KissMeKelly Offline40 • Female •
I'm finally dating an amazing guy ~
Ok so ...First off you need to know .... I am different & a bit crazy. But proud of my different crazy self... I used to want to fit in ... I used to wish I didn't stand out in a crowd or group. I used to hate I thought and felt and saw the world so different than the others. I used to be the girl everyone I mean everyone wrote in my high school yearbook "you are so sweet". And somewhere inside deep inside I locked that foolish girl away and say hey you can't play with the world .... They simply don't understand your and seek only to break you.
I have a goal to encourage and reach others who feel they too are different and don't fit and dont care to because I believe God marked out their destiny by making them "different".
I want to not focus on the bad ...I want to focus on what I've learned and grown from. I know if I feed negative fears ... And anger and pain I cant grow in positive hope and faith. What you feed grows ... It alters your future for bad or good.
KissMeKelly: Hey everyone ... I have finally found someone who loves me .. for who I am just as I am ... I feel so lucky and blessed ... I want you all to know I enjoyed being here and getting to know you all. My life has changed for all the best reasons in the world . I wish you all the very best take care of you ~ "Kelly" aka Llama mama God Bless
KissMeKelly: Most people will never want to hear this ~ but I have always said it doesn't make sense to me that God will save us from trials and tribulation ... Because ... Most of the time difficulties define who we are. The struggles we face bring about changes we either choose to harden us and create a learning curve (crutch). Or.. instead we see it as a challenge to rise above to meet.
KissMeKelly: So ..my friend has this mating couple on her door at her house she caught this picture. Then 6 hours later they are still at it as they turned to look at her. Hummm maybe he's holding on begging her not to bite his head off? Or trying to gain enough energy to run for his life very fast before she catches him. I wouldnt want to eat my mans head eww .. that's just gross.
KissMeKelly: Fyi I got banned from wireclub ... Someone was being a jerk and acted like a KNOW it all and had me blocked. Getting sick of the bullies around here. I shoiuld close my account but it fills that gap for communcation without getting too close and getting hurt. Safe to chat here. No real commitments ... No one gets too close.
KissMeKelly: Oh my goodness a friend shared three of my favorite things on facebook ..caught myself drooling ... Since I'm footloose fancy and totally free and not have a man who wants to date me ...I gotta share... Just ran across this ... Guess what those 3 things are ...
KissMeKelly: Holy Guacamole ~ ughhh if ever I needed a fake date instead of a blind date last minute set up it would have been tonight ! Scenerio .... Friend calls me 4 hours before the game saying hey wanna still have a friend "go with" to the Royals game tonight ... I.said yeah sure ! Then she lays it on me ... She was talking with her parents about me last night to "this guy" so it was a set up. I said I am not really looking to date. She seemed discouraged but said she was coming too. I meet him ... First impressions are everything right? Well I pride myself on pretty teeth though not perfectly straight they are white and no big gaps or look gross. Well guess what ... I felt awful all I could focus on and feel was my stomach toss chunks into my throat every single time turned to talk or smile and be fixated o his icky teeth. He had a great personality but that was one thing I couldn't get past. I feel awful ...but teeth make or break.things ... For me .
KissMeKelly: Pouring my heart out here ~
God and I have been tight ... And He's been all I need for a very long time. But lately, I have decided I want more. I want to have a best friend who is also my life partner (THIS must be a guy). I want to make that one man the object of all my love and.devotion. I want to grow old with him for a long lifetime. I want to share the joys and trials of a life long journey together. I believe If I put myself out there even if on wireclub, God will orchestrate all else. I don't want a man just for sex and preferably ... NO sex before marriage. FYI ~ I want to be compatible have shared interest and best friends as well as lovers for life. And he must love and Fear God (Christian faith or Catholic) NOT into any other faith.
Ice1234: God knows the desires of our heart. Whatever is important to you,is also important to Him.
Keep focusing in Him as that best friend and that person you seek for,will arrive at the perfect time and he may not be perfect,but will be the right one for you.
Never rush into anything,i did that before and there's too much suffering along the way. Be smarter than me.
God bless you sis and may you find what your looking for
KissMeKelly: Ice thanks ~ well sometimes ones heart and head don't sync ... When you first meet especially if there is a spark .... and undeniable compatibilities .... Then you can't think slow down when it feels like a jet going at Mach2 and you need.to break???? Haha yeah right ... things eventially do slow down though when insecurities fade away and some calm begins to happen. The biggest calm happens especially if you "let go and let God" take the lead, have faith that God does know what's best. Oh and when you have perfect love ... all fears leave. .My main prayer is that God perfects His LOVE in and through me so whomever God chooses feels true unconditional example of God's love.