Time to move on?

What do you do when you realize the time to move on has come but you know you can't? Do you just wait a little longer risking going crazy?

UNTITLED

My eyes see the skies as different shades of blue
And flower of every colour and hue
My eyes see you
I wish I could give you my eyes
So you could see the skies so blue
And flower of every colour and hue
But most of all then you could see you

UNTITLED

I'm the pipe dream
I'm the fantasy
I'm all you thought
You could never have
So when you lay down tonight
And close your eyes tight
And your head fills
With thoughts of me
Know that I will be thinking of you
And how it should be

PROMISE

Me and you, the darkness of the night
We must end our afair
Eyes of the innocents tell me this
How could I look at them
And tell them that I choose you
My love it tears me up inside
To know I'll not lie in you arms tonight
I had promised you my all
I had promised you my soul
It does little to consoul me to know
Our time will come
For all souls are yours my love
You are the darkness of night
The hooded man
For you my you are death

LIFE

You ask me about the gun to my head
The pills I've sallowed
Or the scars upon my wrists
Don't you know this is the dying age?
I ask you how do i escape my life without dying
How do I stop the pain?
How to I wake from this nightmare?
I see confusion in your eyes
I guess you can't understand
If you've never been there before

UNTITLED

Into the night once more
No rising dawn to come
Sleep in torcherd dreams
As to the blaze I desend
One sin left unforgiven
Eve's apple the fruit of choice
Held in my hand

DEATH

The angel of death has come for me
I can smell his breath upon my neck
I know his thoughts are of my soul
And it's eternal damnation
The fires of hell wait for me
He reaches out his boney fingers
If feels like he's ripping my soul right out of me
As I fall empty and lifeless
My dead body crashes to the ground
The weight of this world no longer mine
A boney finger points the way
Compelled I must follow
The screams of torchered souls fills the air
Now the fear begins to set in
The realisation of what I've done
But now the time of return has come and gone
The chains of death bind me

VAMPIRE

I stare at the mirror not knowing who it I see any more
That face I've seen a thousand times
Seamed to have changed over night
I'm not who I thought I was
Now I'm scared of what I've become
A creature of the night
When darkness falls I wake
For the day has only begun for me
Across the roof tops I run
For now the hunger is strong
For you I burn
I long to taste your blood
My sweet slavation
A taste I shall never know
My damned soul earns for you

LAST NIGHT

Last night I dreamt you were gone
Without a moments notice
No goodbyes
A gun was put to your head
And you painted a picture all in red
I watched as your life eved away
Powerless to do anything but let you die
I wanted to believe you had gone to a better place
But you took my fate with you
As I watched as they lowered you into the night

FREAK

You stare at me
Do you really think I don't know
I've got mirrors in my house too
This is who I am
I am but a freak to you
Don't you understand
I just don't want to be like any one else