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The Move

Well, I found a place, signed the lease, got the keys.
I was beginning to price camping equipment just in case - but I have a place to go, so won't need that. Cabela's has some really cool stuff - everything the executive homeless person needs to live at the highway rest stop.

New place is smaller, but nice and bright. No yard for dog n cats, but such is life. I have never before seen a time where even money won't get you a place to live. Strange times.

With each request for a viewing i became one of 100-300 enquiries for rental. These days you have to be shortlisted just to see a rental in person.

Rents are high, homeless are many, and if a place seems affordable it tends to be a dump. It took me 5 1/2 months to find a rental! What will those coming out of college do? I guess ur kids will be coming back home upon graduation so don't clean out their rooms just yet!

Haven't heard from the landlord - I think he is afraid of me - and he bloody well should be!

I will miss the mountain trails,
but i wont miss dealing with a broken washing machine, broken dryer, broken microwave, or the rotted out back stairs that i fell through. I wont miss the landlord coming in with his key without even telling me he is coming. I will miss the birds, and the deer, and the bears, but i will be living downtown now, so there will be animals of another kind.

Good thing its a secure building, hell not even my sister can get in .


bomb shelter music

Happy Valentines Day

Shakespeare
“Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind, And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind.”
( A Midsummer Night's Dream Act I, scene i)
“I love you with so much of my heart that none is left to protest.”
(Much Ado About Nothing Act IV, scene i)
“Hear my soul speak: The very instant that I saw you did My heart fly to your service…”
(The Tempest, Act III, scene i)

THE DARK TRIAD

"The dark triad personality refers to three negative personality traits: narcissism (entitled self-importance), Machiavellianism (entitled self-importance), Machiavellianism (strategic exploitation and deceit), and subclinical psychopathy (callousness and cynicism), which all share malevolent features."

They should start teaching the basics of this in kindergarten!
Look out, they are everywhere and they are brilliant in stealth techniques.

Remember, adulthood is all about healing from childhood. So start leaning about phycology sooner rather than later.
https://mind.help/topic/dark-triad/

Well,

i coloured my hair today.
made the blond whiter and the brown deeper
i have very little white left.
so i thought...
fcuk it,
lets go curly!
so i scrunched it and I sprayed it.

nice change.
looks good,
happy for the difference.

maybe purple or blue with jet black next time

...though i do have some red in the cupboard

oh the choices!

A Dawning?

Everyone around me

Is getting so old,

How did that happen?

When did it unfold?



How did i miss it?

Was i lost in time?

Was i too busy paddling?

Was i stuck in the grind?



It makes me feel mortal,

It makes me take note,

It makes me give pause,

And, it sticks in my throat.



Everyone's shrinking

Will i be all alone?

Is this a beginning?

Or am i going home?



Funny thing is,

I'm beginning to breathe,

And, i think, i can see,

Some sparkle in me.



Everyone around me

Is getting so old,

How did that happen?

When did it unfold?



Is it my time to shine?

Or should i step back?

There is sparkle with me,

Or is that a crack?





idk...

yeah. idk

what is going on lately?

ive been twice slimed in the last couple of weeks by evil doers, and while i was chatting this am two of my friends reported the same recent experience - is it global ahole month? what happend to the age of aquarius? or is it trump syndrome? has he infected us all? or is it just that ppl are generally pricks? perhaps a lil of both. next time you get slimed remember that it is not your fault - you have value and that is why you have been attacked. ppl without value do not feel the sting of being slimed, they just attack and move on, leaving others to feel the pain of their sub-humanity.

sending warm loving thoughts to my real friends - trust that you your heart and your mind are not flawed - precisely why u were attacked. you did nothing wrong, you just came upon a selfish user cloaked in human form.

take care - there are many of them out there.

and yes its partly about you mister selfish neanderthal.
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