Friends | Great guy , looking for nice lady who’s smart , frisky , and fun who wants to explore her sexuality openly and with vigor . I like quite days and peaceful existence , non drinker or drug user , I like reality snd don’t need to alter myself to be happy, content or brave . Done it all at least once ! Lol guitartntman123: I’m back 1 year ago • Report 0 guitartntman123: This ones not perfect but from the heart …..final b …………………………………. Lord I pray There was a man named Terry , he lived by himself with loneliness and God . He had lost everything he had that he cared about in this present life . Mainly his beautiful wife . He fought and he struggled to find reasons to live , trying to help others and fill Gods calling he did . But the whole time In his heart he became shattered and more broken Then time began to stand still . He saw the agonies of so many that were worse off than he , he was in a war to fix it all . But instead was set up for a fall . To understand life and it’s horrible strifes one must know god . So he studied and searched so very very hard making it his life . Then one day a tiny virus entered his lungs and god answered his many prayers … he had prayed for death so many times , as he had lost both his bride and his pride . But giving him what he had asked God new this would be a lesson that would last . God rescued him from his demise . Yes he forced him alive . When he lay in his bed surrounded by nurses doctors and staff , he never could find his old laugh . How could god have put me here he gasp . God smiled and waited for the situation to take all hope , then he stepped in and in his silent way , and Terry changed so much that day . He will never feel as he did , like that spoiled little kid , sliding through life free . But now he will feel everyone’s pain . It’s gods way . When laying in bed Jesus spirit filled his head and he was let see the incredible pain that Jesus feels. As he watches us suffer , for its needless can’t you see , This isn’t the way it has to be . As A father watches his child cry , Jesus feels each one of us die . In his sole of soles the endless love is pain of such intensity it’s truly horror . The intensity terry felt looking though his eyes , the thorns and cuts on The body , the shock and surprise of what God truly feels , If anyone could feel Gods pain surely The world would stop and say …. Oh my oh my poor Jesus and tremble, My god I’m so sorry we are this way We need to bow , kneel and pray , We repent and say , we stop hurting you today , we beg your forgiveness , for we never knew , just how much we hurt you , we can’t imagine the pain pure love for us has caused . May you forgive please our gracious host and from this day we only boast in you. We will look at the ground and hide our eyes . For now we know how we make you cry . Our pride turned to sorrow. Now we work for tomorrow to become what you our Father knew we could be ... So easily . Amen guitartntman123: guitartntman123: This is a poem or revelation written in a few minutes then corrected , but I’m not a poet , so maybe god was telling us all something with this poem we all needed to hear , you decide . guitartntman123 to Truthy_01: Hi I had covid and died , I’m back though lolololol Was in coma 2 months , icu 5 weeks , and rehab 5 weeks , we’ll still in it at home too now , 2 months View all 6 posts guitartntman123: People are so touchy now I hate this place , they act like their suddenly perfect little innocents , for gosh sakes . I’m talking to no one , I need to send my chips then delete this craphole of nannies MexyChaconc in reply to guitartntman123: Is not that ppl is touchy like said to u before when treat someone in a nice way never expect a sarcastic post on ur profile and I’m not perfect or innocent but I’m respectful and you know it (Post deleted by guitartntman123 ) View all 4 posts guitartntman123: Not looking near as good as you . I’m lean and mean now though , body’s 25 , all new . guitartntman123 to amycosprings: Hi , street preacher by trade , I see your a Catholic and serious , be fun to chat with you , studying 5 years now . Learned a lot that isn’t so , guitartntman123 to WhiskeyAngel: High sugar , I don’t get on too much anymore , warming up keeps me moving snd outside . Love to get to know you . I used to live way up in Illinois just below Wisconsin, now in Missouri. Hope to chat , take care sweetie 😘 |