FOOTSTEPS

I walked alone or so I thought
No mortal soul
But footsteps did fall
And chase
My blood they wished to spill
A knife from ear to ear
The ground stained red
As I fade

TO

Endless nights lying awake
Wishing you were here
To feel your touch
Your gentle caress
To look into your eyes
And see your soul
To kiss your lips
As I reach hights of pleasure
Yet unknown
For all my hearts desire
All my longing
To be made real
To have all I want or need
And lie safe
In your arms as I sleep
I would never want
Or ask for anything more

UNTITLED

Out of control
I screamed and raged
I spilled my blood
And begged for an end
Lost all fate
In a world gone wrong
No sun on the horizon
Nothing to look forward to
But endless nights
Of pain and sorrow
Then you came into my life
And brightened my darkest hour
You helped me find
The beauty in this world
With eyes of azure
You filled my could heart with love

LOST LOVE

You were my last grip on sanity
And now that your gone
I'm slowly going crazy
You were my all, my everything
I laid it all at your feet
But now it's all gone
I hold a blade to m wrist
Watching as the blood begins to flow
I find myself trying to talk to you
Though your miles away from my heart
I guess I'm hoping you will hear it break
And you will come and take me from this darkness
Light up my soul
Just tell me that you still love me
Then all the miles won't mean anything
As our hearts entwine

RISING SUN

Endless thoughts of hopes and dreams
A promise of something better
Fears and doubts almost gone
A new strength found
With rage ebbing away
No longer lost
I am found
The past just a memory
A new day has begun
Full of lust and desire
Able to love again
You are the dawning of my life
My black heart
Is no longer empty
You gave me back my life
Thought me self respect
You are my saving grace
Now I feel alive
Now that I have got you
My rising sun

THE CROSS

A piece of wood once a cross
Now a splinter shattered into a million pieces
Like my fate nothing more than dust
A love I once knew gone and forgotten
But has left a whole
That no matter how I try
I cannot seam to fill
And time passes so slowly
How I wish for the fate I once knew
For it to be real
To be a child again

UNTITLED

So tired, all I want to do is sleep
For in my dreams I'm with you
Your loving touch takes all the hurt away
No need for blades or tears
There is nothing to fear
You are my strength when mine is gone
The light in my darkest hour
My love for you knows no bounds
You are my weakness, my drug
My all, my everything

FATE

A shattered cry fills the air
Dreams of the future dead and gone
No angel wings to save me
Empty now I beg for death
Knowing that it will never come
Knowing that tomorrow the sun will rise
And the day begin
Nothing will have changed
For the hand that fate had dealt me
Proclaims nothing but tears of sorrow

BELIEVE

What if we never risk it Never take a chance
Will we love forever Without even a glance
Should we lay it on the line And hope it all works out
Or play it safe Knowing that we'll always have this
Is this enough Is it worth the risk
I believe we are strong enough To make it through
I believe in us I believe in you
We have got so much to lose And I wonder if it's worth the risk
Knowing there's a chance For me and you
A life ahead of us Full of joy and wonder
With you by my side I can take on the world
I believe we are strong enough To make it through
I believe in us I believe in you

THE DAY IS TOO BEAUTIFUL

In the blue sky the sun shines
And on the ground green grass grows
The day is too beautiful
For a grave to be dug
Today is not a day to lay a coffin down
The sky should be black and full of hate
And rain should wet the ground where I stand
No joy should be shown
Thunder should fill the air I breath
And not the smell of sweet roses
Today is not a day to die
It's much too beautiful
Even right to the night
When the twinkling stars shine
Today is a day to live for