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how can i love you?

how can i love you
how can i love some one that is so cold?
when i love you, you bring me down,
when i love you make me cry,
when i feel down you make it worse,
i love you with all my heart and you cant see that you tare me in two.

some times i want to hate you,
but cant find it in my heart to hate you.

why do you tear me down?
why cant i have your love?

all i want is the love we had,
but that will never be,
because you never knew how to truely love.

i want me back,
the loveing careing me, you are the one that made me cold,
you are the one that made me give up on life.
give me my heart back,
let me live love and be happy again.
if you ever really loved me set me free.

loveing you

loveing you
loveing you isnt easy,sometimes i wish i had never met you,
you gave me your love,then you took it away,
but yet i still love you,
i think of the way you use to love me and thats what made it easy,
to love you.
love is never easy but should never be this hard.

loveing you sometimes isnt easy some times i wish i had never met you.
i feel that i need to save you, but how can you save some one that,
cant be saved or some one that dont want to be saved.

tell me why you make it hard to love you?
why do you want to hurt me o so much?

loveing you sometimes isnt easy, some times i wish i had never met you
if this is how you love some one,
then i would be better off with out your love.

iam goin to stand strong and let this love go,
loveing you some times isnt easy,
sometimes i wish i had never met you.

loveing you some times isnt easy but i cant love like this no more,
you have took all that i got and tore me down,
let me go be for there is nothing left,
let me go,
loveing you never was easy, and for what you have put me threw i may,
never love again.
loveing you isnt easy some times i wish i had never met you.

this is me you're talkin to

this is me you're talkin to
this is me you're talkin to,
when you say i love you,
it sould mean more then just words.

this is me you're talkin to,
the love of your life,
this is me you're talkin to.

when you love some one

when you love some one you give them what you cant get back that is your heart. and all you can hope for is when you give some one your heart that they take it and hold it deer to never brake it or hurt it in any way. some times that isnt all ways the case but when it happens. dont let it make you not want to love again. this time i think i found that some one that wouldnt hurt me for nothing in this world. hes my light that sees me threw the night. hes the one that i trun to for every thing. the one that makes me smile. he knows who he is. hes the one that stole my heart and made me a better person for that. i smile now more then ever. i could never be happer. i love you my sweet heart all ways will.

i miss you

i miss you
i feel so empty with out you,
here with me,
baby i miss you,
i need to be in your arms.

baby i miss you,
i miss your touch,
i miss your smile,

baby i miss you,
i need to be in you arms.

when you love

when you love some one so much it hurts when you love some one enuf that nothing else in this world matters then bein with that person then that is true love. when you heart melts when that person says i love you and all ways will. you mean the world to me you are my every thing. thats comein from the heart and soul to hear that means so much when it comes from the one you love. when you love some one so strong and true never dout that love never let it grow cold or old. for that love will see you threw all the good and bad, happy and sad.when nothing else has gone rite at the end of the day you can go to the love of you life and cry on there sholder thats when you know that they will be there no matter what to see you threw and make u smile.

o my love

o my love
o my love how much i want to be there with you,
to feel your touch and see your smile,
to hear i love you and all ways will,
o my love i long to be with you,
o my love words can never express,
what i wouldnt give to be in your arms,
to feel that sweet touch,
that we ever so much want and need,
o my love i need you,
ever so much.

your love

your love
your love,
has made me strong,
your love has seen,
me threw.
your love has filled my heart with joy,
what i wouldnt give to,
feel your love,and the love that,
we share,
threw your touch.

take me there

take me there
take me to the frist place we met,
take me to that place,
you frist looked my way and smiled,
take me to that place,where we frist said i love you,
take me to that place where we said we would,
never say good bye,
take me to that place where we said you will,
forever be mine,
and that our love will never die,
o baby take me there.

gods gifts

gods gifts
all things bright,
and beautiful,all things,
grate and small,
all things wise and wonderful,
the good lord made them all.

feelings

feelings
its short but sweet,
its old but new,
its from the heart,
and ment for you.

rain

rain
listen to the rain,
the wisper, of the rain,
the slow soft,
sprinkle,
the drip-drop,
tinkle,
the frist wet wisper,
of the rain.

forever

forever
it seems like for ever,
my darling,sence you,
have been gone,
the days are getin linger,
the nights so very long,
the good lord in his mercy,
has been by my side,
and has gave me,
strenghth to carry on.

miss me but let me go

miss me but let me go
when i have come to the end of,
the road, and the sun,
has set for me,
i want no rites in a gloom filled room,
why cry for a soul sat free?
miss me a little but not with your heads,
bowed low,rember the love we shared,
miss me but let me go,
for this is a journey we all must take,
its all of the fathers plan,
the step to the road way home,
when you are lonely and sick at hear,
go to the friends that we have known,
and bury you sorrow in doin good deeds,
miss me but let me go.

feelings when i think over the past years, all the things we miss seeing you do,we wonder in our hearts, what it would be like,to share all the things, that you are going threw,im sure as you walk the portal's of glory,and see the beautiful,sights to behold,when the glory of god out,shines the night,in a beautiful city,of pure gold,we miss you but we know you are with jesus, where joy and peace never,ends, you will never be sad or lonely, for jesus is your dearset friend,we here on earth are anvious,for we long to, take the journey home,where we to will join the angels, singing glory, around that whit throne,some day we will all be, together, for some it may be sooner, then we may think,the time of the lords, returning is, in the teinkling of an eye,quicker then a wink.

to love

to love
to love is to a box of sweets,
to hate is to a bowl of soure cream.
you say i love you,and i return,
sayin i love you to,
you mean the world to me,
and turn my world upside down.
i think about you daily,
and cant seem to get you off my mind,
its been a wile and i still love you,
its been a wile but i still think about you,
and miss you,
still i love you yet.
but u never ment the words of honest love,
we use to be together now we,
are distance, like the mountains,
and the vallys.
thought i shall never get to say,
that i would never say i hate you,
because i love you and miss you all ways,
just to love just to hate.

love can

love can
love can make you feel so high,
love can all so make you cry,
love can feel you heart with joy,
love can play you like a toy,
love can stand threw thick and thin,
love can make a person sin;
love makes the world got round,
love can put you 6feet in the ground,
my love for you is plain to see,
because i love you with all i have.

A Wonder the things i should have said and didnt say. i wonder why i, think about the time we spent, the places we went, still make me cry,why do they say that time will heal a broken heart. they would know that isn't true,if they lost some one like you. some things can never be replaced,some things are all ways with me. these are the things, that i will, rember, i would have rather to have love and lost it all, then to never have you to recall. you tought me how to love. and every time that i lost, my way you shined a light and, made my day, you seen me threw. so whos goin to show me, how to love and cry, but to never say good bye.

A New Love
When i saw you for the frist time, the walls was fallin fast, then pain, that was unending was thrown in to the past. you turned my was and smiled, your face as bright as the sun, i knew at that very moment, the past was finally done. you awoken my heart in ever way; i thought that it could never be. you succeeded in makein me smile again; you set my soul so free, so as i face the future and, with you here by me side, the new me is learnin to live, again; and the old me... has finaly died.