ever wish you could just get up and leave?

you ever wish sometimes you could just get up and leave.. Aquire a very large amount of money and just leave? me too and you know what? Lately i have been thinking really hard about it and i think got a plan but some parts i need some help with..(Remember this is just a theory, not an actual plan, i am just wondering)ok it goes like this..

Ok my plan is to get an old style Rv camper that you can drive.. You know the old ones with the front end of a truck.. Then get a job that i can either work from home(RV) or online and travel to go to meetings and stuff.. but the most important thing is that i want to travel but still be able to work full time.
I know it sounds impossible, right? But you know i have been thinking a lot about it(I got to much free time on my hands) and i have i have to say i think i might actually have it. It goes like this.. The RV is gonna cost about 20,000, i have been looking online and the nicest one i have seen is about that and it's second hand, i found it on kijiji.ca. there was some cheaper then that but they weren't what i was looking for.

Anyways, it's gonna cost about that much.. never know i could haggle the guy a little bit and maybe get it a little cheaper.. but never mind that and let's just keep going. Then i have to find a decent job that needs someone who travels a lot within the country going to places and doing demonstrations or having meetings and stuff.. but i have to have the RV and my license first to do that... or a job online where all i have to do is read paper work, fill in paper work and write stuff.

you know how much jobs there are like that around Canada if you don't know where to look... None! that's right.. but i won't give up hope.. you see the problem is the 20,000 dollars needed to get that RV..........

this is where it get's sticky... i need to think of some way.. legal or not to get it... but holy shit man that's A LOT of money... you know how long that's gonna take to save up that much? a freaking long ass time, that's how long it'll take.

i never thought of myself as a criminal before, or doing something that would involved that kinda stuff but i have been thinking about it lately and i have to say if i can get away with it easy-peasy-lemon-squeezy, I would. in a freaking heart beat i would do it. the reason i say this is beacuse i am in a town where when you look around you see no opportunity to advance in life, where criminal activity is a daily thing.

let me give you a little bit of picture of where i come from....
i am from a little town in new Brunswick, it's a little place called Bathurst.. on the outside it looks like a nice quaint place to live, quite and peaceful. but that's for only the visitors, we, who actually lives here know that it is not like that at all.. i know, everyone says their city is just like that but they have not been to Bathurst and lived here... man there's nothing here.. there's no jobs... everyone and i mean everyone is either doing or selling drugs... and if their not then they are the lucky few who can actually get a job.. well good enough job i guess..
everyday i wake up with disappointment, knowing that again i will not be able to find a job, that there is no way i can support myself and get ahead in life, that i have to go on welfare just to have a roof over my head..

but anyway enough about me, let's get back to the big picture, my plan. i am still in the process of finding a job the legal way, but am still looking else where. maybe i can get a few pointers about the planon what i should do next or if anyone has a sugggestion on something other then my home town be my guest speak up i wanna hear what you have to say.

hey... so what can i say.. well i'm an out going girl who likes to chill out with her man and spend some quality time at home.. well i guess i'm not much of a blogger..