WHAT IT IS IS WHAT IT IS

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Cancer

I just sad see how cancer can take an life away. I lost my Dad to dark lung cancer, I also lost someone very close to me I called Mom not real mom but very nice lady to breast cancer. I know on my dad side everyone seems to die with some kind of cancer. I do try get check but need do more often.

Some days I just don't care about myself to matters. I do care about others and my heart always try to be in right spot. I'm the fat guy let's all pretend to like him right?

I KNOW A LOT YOU OF YOU HATE TIM TEBOW AND MAYBE NOT BE BEST QB IN THE WORLD OR EVEN LIKE AN TOM BRADY OR ELWAYS IN THE NFL BUT IF I LEARN ANYTHING FROM HIM IS THIS FOOTBALL IS GOOD BUT THERE ARE OTHER THINGS VERY IMPROTANT IN LIFE IS FRIENDS AND FAMILY OTHER PEOPLE IN LIFE TRY THIS OUT

May I ask a personal favor...if you know someone who fought a battle with cancer and passed away, or someone who is still fighting, (or someone who is in remission) Please add this to your status for 1 hour as a mark of respect and remembrance I hope I was right about who will do it.

and If you really love someone or care for some one. Go to your mom or dad or even other family member give an hug and let them know you care. Let your kids know how much they mean to you. Even your wife or husband reach out. Go see your old friend

WHO'S THAT GIRL

HER EYES LIKE AN TIGER LOOKING FOR HER PREY IN THE DARK. DON'T LET YOUR EYES TURN AWAY IFI DO I MIGHT MISS SOMETHING
SHE STARING AT ME WITH GLEE.
BECAUSE I'M TRYING NOT LOOK SO DESPERATE FOR YOU THAT I'M SO MENTAL RETARDATION EVERYONE IS LAUGHING AT ME KNOWING THE TRUTH ABOUT ME
YOUR EYES ARE SO OVERWHEMING ME CAN'T SEEM TO MOVE AWAY NOW

YOUR ARE MOST BEATUFUL GIRL WHO SOMEONES HAS TO HANG A BANNER WITH YOUR NAME ON IT JULY 4TH EVERYDAY WHEN YOU ARE AROUND

YOUR LIPS SWEET AS CHERRY PIE
I'M JUST LOOKING FOR THAT KISS THAT LAST FOREVER
IT MELTS AWAY LIKE SNOW IT WARMS YOU UP LIKE RAYS OF SUNSHINE
WHEN SHE WHISPER SWEET THINGS TO ME IT'S MAKES ME SHAKES LIKE EARTH QUAKE IN THE EARTH GROUND

HER BODY IS LIKE AN BED OF SPICES
THAT'S SHE CAN SPICE UP ANY FOOD TO TASTE BETTER
I WANT TO BE THAT VAMPIRE FEASTING ON THE MOST BEATUFUL GIRL THAT I CAN'T JUST CAN'T GET ENOUGH

I'M SEEING PAIR OF FAWNS NESTING IN THE MIDDLE OF FOREST NIPPING
IN THE POND
KNOWING HOW MUCH FUN IT IS
OH I WISH I CAN BE PLAYING WITH THE FAWNS I DON'T WANT THEM GO AWAY
I WILL CRY
I'M LIKE KID IN THE TOY STORE WHEN YOUR AROUND

Old Rleflections

I look good and hard and I see nothing there
I looking are for my shadow but it's not there, should my shadow tell me all long do I got for winter to die
I look hard to see for real nothing there
I don't see much evidence
I don't feel. I don't feel. I don't Feel it any more

I hear him crying for the pain to stop
are they going dispossessed me as an failer as I am in life to the rest of humans
Get down, get undressed there's no where to go no party on the streets

She is very pretty but you and me, is there an chance for true happyness
Some say there are but do I believe them are they just lieing again to the fat guy
What is there to believe in when Refefletions of Me also get hurt and everyone die's
Such things I hear, they don't make sense to me or you

We got the kingdom, We are King and Queens of love but can it be real
I don't want an Fanixze love I want true love and true touch that's no cyber stuff can't do
We got the empire, if built it it can last an long time and none can tear down
But am I leaveing in doubts, so what direction, too take

A long train held up block in the cave
rage of angry of hurt sneaking in back way of the past why do leave in the past for?
Can I be happy and move on with an happy life ..

.Cut in arms feels in for pain, for release of joy
Still Lost in in this woods looking at the pond
yet now I see the lost man in the pond screaming for something

I just tired being lone and don't want to die an lonely old man with-out knowing can he feel something and be love again Are you wanting to be his friend? A Beatiful wife to Husband that never hurt you again. I don't want to hurt noone and never try to yet I still the ugly fat guy who do whatever takes for real love will it happen?
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
what do you think?

YOU DON'T CARE DO YOU

I'M THE FAT GUY WHO CARES FOR YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHEN THE WINTER COMES HERE WHERE WILL YOU BE AT?
WHO'S GOING TO KEEP ME WARM FOR THE COLD?

IF GET'S TO COLD FOR YOU I BE THE FUR COAT TO KEEP YOU WARM OUTSIDE OF YOUR BODY.
I BE YOUR SUNSHINE HELPS TO MELT AWAY THE SNOW
BUT INSTEAD I'M ALWAYS FEELING LIKE FROSTY THE SNOW MAN

I'M SOMEONE WHO'S TRYING BE GOOD FOR YOU
NEVER TRYING TO HARM YOU ANYWAY
I WILL ALL ALWAY''S THERE TO PROTECT YOU AS BODY GURD
SHOULD BE

....AND I SAY I CARE FOR YOU ..........I'M THERE BUT ARE YOU THERE

happy new years

Happy New year everyone !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know it's early but I may repeat myself again anyway I pray that everyone on wire club will have their wishes granted for 2012 season everyone is lonely will find an true love and real friendship and those with family be happy and give an extra hug let them know that you love them and everyone be safe

what's your new years revolution

1, My will be trying to get to 200pds and maybe I get people to notice me
2 Not to hurt myself like cutting or over eat
3 able to love someone and it will last
4 Move to an better city or state
5 To have my Mental Illness in check.

Queen

Never had a real good friend - not a boy or a girl
No-one knows what I've been through - let my flag unfurl
Swore I'd make my mark
From the edge of the world




Thanks for words Queen and so true

ridiculous

: I'm not mad or Upset people but why even on Christmas Day? People invite me to there room just for an laugh I don't get. No more drama. I was being friendly and nice. Yet but it's cool. Making fun of other people and yet I'm the one is a fake. Please do me a favor
if I going be center of an everyone ridiculous please let me know first. Merry X mass everyone

just sad and angry

I never understand why and I shouldn't care, I have one account on this wire club and yes I change my name to have fun and not to hurt others or cause drama. I never been one to play stupid games. I'm not the smart one or the good looking one but I do have heart and soul and I be damn let anyone take that from me unless it's my Higher power then well the party is over. Best Christmas I had was being in the Funny farm