ouch

Does a broken finger hurt ??? yes it does LOL but still smiling here , It's a pity certain friends have deserted me , life goes on

Noisy Burgers

Here we go again, grokkels everywhere, noisy pop festival about 2 miles away, sounds like it's in my garden. Island jammed solid, traffic chaos, lol it's a beautiful evening, but going to rain over the weekend ,, It won't rain on my parade.
I'll be glad when it's next week and they have all gone home . May peace reign

having a laugh

I see there is an appeal here to support the Great Bustard in the UK...
I thought that from the way some ppl treat me that i was the greatest Bustard
in the UK LOL. All in the aid of a

why

Why does life piss me off when a friend turns their back on me ? Why do I still care about life ? It has nothing left for me , just watching days pass till i die. I won't go down without a fight tho, i have a few friends that DO care and I have my work. Yes , I know i shouldn't be working , but I no longer care if by working i can find some way of being with friends and helping a decent charity i will continue to do so. I'm not going to go on about things , just SO pissed off today , should I write a book ?? lol no , but i wish the one that has all the best of luck.I hope it's accepted from the bottom of my heart.No doubt good friends will tell me . Anyway,
have a look at ohnexus.com,, a good alternative to wire, under development at the moment, but it will be good .. take care friends and beware of ppl on here

a thought

I saw a boy marching, with medals on his chest,
He marched alongside Soldiers, marching six abreast,
He knew it was Remembrance Day, he walked along with pride,
And did his best to keep in step with the soldiers by his side.
And when the march was over the boy looked rather tired.
A soldier said. "Whose medals son?" to which the boy replied,,
"They belong to my Dad, but he didn't come back.
He died out in Afghanistan , up on a Helmand Track".
The boy looked rather sad, and a tear came to his eye,
But the soldier said, "Don't worry son, I'll tell you why,"
He said, "Your dad marched with us today, all the bloomin way,
All us soldiers knew he was here, it's like that on Remembrance Day."
The boy looked rather puzzled he didn't understand
But the soldier went on talking, and started to wave his hand,
"For this great land we live in, there's a price we have to pay,
To keep our Country free, and fly our flag today.
Yes we all love fun and merriment in this country where we live,
But the price was that some soldier his precious life must give,
For you to go to school, my son, and worship God at will.
Somebody had to pay the price, so our soldiers paid the bill.
Your dad died for us my son, for all things good and true.
And I hope you can understand these words I've said to you".
The boy looked up at the soldier and after a little while,
His face changed expression, and he said with a beautiful smile,
"I know my dad marched here today, this our Remembrance Day,
I know he did, I know he did, all the bloomin way!.......

A Thought for all

Do YOU know the meaning of loyalty ??
To me it's standing by your friends, through thick and thin,
having a laugh together,and lending support when it's needed.
It doesn't matter if you don't always agree, no two people are
the same. It is forgiving things that you might not like and
putting it behind you,then getting on with being a true friend.

I wish everyone felt the same way,,the world would be a better place for all

happy easter

wishing all my friends a very happy Easter

Red Nose Day ??

it would be nice if I could even raise a smile today,, not a happy bunny at all.
it makes me wonder if life is worth living

sleep

Sleep seems a luxury this last week, too many questions going through my mind.
I wake about 3 am if not earlier always the same question'
What did I do wrong ? Even with hindsight I can't answer that and the only one that can won't. Hence a state of limbo.Not often I post much on here, but I'm feeling so lost and hurt that I need to share my feelings. I am a human being, not a machine that can be switched off when not needed. No matter what I will continue to fight for my cause

hmm

no one remind me it's valentines day tomorrow,, i don't want to know...roll on Sunday