What I'm Afraid of?

I decided to write a blog, because I've never written on before. Due to the fact that I really don't know what to write about, and wireclub suggested "What I'm afraid of" as inspiration, I think that would be a good place to start.

Well, I'm afraid of heights. Partially. Has any one ever been to King's Island, in Ohio. All of the rollar coasters I love. The SlingShot, is a blast. However the Eiffel Tour in the middle of the park, where you take an elevator up, and you just chill, scares me. Elderly and little kids do it. I don't wanna be up there. Maybe it's the fact that i'm not strapped into anything. I don't know.

Telephones bother me. I cannot answer the phone if I do not know who is calling. I don't know what I think is going to happen. It's not like Freddy Krueger can actually shove his tongue through the phone and choke me, like in that movie, even if I do live on Elm street. I also have a really hard time actually calling people. I don't want to bother them. I feel like I'm going to call at the worst time, and they're going to busy. Even if it's my grandfather. I can barely call and order Chinese takeout. (Usually I find a way, because it's so darn good)

Commitment. This may be the main thing. I tend to butcher relationships. I think it's self deffense against commitment. I guess I'm only 18, so, this may not be an issue yet. We'll see!