Blog PostsFriends | HIDDENHer hair, a long and tangled jungle, sanctuary in thickets of black tresses, Covering, protecting the fearful child of hurtful images. Her eyes peer out through the darkness of the secret place in which she dwells, ...(once, she almost cleared a path through that jungle, but it proved to be too risky) She's looking, searching, for other eyes to see, to know, without being seen, being known herself, So she stays inside the security of the loneliness, behind a fragile shell, protected by the jungle, ...And all her secrets are her own. No longer a child, but always still a child, she is like the rain forest, whose mysteries have been exploited by those who will never know beauty. It's lush foliage stripped and bared for selfish greed, And now, like she, can no longer hold its secrets safe. She was sheltered so long inside her dark jungle she cannot bear the light ...And now will be exposed There's nowhere left to hide. Did the puff of smoke of her dissipate into nothingness through her fragile cracked shell, Or did she just retreat further down , to be dissolved into the blackness within? Her eyes reflect nothing now, because there's no one left inside. Did someone ever live behind those eyes? Or was it only a fleeting image? ... I'm afraid that they will know. jelapi23: what childhood abuse can do to someone. Introversion and fear and insecurity. 4 years ago • Report 1 |