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MY LIFE SUCKS.

Well, school started August 25th. So far, two rumors have been started about me; one that I was trying to break Nick and his girlfriend up, and the other one is that I'm gay. Oh my flippin GOD. This is just like I expected it to be, but worse. But luckily, I went to a party last night and I feel Soo much better.
The only thing thats in my mind right now is music, and a little bit of wrestling.

Marching band...

Oh.My.God. My feet are killing me. And all I can hear in my head is, "Left, Left, Left, Right, Left! EASON! STAY IN YOUR LINE! Step and close."
Bluhhhh...
This sucks balls, like really bad. The worst part about all of this is that I have this crush on this guy named Nick, but I think he's gay. He's a french horn player, and he's really nice. I'm gonna be crushed if he really is gay though.

Oh my, this is bad...

No more Highlight Reels? What in the world is Chris Jericho thinking??? NOOOO!!! ARRRGGG!!! BLUGGG!!! I am freaking out!! Sorry. *Save us Y2J*
Oh wait, CHris Jericho said that Y2J is no longer there! WHY!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!
I LOVE YOU CHRIS JERICHO!!
Damn you Shawn Michaels. DAMN YOU!!!

I wrote something today...

I cry,
I laugh,
I smile,
I shed a tear
All because of you,
and I dont know why.
You have the greatest effect on me, and I have no control of it.
I'm trapped in a world of emotions.
And now that you're gone,
I'm forced to look at my life,
And I dont like what I see.
I look at the picture we took,
And I see
A happy couple,
Just you and me.
I miss that so much,
And I'm the one who ruined it.
I broke your heart,
And no matter how much I wish I could change it,
I can't; I just can't.
When I looked in the mirror today,
I saw a face.
And when I saw that face,
I saw shame,
Because I lost the one thing I need the most right now.
I lost you.



This is about Crockett Polich. We broke up in August of 2007, and I really miss him. All my friends tell me I should be able to move on, but for some reason I cant. Yeah, I have a boyfriend, but right now, I'm more lonely than I've ever been. I fell in love, and I want it back. But I cant get it back, and that. sucks. balls.

I Remember Someone I Shouldn't Remember...

As Josh Gracin sings:


...I smile and wonder where you are
and if you ever think of me
and how after that night in my arms
that we were never meant to be
yeah we lived and learned the pages turned, no regrets
first time someone makes you feel like that, you'll never forget

I remember what song was playin', that it was rainin'
the time, the day, the month, the year
the sweat, the steam, the urge, the fear
there’s nothing' about that long wet, sweet September, I don’t remember...

Oh, Crockett, where are you?? I miss you...

My friends disturb me...

...wow, okay... I've been awake now for 37 hours and 24 minutes. And Im not sleepy! My friends and I are trying to see who can stay up the longest. And so far, me and my friend Abby are the only ones still awake. Right now Im being poked in the ribs by her, and she's starting to get weird. Anyways... where was I... Oh yeah, I was just fixing to tell you guys what Ive been doing the past two days... I rode the four wheeler, typed on the computer, and annoyed my mom at the meat market. So far its working. But the butcher, he scares me. His name is William, and he's 25. HE'S FLUFFY!!!!!!!!!!!! How he got through the door is still a mystery... oh, I shouldnt say that. Im fluffy too. Oh by the way, I have a really big crush on Chris Jericho; it's unreal! They shouldnt make wrestlers look so... H-O-T... Its not fair!!
lol... by the way, I heard this quote the other day and I'd like to share it with you people. Actually I heard alot that I'd like to share.

"Friends are like angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly. They may not remember what you said or done to them, but they will always remember how you made them feel."

"So you see, in a world so full of life, you're only alone as you choose to be."

"Have you ever had an orgasm so intense that you flew off of your four wheeler, crashing it into tree, and no one found you for days?"

*Okay, okay... I made that last one up... I admit it...

Phew...

*giggle, goggle*
Okay, sorry about that. And I apologize for not posting in a while; I've been really busy here lately. So here's the update on me so far:
1. I broke up with my boyfriend.
2. I went to band camp and got a new one.
3. I decided to quit band.
4. I made a big mistake... I started smoking
5. I pimp slapped my best friend for bad mouthing AJ Styles, one of my fav wrestlers.
6. I got a new dog. (That makes 8 dogs total living in the house)
7. Did I mention that my boyfriend lives all the way in Lumberton, Texas? That's like an hour away from Kirbyville, Texas, and a long way away from me!
8. I am having a really difficult time getting along with my friends
9. My sister got fired from her job at Sonic. I laughed at her, and got pimp slapped. But what can I say? It was funny cuz all she did was fix the drinks. They said she was too slow... *giggle...giggle...giggle...*
10. I lost 10 pounds. YAY!!!

Man, this summer has been really busy so far. I mean, with band camp, and all of the crazy stuff going on at the house, I cant keep track. Well, good luck with everyone else... love you guys.

School's out... For Summer

*School's out... for summa! Oh yeah, Ive never been happier. Except I have a problem now. I met this really sweet guy at church and he asked me out. I already have a boyfriend, but this guy seems way nicer. And I'll see him alot more than my current boyfriend. Besides that, he's really good at volleyball, which is my favorite sport. HELP!!!

Woeeee!

Okay, does Kennedy have to be sexy? I never completely understood that. I have always thought he was that way, from the moment I saw him on raw. He is just... delicious looking. Although, when I found out he got married, it made me think that maybe I need to back off a little bit. So I did. Now I'm NUTS for Mr. Kennedy... Kennedy!!!

AHHHH! Writer's Block! It KILLS!

Okay, I really dont have a good reason to be sad except for I have writer's block. I need to write something for my friend, but what I have in mind doesnt really sound like her. It's too... random and kinky. Okay, I'm still gonna post it on fanfiction.net after I finish it, but that's a long ways away. My friend says its WAY too perverted to ever be like her, and it would put the person that it's about in a very bad situation- called satitory. Of course, you cant rape the willing...lol... Wait why am I joking about that, that's a serious issue. Sorry about that. I feel wacky and random, please help!!