Temporarily Joyous, yet Permanently ailing

Daggered words
Piercing hearts
Soft hand blows
across my scarred memory.
Treasured events
locked in time
replaying over
my frame of mind.
Awakening souls
these little products
swirling fantasies
of distorted images
Filling with joy
only temporary
yet, ailing permanently
my persona.

If only my tears would be enough

In your eyes, i see the window to your hurt
I see everything that you have a hold of
ever afraid to let it go
for fear of losing others to your anguish

You rant and are full of distermperment
A rageing bull, but; yet keep tame
Hesitant to unleash this other side of you

I worry about you when i see your sorrowful eyes
Full of tears that you refuse to let fall,
thinking that it will keep you balanced
believing no-one shall notice their gathering

Time has never stopped to let you get back on your feet
Moving swiftly, forever continuing
Sweeping you along with the tide
It doesn't wait for you to choose
nor slow down for you to pick up the pace

If only the tears that i let fall for you
would take the tears from the hold of your eyes
Let them disolve into my cheeks and disappear from yours
when im hurting, for you

I'm forever trying to open your eyes to the world
and close them to the past, to the hellish things you have seen To the wicked things you have experienced

If only you would choose to listen and not just hear my words
the opening of your ears to these words
The opening of your eyes to let those tears fall...

~strolling~

Strolling -light illuminating parts on ur body each time the shadow of the trees allow
I am focusing on the remnants of ur smell that my nose entrapped
And my lips remembering the warmth of the crevasse in ur neck
My eyes softly flick shut and open
My breaths; mimicking my eye's movements'
Birds seem to tweet 'the lover's enchantment' from somewhere afar
My whole body seems attuned to yours
My body is famished,
My throat; dry
I want to leave my scent all over you
Adorned with soft touches and sweet kisses
Tasting you
Leaving some markings~
My nail the pen
You shud be known to be mine
At least for this time. ..