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Passion

Passion

passion in his eyes,
passion in her heart.
kissing her like shes the only one.

they share a kiss; of love so define.
their heart's beat as one, as their souls,
are swept to anouther place.

passion in a kiss, they walk down,
the hall hand and hand.
he lays her on the bed,
the windows start to steam.

he start's to undress her,
as her body tremble's on his arms.
he asures her he wont hurt her.

the steam and the fire start's.
he lays her down on the bed.
kisses her body from head to toe,

comeingback up her body his lips,
never leaveing her body.

he kisses her lips as he slowly,
slide's his self in her.

she lets out a moan as,
he starts to thrust in and out of her.
steam in the air bodies are as one.
juice's flow as one,
they start to climax.

good girls (tim Mcgraw






Good Girls



Jesse called her best friend Jenny
Said we're goin' out tonight
Gonna chase the moon
Right out of the sky
We're gonna drink Boone's Farm
Like we were seventeen again
You can't say no
As long as we've been friends

Good girls
Always walk the line
Good Girls
Never let you seem them cry

Took off like a bottle rocket
Through a field of corn
And hell hath no fury
Like a woman scorned
Then Jesse lit a cigarette and said
My man's been sleepin' around
And I know who it is
And Jenny's head fell down

Good girls
Always walk the line
Good girls
Never let you see them cry

Next mornin' the paper read
Two killed in a fatal crash
The train never had time to stop
They were parked right on the tracks
The only witness was
A weeping willow on a faraway hill when
Jesse told Jenny
Hey if I can't have him neither one of us will

Good Girls
Always walk the line
Good Girls
Never let you see them cry

Cry, cry, cry, cry

Jesse called her best friend Jenny
Said we're goin' out tonight
Gonna chase the moon
Right out of the sky

to all my friends

iam not going to be back on until after christmas. I have the kids and this is time for me to spend this time with them. i miss yall very much but my kids come frist. i have to get ready for christmas and that is hard for me to do. i have to be ready for my kids. they are so happy and cant wait until tommrow. they are so happy and ready for it. me on the other hand isnt. but iam going to be here with them spending time with them and the rest of my family that is in ohio. my kids are my life and this is when they need me the most. rite now they are all in my bedroom playing a game that they got. so i had a little bit of time and thought i would get on and let every on know every thing is going well and after all this shit i will be back on. marry christmas to all my friends and i love yall.


love,
sis

Didn't You Know How Much I Loved You

Artist: Pickler Kellie
Song: Didn't You Know How Much I Loved You


I remember the way you made love to me
Like I was all you'd ever need
Did you change your mind
Well I didn't change mine
Now here I am trying to make sense of it all
We were best friends now we don't even talk
You broke my heart
Ripped my world apart

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me
Didn't you know how much I loved you

I can't get you out of my head
I still feel you in this bed
Left me all alone
You couldn't be more gone
From falling apart to fighting mad
From wanting you back to not giving a BLEEP
I've felt it all
I've been to the wall

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me
Didn't you know how much I loved you

One day justice will come and find you
And I'll be right there in your memory to remind you

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me
I gave you everything, every part of me

Lost

Lost



I thought it was a dream, I thought it wasn't real
But pain really hurts and its really how I feel
Memories keep coming back, and so do all of the tears
I hear your voice, and as quick as the smile came, it quickly disappears
I don't know what is happening, because you always held my hand

You said you would never let go, that is what I don't understand
So many promises you made, and more of them broken
Lost and confused, feels like I'm choking
A lot of things I did not say
Now I can't find my way

I feel like a boomerang, you throw me but not only that
Every time you throw me, I always seem to come back
Back to you, back to pain
Nothing has changed your still the same

I can not start over because I don't know where to start
I guess that is what happens when someone breaks your heart

Less

Less


All the love that history knows,
is said to be in every rose.
Yet all that could be found in two,
is less than what I feel for you.

Forever My Love

Forever my love


When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."

Promises Made promises broken

Promises Made


Yesterday's goals, dim memories.
Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears.
Painful scars borne; Love's history.
Futures crumble when doubt appears.

No brightly lit hope envisioned,
When following after harsh words.
Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned.
Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured.

Apologies made, never bought.
Price paid turned out far too costly.
Though never known what would be wrought -
Must walk into the night softly.

One wish, only to be released.
Granted - now receive this token.
Words written in rhyme, love's deceased.
When promises made . . . were broken.

Seek Not My Heart

Seek Not My Heart


Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?

Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my woeful screams?

Upon the meadows, touched with dew,
Do not you see my hearts a skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
Do not you feel my jagged scars?

Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,
For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.

It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,
Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.
It's drifting ore the gentle rain,
A symbol of my silent pain.

It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,
Conjoined with all the sorrow there.
It's lost among the stars this night,
Too far to ease my quiet fright.

No gentle winds, seek not my heart,
For simply ... it has torn apart.

rip

Thu Dec 17, 2009 11:23 am EST

Chris Henry, dead at 26, could have been a role model
By MJD

Redemption stories are the best kinds of stories. If someone's failed, lost their way or made more mistakes than we deem acceptable, I always find myself on that guy's side.

I'm not there supporting what they've done or making excuses for them, but hoping that they'll find a way to be better. Hoping that they'll learn from their mistakes, grow and become the person they can be. In one way or another, I think we're all striving for that.

That's what Bengals wide receiver Chris Henry was doing when he lost his life this morning after falling out of a truck reportedly driven by his fiancee.

We know the guy had made mistakes, getting arrested multiple times and being suspended for half of the 2007 season, but those aren't important today. That was Henry's past. By all accounts, his future was better and brighter, because he had worked his tail off to make it that way. Changing your life is not easy.

Henry was doing it, though. In the preseason, his quarterback, Carson Palmer(notes), had raved about Henry's work ethic and his ability. According to Palmer, Henry had a great offseason and had "really turned his life around." Unfortunately, his season was cut short by injury when he broke his forearm against the Ravens on November 8.

He was 26 when he lost his life this morning. Just 26 years old. For as many headlines as he had made, it seemed like he should be older. The fact was, though, that he was still a very young man. He was just entering his football prime, and considering his natural gifts and the signs he had been showing before being put on injured reserve this year, he could have gone on to have a great, great career.

That's the tragedy here. It's not that we'll miss out on seeing a man who could have been a brilliant player, it's that someone who had once been so far down the wrong path could have come back. He was on his way. If things had continued to go the way they were headed, Chris Henry could have one day stood in front of the world as an example that no matter what you've done in the past, that your future can be better. He could have told the at-risk youth of the world, "Yes, it can be difficult to change the direction of your life, but it can be done, and you have the power to do it. I did it, and you can do it."

What a great thing that could've been for the world to have. Too many times, a gifted person comes along, and we automatically make them a role model. Inevitably, they end up doing something to let us down. The truth is, though, that those were never the role models we needed. The role models we need are the people who let us down first, and then show the strength and character to fight back from that.

Sooner or later, we're all going to let somebody down. We're all going to screw up. But life is about how you come back from it, how you learn from it and how you use it to make yourself a better, stronger person.

Chris Henry was becoming that guy. And we could have used that.

Dieing

Dieing

dieing inside for what you did,
dieing is side what did i do?

you held me down took what was mine,
you took something i will never get back.


why me?
why am i the one you prayed on?

why am i the one that had to walk down,
that dark long rode that night?

is it my falt?
did i do this to my self?

iam dieing inside i cant let this go.
i layed there in my own blood i beged of you to stop.
you laughed and just hurt me more.

i went to mommy she said it happens to every body,
i went to daddy he held me tight.

iam 24 years old and still i wake up,
every night liveing with the night mare,
screaming stop.

it never stops iam raped over and over,
again in my sleep every night.

why you sleep tight and smile about it.

i hope your life is a liveing hell because,
that is what you have made mine.

It is not my fault

It is not my fault


I spent my whole life crying,
Somtimes oh so loud,
Somtimes quitely inside myself.

Why does he not love me?
You told me it was all my fault!
Now I know you were wrong because....

It is not my fault if you have a bad day.
It is not my fault if someone gets in your way.
It is not my fault when you choose to shout and scream.
It is not my fault when you hit me.
It is not my fault when you spend your money badly.
It is not my fault that you can not be happy.

One day I will stop crying.
One day I will be strong.
Until that day do not tell me it is my fault,
Because I know now you are wrong.

Another Poem From A Broken Heart

Another Poem From A Broken Heart


Your broken promises stab my soul like a rusted knife
I just want to be someone's everything, a part of someone's life
But once again, I find that I mean nothing
All I've ever wanted was to be something
Like a fool I believed that this time would not be the same
I was fine by myself, then into my life you came
With a mouth full of promises and a heart made of gold
Just like with the others I'm left feeling empty and cold
Is there something wrong with me? Something no one will say
I don't know what it is that I do to be treated this way
All I want is to be loved, and feel safe to give love
I thought I had an angel cast down from Heaven above
I had so many hopes and dreams for this thing that we had
But as time goes on, I wake up and see that things will go bad
I guess I'm being punished, I try to be good and do no wrong
But here I am once again, writing the words of a sad love song
I trusted you so much that I put my heart in your teeth
And now I see that it is crushed beneath your feet
Why is it so hard for me to be important to you?
Why do you treat me like "just another job to do"?
"I'll call you before I go to bed", those were your words
I am here at 5AM and your voice I have not yet heard
You said and did things to me and you heard my tears
You don't seem to want a resolve, and so I'm living out my fears
Tonight as you lay alseep and content in your bed
I will be crying myself to sleep over the words that you said
And the fact that you can even sleep knowing that you've hurt me so
Says a whole lot to me, about how far this relationship will go
Sleep tight.........

"A Truth Teller ?"

"A Truth Teller ?"


Telling the truth

Truth

Truth

Truth

All the time

Easier said than done

For me that is

Keeping up the truth has always been really hard

Aint going to lie

Lying has always been an easier way out

But as the years pass i've come to see that

Lying

Lying

Then denying will

Never gain me anything

But sadness and lonliness!!

Sometimes we all have learn the hard way
to ensure we do not do it again

Or do we ?

Shadow Of Love

Shadow Of Love

I thought he'd always be there for me

Lovingly sweet
oh the moment of love you make horrible mistakes
Vile and bad thoughts come to mind,
Everyone prefers to go for pleasure than love

But sometimes, you find that one person you think is meant for
you
Rough times you may go through for love
On the day you discover that it's all a lie
On that moment on, you discover that love's not all that great
Kicks you in the ass when you love him the most
Everything becomes clear, avoid the shadow of love

Broken Heart's Do They Ever End

Broken Heart's Do They Ever End


Sometimes I ponder about what will come next
Where will my life turn when it seems to stall?
When is the next time I will smile again?
and how will I get up, should I fall?

Happiness fills me with a touch of sadness.
By that I mean I know it can't last.
Beauty decays, laughter subsides
When will the stones be cast?

Tragedy can be measured
by the amount of happiness taken away
Elusion is our only protection
As we fall victim to its prey

So when I've reached a fork in life's road
and the choices are many or few.
I follow the one that leads away from misfortune
Thats all I can really do

When life is good
You have to hold it in your hand
You have to close your eyes
You have to breathe it in!

Happiness may end
While tragedy begins
Today is the beginning
Is tomorrow the end?

Shattered Dreams

Shattered Dreams


Ruined, torn to shreds
All the plans we had
Whispered vows of love
Shattered like fine glass
And thrown to the winds
The confetti of my belief

Colour has gone, drained
Dissolved in dark puddles
My world is full of shadows
Of misunderstanding and disbelief
My idol had feet of clay
Whoever would have thought?
My conviction SO strong!

Robbers have plundered
My 'End of the Rainbow'
While I was busy daydreaming
Of little houses and cosy fires
My future was captured
And sacrificed to a doubt!

Oh, yes of little faith!
With plastic swords and rusty armour
Empty promises and shallow love
Mount your lame donkey
And ride to your chosen sunset.

Help

iam falling in love way to fast. iam scared to death of geting my heart broke and i dont know what to do. i truely care and love this person and this person means more to me then i think they will ever know. i dont know what to do. do i let my heart love again? or do i hide it away so that i dont get hurt? its just so hard every thing has happen so fast and im scared and afriad of what the out come it going to be. i think the person feels the same way about me but that dont mean i still wont get hurt. then if i let this person in and let them love me and take that chance. what do i do. i have never really ask yall for advice but i really need it now. jam loseing my mind over all of this stuff.iam so stressed out.

then today my oldest kids dad calls me up and he might be dieing and all that shit and that is just grate. i mean what the hell do u do when u get news like that? when bad luck hits it hits all around i guess. every ones like u 2 have been split up for going on 10 years why would it matter. well if you got kid with some one you are all ways going to have some kind of love for that person i dont give a damn who u are. he was asking me things that i really truly never thought about and it has me thinking alot now. they are things that i cant answer because i dont know. its killing me because i have no way to help him. we have been friends sence we split so it is hard. hes like my best friend now and i might be loseing him and my 9 year old might be loseing her dad. this shit keeps on comeing at me iam going to pull my hair out iam like when is the bad luck going to stop and the good luck going to start. its not i dont guess. so iam happy but iam sad too if that makes any sence. if yall can give me some advice and help me out here i would really apresheate it.