 Friends         |  GDawg2: Beautiful smile 1 year ago • Report 0  alienbeinggood: So i hit something hard. I doubt it will kill me; these things never do. They split you in two and then divide what's left until it moves in its own direction, as if it were a new thing; An entire book instead of just a page. The man with a quote from a page in a book from a library he kept in his previous life!! I am sure of at least one thing, o..maybe a few others if they aren't too far away from his one thing. I don't even know what my " one thing" is just yet. I will recognize it as a piece of my segmented self and be sure of it as I am sure of my existence. I only just hit something. This is what a whole person sounds like when not whole at all. Who would call Christmas lights salvation, divinity or even an adequate source of light?? So why should I care what some critic multiple collisions ahead of me in the path of my life is going to say about how I failed at everything...   CutGlass: You didn't steal my heart I gave it to you freely . You stole my thoughts because your in them. You make me new everyday I learn something new about me or us. Today has been so wonderful I'm not ready to close my eyes and die for the night I want to stay in this feeling-moment a little longer. alienbeinggood: Staring at yourself in a bathroom mirror... days separate the image and it's reflection... steam on the glass, candle from your girl friends room and one light under what a good episode of TNG should bring..... you are me last week.. I am you last year, we are bent on dying without eachother CutGlass: I think I am crazy. I am lost in a world where I have lost myself. I know no people for the good that they do if any at all. I miss the same people that hurt me and tear me piece by piece for them selves. For what purpose I do not know. I made my bed? Now I must lay in it? Or lie in it? I have given my heart out to many times as a friend as a lover to just hold. It returns back to me not broken but worn used tired. Tired of trying tired of being the one before the last. A ring ? From who I've learned the ones you want rarely want what you do. You struggle to be what you can for them struggle to make them see you love them and for you what ? You can't take from someone who has nothing .. But everyone always has something to give. The best years if their life a kiss or maybe a child a lock of hair and only when you realise that's all that is needed of you what will you do?
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