If the stars fell Offline

The Self...

people often talk about what it is to know oneself,
but in there search they are inhibited by the notion the there is one absolute answer to such a question,
i have come to realize that its not really about knowing oneself
but understanding the evolution of our own unique personality, the how and why's that make each of us who we are,
learning from mistakes and taking our own understanding of the world and comparing it to that wich we see around us,
only then can we truly see what it means to be ourselves,
to be truly free despite the things the world demands of us,
all around us are things designed to chip and wither,
our spirits are hungry for the truth,
there are answers but they lay in a world that we could have created but chose not too, not as a whole but by those who think themselves worthy of binding our spirits with the things that we "should be",
i dont know, maybe i seem negative but frankly i dont care, id rather die then be anything less then myself in any form,
at no point in time am i who i was just a moment before, never will i be what i am now again,
but whatever i was, am, or will become,
i will never give up,
and even if i die never having found the things i truly want,
at least i will have been true to myself, no matter what the rest of the world says...