your knees that you know not of demons .. but only of wolves .. and ill pray that you never understand my caged torment or what it like to be un savable