Blog PostsFriends | BlogUNTITLEDMy eyes see the skies as different shades of blueAnd flower of every colour and hue My eyes see you I wish I could give you my eyes So you could see the skies so blue And flower of every colour and hue But most of all then you could see you UNTITLEDI'm the pipe dreamI'm the fantasy I'm all you thought You could never have So when you lay down tonight And close your eyes tight And your head fills With thoughts of me Know that I will be thinking of you And how it should be PROMISEMe and you, the darkness of the nightWe must end our afair Eyes of the innocents tell me this How could I look at them And tell them that I choose you My love it tears me up inside To know I'll not lie in you arms tonight I had promised you my all I had promised you my soul It does little to consoul me to know Our time will come For all souls are yours my love You are the darkness of night The hooded man For you my you are death LIFEYou ask me about the gun to my headThe pills I've sallowed Or the scars upon my wrists Don't you know this is the dying age? I ask you how do i escape my life without dying How do I stop the pain? How to I wake from this nightmare? I see confusion in your eyes I guess you can't understand If you've never been there before UNTITLEDInto the night once moreNo rising dawn to come Sleep in torcherd dreams As to the blaze I desend One sin left unforgiven Eve's apple the fruit of choice Held in my hand DEATHThe angel of death has come for meI can smell his breath upon my neck I know his thoughts are of my soul And it's eternal damnation The fires of hell wait for me He reaches out his boney fingers If feels like he's ripping my soul right out of me As I fall empty and lifeless My dead body crashes to the ground The weight of this world no longer mine A boney finger points the way Compelled I must follow The screams of torchered souls fills the air Now the fear begins to set in The realisation of what I've done But now the time of return has come and gone The chains of death bind me VAMPIREI stare at the mirror not knowing who it I see any moreThat face I've seen a thousand times Seamed to have changed over night I'm not who I thought I was Now I'm scared of what I've become A creature of the night When darkness falls I wake For the day has only begun for me Across the roof tops I run For now the hunger is strong For you I burn I long to taste your blood My sweet slavation A taste I shall never know My damned soul earns for you LAST NIGHTLast night I dreamt you were goneWithout a moments notice No goodbyes A gun was put to your head And you painted a picture all in red I watched as your life eved away Powerless to do anything but let you die I wanted to believe you had gone to a better place But you took my fate with you As I watched as they lowered you into the night FREAKYou stare at meDo you really think I don't know I've got mirrors in my house too This is who I am I am but a freak to you Don't you understand I just don't want to be like any one else FOOTSTEPSI walked alone or so I thoughtNo mortal soul But footsteps did fall And chase My blood they wished to spill A knife from ear to ear The ground stained red As I fade TOEndless nights lying awakeWishing you were here To feel your touch Your gentle caress To look into your eyes And see your soul To kiss your lips As I reach hights of pleasure Yet unknown For all my hearts desire All my longing To be made real To have all I want or need And lie safe In your arms as I sleep I would never want Or ask for anything more UNTITLEDOut of controlI screamed and raged I spilled my blood And begged for an end Lost all fate In a world gone wrong No sun on the horizon Nothing to look forward to But endless nights Of pain and sorrow Then you came into my life And brightened my darkest hour You helped me find The beauty in this world With eyes of azure You filled my could heart with love LOST LOVEYou were my last grip on sanityAnd now that your gone I'm slowly going crazy You were my all, my everything I laid it all at your feet But now it's all gone I hold a blade to m wrist Watching as the blood begins to flow I find myself trying to talk to you Though your miles away from my heart I guess I'm hoping you will hear it break And you will come and take me from this darkness Light up my soul Just tell me that you still love me Then all the miles won't mean anything As our hearts entwine RISING SUNEndless thoughts of hopes and dreamsA promise of something better Fears and doubts almost gone A new strength found With rage ebbing away No longer lost I am found The past just a memory A new day has begun Full of lust and desire Able to love again You are the dawning of my life My black heart Is no longer empty You gave me back my life Thought me self respect You are my saving grace Now I feel alive Now that I have got you My rising sun |