 Friends         | The best way to get to know someone is to ask them.. (Post deleted by kinman0093 )  kinman0093: They say grief can come in waves. No wonder this is so hard to take. I still can't swim. kinman0093: What a funny thing, to judge someone on the kind of people they find comfort in. Then turn around and wonder why you aren't one of those people to them... Thank you for your concern, but my life and my choices are just that. They are mine to make as I see fit and I'm sorry if you don't agree. This is who I am and I'm tired of trying to change to make everyone else happy. kinman0093: This is day one, one of the rest of my life and all feel is fear. New house, new town, new state. No friends no job yet... But this isn't a point where I can turn around and go back.. From here on out going back isn't an option.. Here's hoping I didn't make the biggest mistake of my life kinman0093: I've always said that words without action mean nothing.. But somehow your hollow words feel heavy in my stomach..Somehow your empty words have filled my chest so full that its cracked open in all the worst, and most painful ways.. kinman0093: "The funny thing about magic, of course, is that the more you learn the less you believe in magic." -Phil Kaye- kinman0093: You may not believe me, but it was never my intention to be the girl who mistook the dragon for the prince... But here I am. Left with only the burn scars to show just how gullible I was, and just how close you got to me before my eyes stopped playing their tricks. Guess I should have known, you see I was never the princess in this fairy tale. And don't we all know the prince never gets sent to save the average village girl. How truly foolish of me.. kinman0093: I don't know where I'd be without music.. It's the only thing that can keep me together when things seem to start falling apart. kinman0093: Death isn't a joke. The end of someones life is not a punch line. A joke is meant to be funny, to cause laughter.. Nothing about it is funny, no sane person is laughing... It's disgusting to me that people could ever find that to be okay behavior.. It's not okay. It's not a joke. It's disgusting and it makes me sick... kinman0093: "Is there anyone there? Cuz lately you've not been yourself. Am I overthinking? Or are you thinking bout somebody else. Am I going crazy now? Keep on talking to myself. Is everything changing? I swear you've been changing. How long can I try to pretend that it's all in my head? Cuz I just don't wanna forget what we were feeling." -BillyLockett- kinman0093: "Who are you to judge the temperature of my heart if you've never offered your own to warm these rigid bones? This ever so complicated puzzle of me; it's only for the ones much deeper than language written on the skin." kinman0093: "I'm sorry for my bad day stealing the thunder of yours, I just won't speak anymore..." If I had a dollar for every time I had to say that... kinman0093: The only consistency in my life is how inconsistent I can count on things being.. I know I'll always have music, but music doesn't make life decisions. Although about now I wish it could.. kinman0093: "Oh don't take it all that hard when she smiles and turns you down. For a complicated girl, she ain't that hard to figure out" -Joe Nichols- kinman0093: "If love is in color, then maybe we're blind. Cuz it feels like we're living as shadow and light." -Martin Luke Brown- kinman0093: "Who put that rock in your chest? Won't you tell me? If I said I wished you the best, I was lying." -The Cab- kinman0093: Its a good thing my happiness isn't dependent on when you decide that it's okay for me to be happy... I'd be waiting a long time... I wish you nothing but the best, can you say the same for me? |
Tell me again how you can handle all the bad with the good...