 Friends         | You only fail if you don't try.  HellaMellaX: Things have been crazy in my life, and I'm slowly starting to love myself again and work on things that have fell apart. I miss talking with a lot of y'all, just need time to work on myself and my family. Carol, I miss you the most! You could of probably saved me a lot of time with the stuff I've been dealing with, but sometimes rebels like myself have to write their own chapter. 10 days ago • Report • Link 0 View all 11 posts  C a r o l: side step.... 9 days ago • Report 0  HellaMellaX: Yeah... Stopping myself from going after the pitcher is the issue. He knows my triggersnd uses hem aganist me. 9 days ago • Report 1 C a r o l: yeah 9 days ago • Report  0 HellaMellaX in reply to shortallman: Thanks, just getting through each day right now. Things have been hectic, but it's starting to get easier again. Thanks for checking on me.  HellaMellaX: Struggling. Tired, depressed, and stressed. Oh and I have a mother in law that I wanna kill who has moved in after abandoning her son 23 years ago. HellaMellaX: Slowly finding myself again, through searching for memories of my mother. Learning more about who she was before I was even considered. They always say you are your mothers daughter, and that was shown today. To talk to her best friend from high school, tears came and went, stories told, being able to hear her laugh as stories were told as if she was still here.  by the end of our converstation I was told, your mother shines through you, she lives on through your eyes. That hit home, and eases my mind for now. I'm not sure who does or doesn't believe in signs, but on my way home, one of her all time favorite songs came on and it just felt ment to be.  View all 8 posts C a r o l: I am glad u were able to talk to her and feel a connection to ur mom ..I also think remembering good things about a person and laughing is very helpful when grieving or when u miss a loved one HellaMellaX: I am my mother's daughter. I may not have reached peace yet, maybe I never will... but today has been the closest I've felt to you since you've been gone.  HellaMellaX: So my cat caught another rabbit this morning and my husband actually got it on video this time.    SassyQuinn: I had a random dream about you. It wasn't bad or sexy; in fact I forgot what it was about totally but you were there. HellaMellaX: So digging deeper into the woman using her daughters body pictures... I have discovered that, the daughter is 16. The woman is married. Pretty much everything she has told anyone is a lie. I don't care that she is married, but you shouldn't lie about it. I DON'T! The main issue I'm having is that you're suppoused to be protecting your children... yet you have body pics of your daughter on here and pervs drooling all over them. That's fucking sick. |
