 Friends        | Well i live a tough life but who doesent and I am drowning in my fear  Drowning in my fear: My heart aches for no one cares, the monster of sharp teeth and crimson eyes had hurt me. I cant run for they shall only chase me all i can do is sleep 9 years ago • Report • Link 0 Drowning in my fear: I am meerly faced in the morning with two dissions Do i maintain my face and continue through hell? Or do i let go and pick up the metalic blade? Desisions..desisions... Drowning in my fear: Many do not understand Why im here, i wish not to meet you For i have things to do but This is the place of my words But i must exclaim that youre ignorance speaks thousands of words in my world And support is nice but not needed I did not come here to be nice I came here to tell the truth and say the words that taint my soul Drowning in my fear: The monsters are everywhere ""Try to be encouraging"" They say I laugh on there words are i spit out crimson The person that was here is no more Im simply the shell of the soul i used to be Drowning in my fear: i would like to share that im not interrested in meeting peaple out of this website im a very busy person and probably dont have the time Drowning in my fear: i would like to share that im still young im not old enough to meeet peaple in person i still live with my parents Drowning in my fear: this is who i am this is what i have become this is why i cant run this is where i stop this is when i stop this is how i am  Sumguy30: this is who you are now this is what you have become this is why you must push on and choose to try and run this is when its time to go and be able to move on and grow this is what you can become! Drowning in my fear: I'm only you're words; I repeat what I hear! I teach what I'm taught, and what you taught, was fear... Drowning in my fear: O' the world is so cruel But it is fate, i must be tourcherd by the mosters and eaten alive Because the world is cruel Drowning in my fear: Will you ever just lisen? Oh only time will tell But im no diffrent from you Im a human too If you only knew Drowning in my fear: Today something extrodinary occured I ran into a girl in the sea of monsters, a human just like me but she was wearing a mask that hid her face, im unsertain if i should ally myself with her. If i do i will have to keep my guard up. For i dont know what is under the mask It could just be another monster Drowning in my fear: Im so alone I hate my life But i keep going But there is no point To complain You all dont care So why do i try? Drowning in my fear: http://i.quotev.com/img/q/u/14/6/7/91ec231f07-IMG_.jpg This is what i look like Drowning in my fear: No one cares about you My monsters have started chasing me into my dreams I fear the time is coming, i picked up the razor and pressed it against my skin. I let the hot crimson liquid run down my arm Who cares? It doesent matter if i die and give up I will be free from the monsters that chase me. Im only a problem There are more monsters in my life Theres one that is hyper and has a high pitched voice Theres the one with long sharp teeth and beatty black eyes There the one with glowing red eyes and sharp teeth and claws that coe's into my ears I want to give up But no one cares Drowning in my fear: I want to give up, i want to run from the monsters that find me interesring I met one who really likes me It has sharp and long teeth and cold and beatty black eyes. It makes the other monsters look at me and they all laught The monster is a lying monster who wont let me out of its grasp It digs its razor sharp nails into my soul everyday i go to hell and see it waiting there, taunting me Make it stop Drowning in my fear: No one understands My fear is that people will replace me And no one understands They dont see that there all monsters They dont know that i can Take the razor and end my life And stop hiding from monsters And end this life of fear But they dont understand why im fighting The reason why im here Is to warm you all of the monsters That walk right next to you And tell you how it will end If the monsters find you Drowning in my fear: I glare at the monster infront of me, its eyes glow red and its teeth are razor sharp. The monster looks at me and gives me a devilish smirk, chills run down my spine and i say ""I love you mom""" Drowning in my fear: I stared down longingly at the silver blade in my hand. Oh how i wish to run it along my soft hand and let the hot crimson liquid run down my arm as i smirk slidly and indulge my senses in pain. I am taken out of my hazy state by a voice that ecoes in my head """Dont do it"""" |
