 Friends      | HORNY~HARD~HUNG I am ALWAYS LOOKING 4 a NEW boy/slave~LOOKING 4 some ACTION~SERVICE (UN-cut &/or guys with PA's a BIG +) on my ROD of a WEAPON~S2R REAL SELF PICS willing 2 travel 2 meet I can be a nasty, verbal, kinky TOP when need be. I am mostly a TOP Love to Kiss, whip, flog, wax, fuck, piss play, CBT, TT, etc. ONLY a FF TOP. Drop me a line if anything interest U. I live in Delaware for now, Maybe moving soon. I am looking 4 new boy/slave~I am willing to move to a warmer area to start a new life with him. I will still Look & sometime play. I am Boss & boy will listen to me ALWAYS! Love to role play & if U are really hot to me, I may roll over & let u have my TIGHT Hole.~Drilling For that Pot/Hole of Gold with my boy! Being the BEST SIR~MASTER I can be to my boy! Giving GREAT SERVICE with a SMILE & A nice THICK CREAMY SHAKE OR TWO while doing so.ONCE is never enough for a HORNY TOP Like me or a HUNGRY bottom like U! I am LOOKING 4 a boy/slave who can handle/service me, A 6 ft,190 lbs, blonde, blue eyes, smooth body, full goatee, swimmer build, 9.5 x 6 hard drive SIR with lots of RAM POWER! Hope U are NEAR me boy or get here soon or HOST Me before I Explode  hoserman: I feel so un-loved I feel so alone & I been feeling this way 4 a while & i not sure how 2 fix it i am so angry & nasty now so i stay way from every one so i don't hurt them which makes me feel more alone hoserman: I am NOW put in a strange spot. I am a VERY open & loving person, I try 2 be every ones friend here BUT cause of some of U on my FRIENDS list here are not buds with each other. don't get a long with each other & down right hate & mis trust each other I am having a problem/issues getting friends to add me to their list of friends. what issues U have with each other is not my problem IT between U all nothing 2 do with me or me being ur friend. & not taking me as ur new friend here cause I am friends with some one U don't like or trust is CHILD-EST!!! All I been seeing here last couple weeks is on line fight being post on wall pages which shows up on my page BY GOD keep it private ok GUYS keep it out of chat rooms & off ur dam web /wall pages or just don't speak 2 each other I have come a cross many a friends I use 2 have on AOL that will not be my friend here now cause of U all fighting with each other , just cause I am friends with some one U don't ,like or trust have NOTHING 2 do with me & U trying 2 be friends on here Chat rooms are being closed cause u all STUPID fighting GROW up & be adults not some little 7 yr old child IF U have a issue with a person on here keep it private or block them DON'T be dragging others in to ur dam mess & drama & room owners closed down chat room to SHUT all U DAM QUEENS UP !!! if U all don't keep it in check I will un- friends some of U all  RJ Ryan Falls: I understand what you mean i really do . But it took you 2 attempts to friend me but still you havent ever talked to me which is ok though i dont see it as very friendly. Maybe you are the quiet type or a bit shy . I will never know because you dont talk to me. If you are getting any of the drama from my feed i apologise . You wont get any more though. I will remove myself from your list. Take care   hoserman: look I never said any thing about U, I was trying 2 make a point about some guy I tried 2 be friends with whom will not be-friend me cause he does not like some of the friends I have listed & what issues he has with others on my list is between him & whom ever I pick friends & ask others 2 be my friend cause I find them interesting I been going thru some personal issues & well I don't want 2 dump my drama & my issues on others beside I almost love the love of my life cause I reached out 2 some one for help 2 fix a issues/ problem I was having & what I said/ asked 4 help got all twisted around & was repeated back wrong & me & this love of my life broke up over something that was repeated back INCORRECTLY hoserman: Ok now I just lost another friend on my list cause he felt I was NOT friendly enough & we did not talk as much as he like cause of my post above DAM hoserman: Maybe I am wrong but I don't think I am !! X-MAS is about love, family & being with the ones U care about I get all that. BUT when I give all yr long & give ur time, love & heart to the ones U love/care about & at X-MAS U see them all ( BROTHER & SISTER IN-LAW) spend lots of money on others(each other, their son & his wife ) & not me when I help them, lead money to them both & their son/wife, do thing 4 them , help them all out they need extra cash in a hurry & I get shitty gift at X-MAS , stuff I have no use 4, cheap stuff,( last yr gift was a battery water pick, this yr a BLACK OUT roller to hide sensitive info [bank account #. SSA #, etc] ) 1 F ing gift from both of them. I know 4 a fact if they spent like $20 each yr on me I be lucky but I don't think they spent that much money on me when I spent on each of them $150[$300 total] & I get 1 F ing gift from them both that maybe cost them at the most $20. I understand it the THOUGHT not the cost of the gift BUT DAM!!! to get shit I have NO USE for or even need/want !! so that was X-mas like every x-mas in the past yrs. a HUGE disappointment & let down View all 7 posts  Timeforachange6464: Sounds like most of my family there is only one I can truly trust in my family that's my father. I am truly my friend you are a sweetheart shouldn't be treated like this. Merry Christmas warm hugs 🫂  Dylan28: My best advice is to let go and stop giving. No need to keep giving if they don’t reciprocate. Take care of you Ken first. Hugs Dylan (Post deleted by hoserman ) hoserman to tracensf: ★ ° . . . ☾ °☆ . * ● ¸ . ★ ° :. . • ○ ° ★ . * . . ° . ● . ° ☾ °☆ ¸. ● . ★ ★ ° ☾ ☆ ¸. ¸ ★ :. . • ○ ° ★ . * . . ¸ . ° ¸. * ● ¸ . ° ☾ ° ¸. ● ¸ . ★ ° :. . • ° . * :. . ¸ . ● ¸ ★ ★☾ °★ . . °☆ . ● ¸ . ★ ° . • ○ ° ★ . * . ☾ ° ¸. * ● ¸ ° ☾ °☆ . * ¸. ★ You have been sprinkled with Christmas Snow, Peace, Love, & Happiness! 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hoserman to mattthomas: ★ ° . . . ☾ °☆ . * ● ¸ . ★ ° :. . • ○ ° ★ . * . . ° . ● . ° ☾ °☆ ¸. ● . ★ ★ ° ☾ ☆ ¸. ¸ ★ :. . • ○ ° ★ . * . . ¸ . ° ¸. * ● ¸ . ° ☾ ° ¸. ● ¸ . ★ ° :. . • ° . * :. . ¸ . ● ¸ ★ ★☾ °★ . . °☆ . ● ¸ . ★ ° . • ○ ° ★ . * . ☾ ° ¸. * ● ¸ ° ☾ °☆ . * ¸. ★ You have been sprinkled with Christmas Snow, Peace, Love, & Happiness! Now go forth and sprinkle other people too!★ ° . . . ☾ °☆ . * ● ¸ . ★ ° :. . • ○ ° ★ . * . . ° . ● . ° ☾ °☆ ¸. ● . ★ ★ ° ☾ ☆ ¸. ¸ ★ :. . • ○ ° ★ . * . . ¸ . ° ¸. * ● ¸ . ° ☾°☆ . * ● ¸ . ★ ° :. . • ○ ° ★ . * . . ° . ● . ° hoserman to jl3168674: ★ ° . . . ☾ °☆ . * ● ¸ . ★ ° :. . • ○ ° ★ . * . . ° . ● . ° ☾ °☆ ¸. ● . ★ ★ ° ☾ ☆ ¸. ¸ ★ :. . • ○ ° ★ . * . . ¸ . ° ¸. * ● ¸ . ° ☾ ° ¸. ● ¸ . ★ ° :. . • ° . * :. . ¸ . ● ¸ ★ ★☾ °★ . . °☆ . ● ¸ . ★ ° . • ○ ° ★ . * . ☾ ° ¸. * ● ¸ ° ☾ °☆ . * ¸. ★ You have been sprinkled with Christmas Snow, Peace, Love, & Happiness! Now go forth and sprinkle other people too!★ ° . . . ☾ °☆ . * ● ¸ . ★ ° :. . • ○ ° ★ . * . . ° . ● . ° ☾ °☆ ¸. ● . ★ ★ ° ☾ ☆ ¸. ¸ ★ :. . • ○ ° ★ . * . . ¸ . ° ¸. * ● ¸ . ° ☾°☆ . * ● ¸ . ★ ° :. . • ○ ° ★ . * . . ° . ● . ° hoserman to czech2000mate: ★ ° . . . ☾ °☆ . * ● ¸ . ★ ° :. . • ○ ° ★ . * . . ° . ● . ° ☾ °☆ ¸. ● . ★ ★ ° ☾ ☆ ¸. ¸ ★ :. . • ○ ° ★ . * . . ¸ . ° ¸. * ● ¸ . ° ☾ ° ¸. ● ¸ . ★ ° :. . • ° . * :. . ¸ . ● ¸ ★ ★☾ °★ . . °☆ . ● ¸ . ★ ° . • ○ ° ★ . * . ☾ ° ¸. * ● ¸ ° ☾ °☆ . * ¸. ★ You have been sprinkled with Christmas Snow, Peace, Love, & Happiness! Now go forth and sprinkle other people too!★ ° . . . ☾ °☆ . * ● ¸ . ★ ° :. . • ○ ° ★ . * . . ° . ● . ° ☾ °☆ ¸. ● . ★ ★ ° ☾ ☆ ¸. ¸ ★ :. . • ○ ° ★ . * . . ¸ . ° ¸. * ● ¸ . ° ☾°☆ . * ● ¸ . ★ ° :. . • ○ ° ★ . * . . ° . ● . ° hoserman: I Give up !! I will never be happy again, I will never feel loved & wanted & know 4 sure what I do feel is real & true. I tried of being played & feeling worthless & ONLY good enough 4 cheap sex & used 4 my money & time. EVERY one i meet here & on the internet ONLY want 2 do cyber sex or phone sex. I not into that. ITS not real to me , its so NON PERSONAL, cheap & meaningless. I need & have 2 have IN PERSON meeting & IN PERSON chats & sex I JUST GIVE UP ON EVERY THING I am too old & set in my ways 2 change I not perfect I make mistakes BUT I learn from them & OTHERS whom I hurt or make mistakes with can not & will not give me a second chance 2 fix things OTHERS are so PERFECT, THE DO NO WRONG in their eyes BUT yet when I point out how they hurt me or put me in pain I am WRONG SAY i doing it 2 get PITY I will grow old & alone & now 4 sure I know I die alone ITS not the life I that I have at my age I am at I gave so much 2 so many & now I am alone WHAT a fool I was to think my good dead's will give me rewards & happiness in life Timeforachange6464: I know exactly what you mean and feel the same way. You are a great person as far as I am concerned always there for others hugs 🫂 🤗 if you need to talk I am here for you hoserman: This profile pics is Me looking down the life I was leading, a VERY long, rough & turning road, which lead me to a bridge that ended, no place 2 go. A DEAD END!!! either I turn around & walk back or stop & stay. that where I am now, not sure what 2 do or think I trying 2 start over, I use to have a profile here( same screen name ) well one day like 8 months ago in a FIT OF RAGE I deleted my profile, I was so HURT by a guy whom I really thought was my best friend, lover, soul mate I feel so used, un-loved, un-wanted in life. He used my weakness against me, had me thinking I had a future with him, a better way of life WHAT a fool I was to believe in him & what he said to me, so many promise made to me & all broken. NOW I right back where I started ALONE!! I spent last 3 yrs of my life on him NOW its all wasted time I just given up on ever finding TRUE Love, a person 2 live rest of my days with in peace with Its not the first time this guy hurt me & I took him back 3 yrs ago 2 think he changed 4 the better BUT deep down felt back then he came back into my life when I was at my lowest in life WHAT A FOOL I WAS TO TAKE HIM BACK NOT thinking right I lost ever thing I had here, long list of FRIENDS, many BADGES, posted PICS & COMMENTS I made & others made to me. A VERY long list of things I lost. !! I had a profile here for last 3 yrs & now it's all gone, ALL cause I was so UPSET & ANGRY & not in RIGHT state of mind HOW I wish I could go back to that day & do things different. That nite was the second worse day of my life, which was next to the day I lost my MOM in my arms We all make HUGE mistakes that we could take back, wish we could do things different I mess up that nite. I said something about this guy to some one here on wire & it got back to the guy & cause of this he felt u can no long trust me & left me I was upset & angry that nite at him & was reaching out 4 help from others trying 2 fix things we were fighting about & I made things worse BUT NO MATTER what I say now & do he just will not let it go & come back he given up on me & any type of relationship with me Now i Have 2 deal with be alone on the HOLIDAYS feeling this way while every one around me is happy & with love ones & their partners in life hoserman: As I get each yr older I hate it even more. I am ALWAYS alone on this day. Which is the beginning of a VERY dark time in my life each year. There my Birthday, Thanksgiving, X-Mas eve & X-Mas day New Yrs Eve & Day & it ends with Valentines Day. EVERY one of these days I am lone while I see so many people around me with love ones & in love with their partner in life BUT I sit & suffer alone & sad feeling UN-LOVE & UN-WANTED in life.One day I will past away & be alone then too MAYBE then & ONLY THEN will I FINALLY be happy & at peace in life I HOPE & PRAY that is TRUE!!!! I not trying 2 be depressing to U all BUT its how I feel View all 11 posts hoserman in reply to Ian 1998: Having a VERY bad couple months here, seams like my life & last 6 months has been a huge mess I just wish I could find some love & a man I can spend rest of my life with, I end up finding only pain & hurt now never love Timeforachange6464 in reply to hoserman: Me too for many reasons hugs I appreciate your friendship 💗 View all 8 posts  donebymark: happy happy birthday................ I hope your cake is tasty and huge............... ..................enjoy your special day hoserman to donebymark: all ur post U do make me smile & laugh I been so down & sad these days BUT u now brighten my life/ world up THXS a lot U a good friend/ buddy hoserman: Having a VERY bad day here, seams like my life & last 6 months has been a huge mess I just wish I could find some love & a man I can spend rest of my life with, I end up finding only pain & hurt now never love hoserman: Ok all my friends here I did a COVID test Wednesday Morning & this morning (Thursday ) both test came NEG so it's not COVID I guess it's just a bad cold or FLU  Ethan Winters: can you taste and smell stuff? then it's prolly not covid whatever it is, get better soon hoserman: I am so sick, not sure if its the FLU, bad cold or what, TRIED,WEAK, SO SLEEPILY. I get up about every 4-5 hours take more meds & go back2 bed, I force my self 2 eat & drink water second day now feeling like this I hate this feeling/ being sick I JUST HATE BEING SICK hoserman: Me looking down the life I was leading, a VERY long, rough & turning road, which lead me to a bridge that ended, no place 2 go. A DEAD END!!! either i turn around & walk back or stop & stay. that where I am now, not sure what 2 do or think Dylan28 in reply to hoserman: You pick yourself up and keep going. Believe in yourself. The rest comes to you if it’s meant to be. |
Well stated, buddy!