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I have witnesses!!! I tried to blow the kid off! lmaoooooo...My first one tho...

O4ORSM: can i get ta know you?
O4ORSM: where ya from?
CollegeGirl40: of course hun
CollegeGirl40: im from va u?
O4ORSM: kool
O4ORSM: melbourne
O4ORSM:
O4ORSM: your 41 yer
CollegeGirl40: yes i am...that means i have lots of experience ya know
O4ORSM: nice babe
O4ORSM: i like
CollegeGirl40: ohhh pet names already?
O4ORSM: u making me hard babe
O4ORSM: lol
O4ORSM: so you got husband?
O4ORSM: or kids?
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CollegeGirl40: hard? ohhh thats a good start sweetie
O4ORSM: yep
CollegeGirl40: no no husband...he couldnt satisfy me like im sure u can
O4ORSM: quite big aswell hun
O4ORSM: i bet he couldnt hun
O4ORSM: nice ass hun
O4ORSM:
CollegeGirl40: so tell me what u have he didnt...just how can u satisfy me?
O4ORSM: a nice cx%*
O4ORSM: 100 % samoan
CollegeGirl40: awww ty dear...u like my ass?
O4ORSM: i love it babe
O4ORSM: i love s#~
O4ORSM: i bet i could satisfy you hun
CollegeGirl40: ohhh goodie! so do i!
O4ORSM: i wna stick my czx& in you
O4ORSM:
CollegeGirl40: nd its perfect that ur so young cuz it has to fast nd all
O4ORSM: yepp hun
CollegeGirl40: oh yes baby!
O4ORSM: how big was your mans cxy~
CollegeGirl40: the faster the better
O4ORSM: ?
O4ORSM: ov korse babe
CollegeGirl40: oh hell it wasnt worth measurein lol
O4ORSM: lol
O4ORSM: mynes nearly 8inches
O4ORSM: on harddd babe
CollegeGirl40: cuz i have kids i have to get back to...i have 5 of em u know
CollegeGirl40: u have a good job?
O4ORSM: ok yer im a cabinetmaker
CollegeGirl40: cuz i need someone who can support us...
CollegeGirl40: in more ways than one
O4ORSM: wow five kids
O4ORSM: milf babe
O4ORSM: love it
CollegeGirl40: ohhhhh! nd u like toys?
O4ORSM: you still tight babe
CollegeGirl40: of course hun....i do keigals daily!
CollegeGirl40: reminds me of s%&
CollegeGirl40: toys?? do ya like em?
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CollegeGirl40: cuz i like to f~# my men in the ass...u ok w/ that?
CollegeGirl40: ill strap it on nd make ya scream babe
O4ORSM: u there hun?????
CollegeGirl40: yep...u?
CollegeGirl40: can ya read?
O4ORSM left the room

*shrugs* guess he didnt wanna scream lmaoooo!

Since Everyone Seems to be in a Writing Mood...

I have an idea to put our desire to show off our writing abilities to good use!

Here it is...I will start a beginning to a story...just a few lines to get your creative juices flowing. Then each of you pick up where the last person left off and write your own next few lines to the story. I think it will be fun to see how many twists and turns the story takes with the different view points. The only thing I can think of that may be a problem is that ive noticed that sometimes when you leave a comment to a blog, by the time you press enter to post it, others may have posted a response before yours. So if this happens, I will delete duplicate continuations of the previous storyline. I will try to be as fair as possible, so no efeelings get hurt! This is for fun! Keep it fun and clean!

What is that freaking noise??? Oh...geesh! It's the alarm clock. Ugh! I feel like i just finally went to sleep. Well, no sense in prolonging the inevitable. I have lots to plan and accomplish today. May as well get started before...

Have fun! lol

Shattered

As I sit here fighting back tears, I really don't know what to say, but know I need to somehow get all these emotions out of me before I break down.

My one hope for the possibility that love really does exist AND can last has just been shattered. I feel like I've been kicked in the gut. I'm crying now...crying for their loss; crying for my loss. Crying for the pain of today and for the pain to come tomorrow.

And the children...sigh...those perfect little angels. What is going to happen to them? Are they going to witness the pain of today and tomorrow? It's bound to happen; it always does. It would shatter me to the very depth of my soul, if their sweet little smiles went away. Poor things; will they understand? I don't even understand. How will I explain it? Do I explain it? No...it's not for me to do that; I will just be there for them like I always have been.

My tears are coming in gasping waves now. I cant control it anymore. Just imagining the long road ahead and the possibility that the road may take a different path. A path that may lead my little angels away from me! Oh gawd! I couldn't handle that! I NEED those babies! Ive never admitted that before, but I need them. How silly is that to need the love of children so very desperately?

But is it the children I'm crying for? Or is it really the loss of my one tangible evidence of lasting love. I don't know, but really what difference does it make? The tears are unstoppable no matter what the real reason.

Soon I will need to dry them up, though, and try to withstand my little angel's tears while they too struggle to understand why their parents, and my friends, are getting a divorce.

Intimacy

Here it is yet another holiday, I'm spending alone. I try so hard not to need people, and then find myself wishing that I showed my need for people more openly on days like this. I'm not meaning the physical need that pervs offer me day after day after day (which I turn down repeatedly). That gets so very old and meaningless. What I'm talking about is the need to hear the sound of life around me. To wake up and know that I'm not alone.

To know as I slowly peel my eyes open each morning, that someone is sharing my life would be so very welcome. It really doesn't even have to be a physical intimacy; an emotional intimacy is what I crave. I want to pass someone in the hall on the way to pouring my morning coffee, and without even speaking, share a knowledge of "I'm here for you, and I need you to be here for me". And then, as I silently plan my day...errands, class work, yard work, dinner...that this person will help without even the need for asking for help. Just imagining that someone will be sitting across the dinner table at the end of the day seems so peaceful.

Today is Easter, and another holiday of silence. Most of you will be spending your day with friends, family, and if you are lucky a special someone. Enjoy the silent intimate moments the most; they will be the ones which will speak the loudest.

Happy Easter
CG