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I'm a loner by choice. I'm very picky about the people i let into my life and choose to associate or socialize with. I can be very un caring and somewhat of a misanthrope but part of me still has random empathy for some things.
I identify as Otherkin."Otherkin is a description applicable to people who believe themselves to be partially or entirely non-human. They believe that they are, in spirit if not in body, not human."
I'm also a minimalist,Pisces and a cat person. I'm full of madness, yet also full of ambition,truth and strength. I aim to conquer and be fiercely independent.
LIKES: Science,history,abnormal psychology,philosophy,Buddhism,paganism,nutrition,natural healing remedies,magick,the paranormal,nature,neon colors,animals with white fur,rats,turtles,medieval times,autumn,rain,arts and crafts,photography,swimming,stripes,plants,flowers,fires,circuses,camping ,different cultures,different herbal teas,museums,haunted locations,myths,legends,wolves,the16th,17th and 18th century and baking.
Foxglove Wormwood: What's on my mind: People who don't know how to spell right or use correct grammar annoy me..especially if they try to hit on me. I feel kind of disappointed,sad and maybe lonely and somewhat fed up and tired. I post on here like it's a journal and uhh i wish there was some not so dumb people on websites like this.
Foxglove Wormwood: I feel like i have this responsibility to save the world,better things and help people but then i don't really give a fuck about anything at the same time, it's like i lack empathy but i'm compassionate at the same time. It's so weird. I'll care about the most random people and things at such random times. Then when there is times that i should care about certain things or people i just don't,i just can't feel it. I have like this ice heart that really just wants everyone to be happy deep down even if i hate them.
Foxglove Wormwood: It's my responsibility to fight injustice and save the world. It's my responsibility to be a warrior.
Foxglove Wormwood: I'm done being your damn secret. You fucking piece of shit man whore. Don't try to act like we're together and make me promise to marry you if you can't even put we are in a "relationship" or stand up for me. I'm more of a fucking man than you will ever be. You just manipulate,use lie, and cry when you can't get love or attention. It's so pathetic and disgusts me so much. I'm never going to take you seriously anymore. I don't need your pathetic weakness in my life anymore. I already have a pussy..i don't need another one to take care of.
Foxglove Wormwood: My story is my heart turned cold. Now i just don't care. I will never take relationships seriously or need anyone.
Foxglove Wormwood: Incase you were unaware... the number of Facebook friends you have means nothing,expressing how you feel,talking about whats on your mind ,personal likes,interests,beliefs,dislikes and so on does not make you good,bad,sane or insane. Having pictures up showing some skin or wearing make up that other people might like does not make you a slut or whore.People aren't necessarily bad people for being careless. People aren't necessarily good people for being christian.And there is a lot more i could say but basically my point is.. being something or not being something doesn't mean you are or aren't something. Get it?
But..everything really is just a matter of opinions most of the time. And everyone judges. Lots of things judge. Judging isn't always a bad thing. Sometimes things need to make judgements in order to survive. Example: A hungry lion. The lion will most likely seek out the easiest prey it can find,searching for the slowest or smallest animal. The lion is using judgement for that. And lots of people think good things of other people too..they might see someone and think "oh,they're hot"..see judgement. All compliments are based on judgement. So i think when people say that they don't judge it is false...also i think everything conforms in some way too because no matter how much things can differ from other things everything is yet still something,still a thing and it has that in common with everything else that exists. The fact that everything is merely just existing in some form. Everything you think,talk about,look at,everything in general that was ever mentioned or not mentioned are still all things. So all that stuff shares something with everything else.
Foxglove Wormwood: I think if i ever got into collecting things i would collect loose leaf teas,shot glasses,tea cups and troll dolls. ...Also i don't understand all this relationship begging/needing people stuff..i can't relate to it.
Foxglove Wormwood: Full name:Abigail Shannon (not saying last name)
Height: About 5'5
Relationship statusomewhat single/not sure.
Pets: 1 cat, age 14 or 15. breed:Khao Manee
Mental disorders: Chronic derealization,Social anxiety,Depression,A.D.H.D,OCD.
Physical disorders:Flat feet,left ankle turning in,overweight,skin could be better but isn't horrible..
People who inspire me: Kurt Cobain, Sam Winchester,Dean Winchester(from supernatural),Bo (from lost girl), Xena and Edgar Allan Poe.
Favorite colors: Anything bright/neon colors,different shades of blueish-green or just greens,silver and crimson red.
Favorite T.V. shows: Supernatural,Lost girl,Sleepy Hollow, Monsters and mysteries in America and Paranormal Witness.
Favorite movies:Hocus Pocus, The original teenage mutant ninja turtles movie,Jurassic park,Beetle juice,Merlin,Ghost World,Snow white and the seven dwarves,Beauty and the beast and The hobbit/Lotrs movies. I'm into syfy/fantasy movies alot too.
Favorite bands: Nirvana,Hole,Babes in toyland.
Favorite food:Black bean and/or chicken burritos, Spinach/veggie pizza,Berries,Herbal teas,good coffee drinks,Hard lemonade,Fun colorful alcoholic drinks,Health smoothies and Indian food.
Favorite authors:Holly Black,Brian froud and Edgar Allan Poe.
Things i would like to do oftenwim,Camp,travel,take pictures,go to museums,go to zoos, go to Irish pubs,go to the movies,bake awesome stuff.
Things i like alot lately: Troll dolls,Halloween,Autumn,Berry desserts,Celtic/folk music,Cleaning,foxes,holiday recipes,turtles,striped things.
How i feel lately:Very ambitious,motivated,independent,apathetic,depressed,very angry,excited,calm,hateful,spaced out,under control,strong,private,Bored as hell,Awkward as hell,uncomfortable in social situations,insecure,worried,prideful,vain,paranoid,jealous.
Goals:To conquer,Suceed,be fiercely independent,get three jobs,Move to a new place,create some awesome things.
Foxglove Wormwood: Lifted up my blinds and looked out the window and there was a bunch of ants crawling on the outside ledge,two dead june bugs on the inside of the window ledge, a huge spider up top, a medium sized spider at the bottom with two wrapped up winged ants trailing behind it and random dead fly things caught in the spider web stuff. 0.o. UGH
Foxglove Wormwood: What the hell is this? Just killed 8 flying ants and now i see a month in my room..party time is over bugs. Opening my window doesn't mean "hey,come on in".
Foxglove Wormwood: I may be a bit of a misanthrope loner and my feelings are complicated but i hate any form of injustice. Any unfair mistreatment. I believe in people's, animals,the earth's and even mythical creatures rights. I feel like i need to be a defender/protector/balancer or peace maker.I Hate bullying and too many judgements. The world is full of all kinds of different people,situations,problems,creatures and things. Learn to co exist and fight the good fights.
Foxglove Wormwood: I think i'll go for a hike/walk in the woods today once i get some caffeine in me. Then i'd like to come back and watch Hocus Pocus for some reason but i don't think the movie is here anymore.
Foxglove Wormwood: People randomly disappear out of my life all the time,ignore me,stop talking to me, are just never there or don't care about me .I've had countless problems with men and a few bitches. The good thing is though that i just don't care anymore. Most of my empathy for people has run out and honestly i've never felt better. I'm not weak,i know how to handle my problems and feelings alone. I seriously don't need anything from anyone and it feels wonderful. I still feel hate towards people but mostly apathy. People just suck in general. I'm content being alone and away.
Foxglove Wormwood: Seeing all these annoying people i used to know on facebook mainly from school almost makes me not want to have a facebook. Stupid neck/chest tattoos, boyfriend/girlfriend luv posts,cheesy compliments and statuses, crappy lame background pictures,mentions of god,over used quotes,talks of tanning,horrible grammar,guys growing their hair out trying to be rockers with drama queen girlfriends,guys taking shirtless pictures, teen mom, people that can't put a real picture of themselves up and always have some gothic cartoon anime picture thing up..ugh it just annoys me. I must be a bitch..oh well.