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evergreendr
evergreendr: My Mantra
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h0nd0:

""the cycle""

breached shore pushes back waves,
as to mingle with foam,
they stain the sand forming milky slaves,
silicon beings, that continue to roam,
climbing, crawling, and scurrying With rhyme,
waving, beating, and dancing in time,

cool breezes blow away gossiping hot air,
as to mingle with night,
the horizon beams its primitive scare,
animated rainbows, of incandescent light,
swirling, gusting, and whispering a song,
humming, howling, and screaming along,

cold salty splashes kiss your lips,
as to mingle with spaces,
seagulls fly, in barrel rolling flips,
trimming astronautic aerodynamic aces,
exploring, diving, and gliding with class,
winging, flapping, and stalling in mass,

Orion devourers light in its dark,
as to mingle with the moon,
ocean caps exhume every last spark,
as satellites orchestrate a planetary tune,
mesmerizing, enchanting, and priming to be,
giggling, laughing, hiding back to sea,

and smiling with joy, to the sea,
to the shore, to the wind, once more,
to the sky, to the birds,
to the light, to the stars, once more,
to the vacuum of the universe,
as to mingle, with my core..

H()nd()..
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evergreendr
evergreendr: βš“πŸŒŠπŸš’πŸ πŸ¦ž
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h0nd0:
""my book of love""
tell me..who wrote the book of love, and why was i left out?
i`ll know when i see her lips, that there never was any doubt.
if i went through the order, i wouldn't know where to start.
so i guess, ill begin right here, where her lips touched my heart,
i`ve seen her saucy spaghetti straps,and of course her valley`s too,.
i`ve seen the deepest green of her eyes, knowing her favorite color is blue..
she really should be in pictures, shes amazing with or without the thong.
she shows her commenting kindness, and mostly "knows how to get along",
someday i`d like to find her, and know more than just my sigh`s,
if all my girls were elements, i think she would be my skies.
and though she`s totally erotic, she`s more than just a tease.
she`s the perfect feminine wishbone, to wrestle with and please.
and though i am invisible, i`m constant to some degree,
and someday i`ll retrieve my claims, but, it`s still a mystery,
now i`ll have to reminisce some, whenever i see her pout,
who wrote the book of love? and why was i left out?

H()nd()
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rammie5255
rammie5255: Very nice !!
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shaftyma57: I love that, great job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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h0nd0 
h0nd0:

""shallows""

survey the sea of crimson rays,
that which you see
a beauty blinding, unbinding, disguising days
a foreshadow of what is to be.

gaze amidst the shadows,
that which you see
an indecipherable flickering light of placebos.
a reflection of what used to be.

peer into the darkness,
that which you see
unassuming subtlety of an emptiness,
what had been, ceased, forever in me...

search across the currents,
that which you see
mastering its humble essence,
and live, a life within its personality

desire a marsupial pool of all these things,
for which you see
and flow in the sea that tranquility brings
in the shallows drifting in your reality...

H()nd()..
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h0nd0: ""memoirs""
its no use.. missing you.. i cant help it ..
its too hard.. caring.. just a little bit
no one can see you as i do.. or did..
from the first day to last i was fascinated..

its no use crying.. cant stop it if i could..
its my feelings that demand i should..
no one can see you as i do.. or can..
i tried damn hard.. to be a good man..

i know i let you go.. when you drove me too..
i know i hate myself.. and this bluest, blue..
but, its no use.. if we dont matter anymore..
ill go my way, alone. lost.. and butt sore

its no use.. missing me.. i`m a lost cause..
especially with all my iniquities and flaws..
no one could see me as you can.. or do..
a man like me deserves an invisible you..

love has no use, it seems so very clear..
its complicated, mistaken, year to year..
no one should know it,, this has to be true..
so why cant i get passed "the missing you"?

its useless to fight..you, cuz, youll always win..
im who i am, used now cuz you wouldnt give in..
i really wanted more.. without having a defense..
an un-negotiable bond that made perfect sense..

well at least.." I " made the top of my list..
where i was defeated, changed, and pissed..
i am still loving you.. even though its done..
and its impossible to forget you as "the one",,

there`s a use in me,,. to give my heart out..
make things understood, take away doubt..
so see the break like bits of broken glass..
.. people are remembered from the faces in the past..
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rammie5255
rammie5255: πŸŽ΅πŸ’ƒπŸ•ΊπŸŽΆ
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h0nd0:

""you never know""

what would that poem let itself be?
if you wrote it in your thoughts of me?
would it be filled with lovely flirts?
or sadly spoiled by constant hurts?
would it build my very eager soul?
or cripple me and reduce my role?
would it chain me down with the bonds of love?
or punish my will like a nightmare dream't of?
what would that poem let itself be?
if it reversed a subconscious me?
could it bring down the walls of hope?
or build a fantasy beyond all scope?
will it pass all of time and all the tests?
or claim a memory in my "all time bests"?
how would it sound in reflection of you?
could it loyally condemn a thought or two?
what would that poem let itself be?
when it needs its own philosophy?
will it adore the paper with all its worth?
or scribble across the ends of the earth?
can it see a furiosity within its hint?
or font itself to death in print?
shouldn`t every poem begin with tact?
so put your pen down and begin its act..

H()nd()
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rammie5255: Thank u fir sharing!!!
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pretty_as_a_peach: Wishing Molly a very Happy Birthday tomorrow! She should be so excited for her once every 4 years birthday!!! She is a Leap Year girl! I can only imagine how much joy she has brought to you these past several years! You are so blessed by your grandchildren.
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h0nd0: happy VD ILU147ICUJAKE.....
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pretty_as_a_peach
pretty_as_a_peach: Thank you so much for remembering me on Valentines Day. It makes me smile to see you say ICUJAKE. Only things that you and I know what they mean. Hope you are doing well and Happy Valentines Day to you! Always in my heart!
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pretty_as_a_peach
pretty_as_a_peach: Thinking about you! Hope you are doing well. Always in my heart!
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h0nd0 
h0nd0: ""begging to trade""

its all just a tease,
through and through life`s mysteries..
or rather forerunners of realities..
our soul aspirations and prophecies,
its never a breeze,
but, its never a breeze,
you can have my soul..please,
i`m giving way to my tendencies,
those indicators of the possibilities,
grasping the over engineered philosophies,
but, its never a breeze,
you can have my soul..jeez!!
i`m exploring all the idiosyncrasies,
of my mathematical inadequacies,
suffering with all the iniquities..
but its never a breeze..
generalizing the beneficiaries,
listening to all those obscenities,
to err is human, forgiving divinities,
please, i`m on my knees..
one day i would like to feel the breeze,
to exist without discrepancies,
respecting nothing but formalities.
mentoring for all the wanna be`s,
just a day to feel my soul..please.
remove myself from this constant freeze,
and have my heart warm to humanities..
but life comes in different degrees,
near blasphemers and the hieracies,
you can have my soul god,
..its a disease,
i`m not using it anyways,
...you have the keys..

h()nd()
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sassyone791: Wow this is good and very deep
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Chele1L: ❀️
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silkyone1: Very heartfelt
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h0nd0: WORDS TO LIVE BY
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Chele1L: Hope you are doing ok… πŸ’«
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pretty_as_a_peach
pretty_as_a_peach: Thinking of you on your birthday!!! Happy Birthday! Hope you get to spend your special day with your friends and family. Count your blessings and praise GOD for giving you another birthday to celebrate!! Always in my heart!!!!
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h0nd0
h0nd0: <<< thanks God.. on a daily basis.. ty .. so glad im almost done with loss of taste.. can`t wait for the flavor of food to return.. but its been alright.. no nausea, no pains.. great reports.. still .. perfect blood pressure.. temp, oxygen levels.. ill post pics.. soon.. no trauma... hope all is well with you.. too..
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pretty_as_a_peach
pretty_as_a_peach: Special song to my heart. Love it.
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_TRUTH_: Great song h0nd0, hope you and yours are well
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rammie5255: 🎢
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h0nd0: 11:11 again
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evergreendr: What does 11:11 mean?
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chickabooms: the angels are watching
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evergreendr: Nice 1 .....
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rammie5255: πŸŽΆπŸŽ‰πŸŽΆ
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h0nd0: 11:11
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pretty_as_a_peach
pretty_as_a_peach: Hope you are healing and feeling the love of your daughters and grandchildren. Always in my heart!!
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h0nd0
h0nd0: I'm in perfect condition, other than the surgery.. teenage blood pressure and heart rhythm.. every other day I receive a call from dimi's mother.(oldest).. Molly loves taking walks with me.. wants to be a singer.. (lovely voice) .. she says I'm funny.. on the walks.. someday.. I'll figure my mind out.. but for now I'm just going to follow the heart rhythm.. miss you..
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h0nd0: Recuperating after surgery .. feeling ugly but.. in and out of ICU.. in days ..new record of..
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rammie5255
rammie5255: Hahaha funny guy. Rammiesdavisjunior JR. Hahaha. You something else mi hondo rondo tondo. Glad you getting taken care of so get busy on getting well. Please. Great to see you peek in here from time to time. Big smile n hug sent your way n more prayers dear. πŸŒΊπŸ™πŸŒ·πŸŽΈπŸŽΌπŸŽΆ
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AutumnButterfly: Hugs n prayers
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Krittersitter: Hugs Hondo....get well soon
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pretty_as_a_peach: Hope you are doing ok. This song brings back good memories.
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