Blog PostsFriends | BlogSecrets Of My HeartSecrets Of My HeartWhy does my heart still hold on to you At every waking moment, in everything I do Why do I have to see your face all day And if you knew, what would you say? My heart breaks in two when I see her with you And I think to myself, what didn't I do I wish I could somehow turn back the time And relive one second when you were mine. I wish no one ever had to know The feeling of lovesick pain from head to toe Like someone rips out your heart and tears it in two And sit back and watch is all you can do. In my dreams you say those words I long to hear And when I look in your eyes, I know you're sincere So I'll see you later, when the day is through When I'm asleep in my bed, dreaming of you. My Undying LoveMy Undying LoveI love you like the sun in the sky Or maybe how a bird is destined to fly Even more than a mother loves her child Or all the animals running in the wild A pedal to a rose And everyone knows It's more that just love Soring around like a white turtle dove Tears for joy and tears for pain It's like standing out in the hot summer rain It's more than the sound of your sweet gentle name More than a predetor loves its game Words can't sum up the way that I feel But I'll definetly say These feelings are real And as Sent from above Im here to give you my undying love So in closing my dear I pray I've made it rather clear You mean everything to me My sweet heart can't you see I can't get enough of your endless touch Oh my sweet baby, I love you so much! Saying Good-byeSaying Good-byeSitting here thinking about you, I here you call my name, As I turn to see who's calling me I see no one, only hear your voice. I glance across the room, To see if anyone else hears it too. But no one seems to notice the look on my face. I miss you so much, I keep telling you, But you don't seem to hear me. Still you're calling out my name, only louder, As the tears rolled down my face, I glance around the room, And see you amongst my family, and friends The look upon your face says you're peaceful now. I realized it was time to let you go. Although I will always love and miss you. I turn my head to see if anyone notices you. Then I turn back, and you're gone. I hear you, so very gently say, "I love you", "Good- Bye!" "Bye", I said . . . Death , LifeDeath , LifeIt stalks the night It stalks the day It seeks out life And whisks it away It's known as death And other things too But it's all the same What matters is you. How do you see it? What does it mean? It's best if you know For death is unseen. It can take you at day It can take you at night Knowing death well Can lend you some light The passage to death Is always unclear And it's best to know That you're very near. For death is at hand It is for us all Know it's face well So you don't stumble and fall Now think hard on death And know that it's near And the meaning of life Will be all to clear And that is to live For your hearts desire Not to stumble or fall But to burn with a fire. A fire for life To live for each day To reach for your dreams No matter what people say Life is a question And death holds a clue Reach not for the answer For your life's not due Live for the moment And die for it too For it's the moment that counts It, and you Up Date On My Little Girlwell yall know that she has the blood disorder called hsp. we found that out on jan. 29th of this year. every sence then she has been sick and not got better. in and out of the hospitals and every thing else. well every time i seem to think that shes doing fine something else pops up and we are rite back out at the hospital. the hsp has not got better and now on top of the hsp she has n1h1 her intestins are bleeding due to being swollen but not enugh for the docters to worry. she also as another type of flu,marsa witch is better known as staf in her throat. her teps was spikeing to 105.4 sometimes higher then that.i take her to her docter friday and he checks her temp i cant get it down from 105 so he tells me to take her close off down to nothing but her undercloses so i did so. at this point iam freaking out not knowing what is going on. he gos and brings ice packs back to her room. he puts them under her arms behind her neck on her forehead and on her legs. he gets the temp to go down some. then he tells me hes calling childerens hospital because he is worried one over the temp spikeing that high but she was also swelled in her legs belly and back. we get her to childerens and we are there for some time. they hook her up to ivs and every thing in the er. they find blood in her urin and every thing else. they did all kinds of blood work utarsounds and they tell me that they are going to admit her in to the hospital. so by friday night we are in the room at the hospital and her blood prusher is high and temp is back up to 105 no one can tell me why the hell her temp is so high. her flu test came back she had no kind of ful and every thing like that. then they do another flu test still says she dont have the flu then another one and she dose have the flu. so we are stuck in this hospital room and meds and temp and all the shit they check every thing seems to be high on her at this point and im confused and really upset this is my baby girl and every thing seems to be going all wrong for her. i want to cry but have to be strong. the hsp is starting to mess with her kidneys and tummy. when she dose eat she throws up. then most of the time she says she wants to eat and then she wont eat. they send her home with all this wrong with her and all kinds of meds. she seems to be doing fine but she still wont eat and every thing like that. she has me worried sick. she had never been sick until she started school and now she seems to stay sick. they have poked her and ran all kinds of test and they keep on and keep on runing the test. its like do you know what is wrong with her or not? then when its that bad you start to think that its something you did. maybe iam doing something wrong is why she is so sick. i dont know. what if it is something i did do to get her this sick? i mean i never take my eye off her or any thing like that but puting her in school could be what did it so if that is what did it that is my faul. shes sleeping rite now and i hope that when she gets up she fine no temp and i can get her to eat thats what i want to happen any ways. i dont know if that will happen but i sure hope so. i cant have nothing happen to either 1 of my kids i would lose my damn mind if something happen to them. they are my life. her being this sick makes u think about alot of things that much i do know. dont worry she should be find well i hope that every one that has told me that is rite because i cant take to much more of this. i want to take her place if it was me atlest i have got to live life and see what life is all about. she hasnt got to yet. i want her to live a life with out haveing to deal with this hsp for the rest of her life. witch the docters told me that she would have to. BrokenBrokenIt's like a book, broken pages mixed together, words scrambling around the crazy memories scattered around what about that night we spent trying to put together the pieces of life? All the intellectual conversations like little Stars, but it wasn't so simple, it got confusing and impossible to understand. Words weren't just words, they were incredible thoughts. After a while, the days turned to rain, and then one day, it all disappeared into the moon. Every once in a while I stare up at it, trying to put the broken pieces back together. It comes back in a shallow way. life is just one long day we dream upon. Our souls swim around madly trying to find a place to rest and we, like madmen, travel all around to look for them. Eventually, if we're determined enough, we'll find that one broken piece in our lives - it's called our souls SomeoneSomeoneHave you ever wished you were someone else? Someone other than yourself. Have you ever wanted to get away? To be someone else for a day. Does it seem like your lane is always jammed? and everything you do is always dammed? Do you always seem to catch the red light? and you never seem to do anything right. Do you try to make everyone happy, not sad? but someone always ends up mad.? If I changed my name Would you treat me the same? If I changed my face How would I see this place? If I changed my beliefs Would my mind be anymore deep? If I was someone else Would I wish I was myself? To Be In Love With The Real DealTo Be In Love with The Real DealWe are always searching in life For that special thing That thing that makes us fly without wings When I close my eyes, every single night All I see is that beautiful sight That thing I want to touch and hold That thing better than silver and gold This thing shares my hopes and dreams And helps me understand how love should be It will stand by my side And will dry my tears when I cry It will be my best friend Who will be there till the end There's nothing in this world I'd rather feel Than to be in love with the real deal Love BeginsLove BeginsI always knew that love would come find me someday but never did I know that it would be you who was headed my way you caught me off guard and took me by surprise but you simply captivated me, the same way you do when I look into your eyes It's true that every good and perfect gift is from above you were presented to me as a beautifully packaged gift full of humor, talent, intelligence, beauty and love "it isn't finding the perfect person but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly" we all have our flaws but when I view you through my eyes, perfection is all I see From when you laugh to when you're upset, I still love the little things you do especially hearing you laugh and seeing your nose wrinkle the same way mine does too coming into this relationship has been hard at times but we've made it through I know as long as we're on this journey together, there's nothing that we can't do. DEEPEST DESIREDEEPEST DESIREAs the sun rises in the East So the breaking dawn of my love begins As the sun sets in the West I am overwhelmed with a burning desire A desire locked down deep inside One that cannot be concealed anymore I long for one sweet kiss to quench my thirst I long for one tender touch that will last a lifetime At the end of it all you are my deepest desire! I love you not today nor tomorrow but forever! A MILLION TIMESA MILLION TIMESI have seen you a million times And every time I see you I fall in love with you all over again My heart starts to race My frown turns into a smile And all my worries are now in my past When you smile at me my heart melts You give the sweetest hugs Every time you hug me Your smile is like a new day Your sense of humor is like no other The ability you have to make me smile Is all you need you love me Your laugh is so soft and sweet Just looking in your eyes Makes me melt inside Your lips look so soft Soft enough to kiss You, yourself relive me from all pain Your hands are as soft as a pillow The way you comfort me is amazing Every time we say good-bye I start to cry I say good-bye to you too many times I said good-bye to you a million times Forever LoveForever LoveYou are my description of love You are my description of friend You are my description of everything You are my description of beginning to end. You have put me on a pedestal You make me feel ten feet tall You've always been there for me You've loved me through it all. You've stood by me through thick and thin You've always been patient and kind Just thought I'd let you know You're the owner of this heart of mine. So you ask how long I'll love you Well this is what I have to say Past, present, future, always Forever and a day! IF ITS NOT ONE THING ITS ANOTHER.......as yall know my little girl kathleen has been really sick and missing school. the docters dont want her going and i dont with every thing that has happen. well it started off she had to have eye surgey and she was out of school for a week for that. then we find out that she has that blood disorder and they sent her home sick. later that night is when we find out she has the blood disorder and every thing. then she has been out of school for 2 weeks for that. tryed to send her back yesterday she comes home runing a temp again. but befor that she had a reactshion to the meds they had her on for her blood disorder. so she couldnt go to school for that because they wouldnt let her due to the rash all over her body.so now i have to go to her school to get all the paper work on her blood disorder and eye surgery and all the other things that has been going on with her. then i have to take it to the board of education and pull her out of school for the rest of the year. witch is no big deal she stated a year earler then what she was supose to any ways. well i check my mail today and i got papers in the mail saying that i have to go to court because she has missed 17 days of school. then they also are trying to say that my 11 year old has missed 12 days of school when i know that hasnt happened. so now we have to go threw that with the courts. witch is bs in my book with her being so sick and all. pulling her out is not a big deal with her being so sick its best that she stays home where i can take care of her any ways. the thing that has me so mad is that they are trying to say that they have no paper work saying she has been in and out of the hospital witch i know for a fact that they do because i took the paper work in my self. i didnt want her to go this year any how. kathleen had never been sick until she started school. maybe if she would have i would have known about the blood disorder and all that from the start. My Soul Is DieingMy Soul Is DieingThe darkness surrounds me It's getting so cold I'm all alone With no one to hold My world is so empty All what's left is pain No sunshine to light my way Just never ending rain I drown in tears My heart is crying No one seems to notice My soul is dying Love AttackLove Attackhe was condensed with genuine innocence How do I fabricate my emotions and face such heart-felt occurrence when i'm wrapped tight in slow motion rendered immobile by his rare existence A sugar-coated torture constricting my vocalization I cannot speak nor simply whisper for I'm in the process of decomposition he is beautiful and i might faint Stunned, unable to flee from such fascination My heart have gone insanely abnormal As if exhausted from sprinting in a track As if an ice melting atop his lips Will i be able to contain my desires in tack A soul already vaporized by an exquisite marvel And a heart surrendered by a sudden, love attack. Love Growing StrongLove Growing StrongEach day I know you is another blessing to me, Just seeing that smile Brings peace to my heart, Your words are like angel kisses Those Eyes melt away my fears, So beautiful both inside and out Restoring my faith in Love, Never has this feeling eclipsed me so Knowing you are the future I seek, Dreaming has become so pleasant Closing my eyes, your image is all I see, As these words are being read I only hope you feel the same, Tears of joy will be shed While our Love grows stronger each day I WAS THINKING ABOUT LEAVEING WIREi want to leave wire but i got so many friends here that i care alot about. its all ways drama any more tho. alot of things has made me want to leave iam not going to name them its just i come here to get a lil bit of quite time and time to my self. try to have covs with my friends that i do got on here. but there is all ways some perv or creep that messes it up for the good ppl on here. most of us in imp have been friends for some time. we all get along good and we all know what is going on in eachothers lives and how each and every one of us are doing. that i dont want to give up for nothing. the friends i got here are better then any of my friends out side of here. thats sad to say but its true.so me leaveing i dont know if it would do me good or cause me to hurt. i think i would hurt more then any thing because of all the friends that i do got here. we have a bond that alot of us dont want to be broken and if i leave that bond will be broken. because i have made a promise that i would stay because of the family that i have came to love on here. red shes like a sister to me she always knows how to make a person smile even at there worse. 7th has been a really good friend to me. he's hes really a sweet heart when u get to know him. cookie shes also like a sister to me. apem is like a brother he always has something to say. loup shes funny cool and a very nice person. lach hes a good person a sweet heart reall he tells it like it is and dont care what ppl think. jas we have talked alot and just became friends and shes kind and careing. ninaj like a brother hes a sweet heart and he can rite good. he dont have many ppl that dont like him. md is a good friend hes always there when i need some one to talk to. hunter shes my big sis she will tell you that. we have been friends for years now it seems like. the protecter hes a really good friend hes been there for me alot as well. cho shes been a friend for a wile shes all ways got something good to say about every one. neo we have only been friends for a few days but hes sweet. cuddles is like a sister shes a sweet heart. mikey is a good person he loves me to death. art hes all ways wondering how iam doing he worrys about every one but him self and he needs to take better care of him. hes a good friend tho has all ways been there. these are some of the reasons its makeing it hard for me to make up my mind on going or staying. at this point i dont know what to do iam going to think about it for a few days and see why my mind and heart come up with. my mind is telling me to go and my heart is telling me to stay. Lost And ConfusedLost And ConfusedMy knees start to shake when your in sight, my minds filled with wonder my heart with fright. when will this feeling stop, when did it start how can I listen to my mind without breaking my heart. I am so confused, what should I do? I can't think of anything except of you. Should I ignore you or just give it time I can't think straight my heart controls my mind. Abuse From A Mother Can Leave Marks For A Life TimeAbuse From A Mother Can Leave Marks For A Life TimeThe only thing you ever gave me were black and blue eyes, And it always ended in me letting out cries. You would come home angry, scream in my face, Waste no time showing me that I was a disgrace, Always threatened me, said not to tell, But everyone knew I was going through hell. Why should I have to pay for your crime, Why should I have to take the time, To cover up the scars and emotions you left for me, When the teachers and doctors knew I was leaning out, a plea for safety. I will never forget how you came home at night, The only emotion I felt was pure fright. Now that your gone for good, I can say that I never quite understood, What I did wrong for you to do that to me, But now that your gone, I am free. DOUBTSDOUBTSHow do I measure my love for you? Do I need to? A love that's warm, a warmth that real Is surely all I need, to bind, to seal How do I show how deep this love can be? Do I need to? A song without the words is haunting; sad and cold It knows its other self ; seeks its partner to grow old How do I know Your love for me is true? Do I need to? A Moon without a Sun is a World sans light and fun Together they give permanence; a fruitful course to run How do I assess the combination of our loves? Do I need to? A word without a page lives briefly in the depths of time You are my page; I live in you, and you in me; your mine You are my Sun; you warm me with your light I reflect your soul and hope and the future won't be Night This future is of Hope and Love and spirits bound together To meet and amplify the good in life and thus to die not ever A " BLACK HOLE "sucks in Space and binds to it forever A link to Other Worlds and to laws as yet unknown You are my" Black Hole"; suck; I penetrate and ever Wonder at this love, this hope that I do own But how do I measure my love for you? LETS SEE WHAT COMES OF THIS LOL WONDER WHAT FRIENDS WILL ANSWER TOOK IT FROM RED1. Your Middle Name:2. Age: 3. Single or Taken: 4. Favorite Movie: 5. Favorite Song or Album: 6. Favorite Band/Artist: 7. Dirty or Clean: 8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: 9. How long have we known each other? 10. What's your philosophy on life? 11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty? 12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest? 13. What is your favorite memory of us? 14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure? 15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you: 16. You can have three wishes - what are they? 17. Can we get together and make a cake? 18. Which country is your spiritual home? 19. What is your big weakness? 20. Do you think I'm a good person? 21. What was your best/favorite subject at school? 22. What is your favorite thing about me? 23. If you could change anything about me, would you? 24. What do you wear to sleep? 25. What song reminds you of me? 26. What did you want to be when you were little? 27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? Letting GoLetting GoHow do you walk away from someone you love And take the road of friend; Can you reroute the course you have taken And start over once again? I don't really want to let you go But inside me I know I must; The times we've loved . . . the times you've left My heart says stay . . . but it's my mind I must trust. We have shared so much together Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears; Yet sometimes we can't turn back time We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal. I know one day you will be happy And your soulmate you will find; I know we each have one out there Even if for now . . . only in our minds. RemembranceRemembrancehe remembers it all, All the people who had said They cared, but did they really? he remembers it all, The sound of laughter and How happy he'd been, but was he really? he remembers it all, Her arms around him and She said "I love you," but did she really? he remembers it all, The pain he'd felt when she left, How his heart ached, but was it really? he remembers it all, The feeling of being so alone, The feeling no one cared, but did they really? But now they'll remember him, Staring at the knife in his hand How easy to slit his wrists, but will he really? Waiting For SomethingWaiting For SomethingAnd so it came to be this isolation that I am I can only look to me to find the way it all began - this confusion, constant hunger for something more than this I strive to find this being that I envision, yet seem to miss. Could it be that I am empty- or maybe a little lost? Could it be that I am lonely, or seek happiness at any cost? This never-ending Something that I am living deep inside, depicts the illusion of myself and all I have to hide. And so it came to be this isolation that I am I can only look to me to find the way it all began - this confusion, constant hunger for something more than this I strive to find this being that I envision, yet seem to miss. Could it be that I am empty- or maybe a little lost? Could it be that I am lonely, or seek happiness at any cost? This never-ending Something that I am living deep inside, depicts the illusion of myself and all I have to hide. Key To My HeartKey To My HeartI had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again. I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find. That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart... You had it all along. A Love Like No OtherA Love Like No OtherI never felt a love Like this before It's a love like no other Something I have always hoped for A love with friendship Humour and heart A bond so strong It would never part A love that makes you smile From ear to ear A love that is joyful Without any fear A love that is beautiful From the inside out A love with no tears, Pain, or doubt A love with soul So tender and true A love that I have found Only in you... Loved By YouYou came into my life unexpectedly,and everything took a turn for the better. Your warm eyes, your laugh, the sincere way you speak, and the kindness you showed me, all became a part of my life. As you unfolded yourself to me, I discovered more and more beauty. I have never seen so much gentleness in one person. Without even knowing it, you were slowly making a place for yourself in my heart. It used to seem so hard at times to feel so close in a relationship. But it’s so easy to feel close to you. I can’t tell you how nice that feels. I realize now that I had never known what it meant to be loved until I was loved by you. back to the er with my 5 year oldthis shit is starting to get old. i have seen the hospital way to much in the past week. my 5year old has been poked and stuck with ivs in here all damn week. her temp was 105.3 when we took her to the er this moring. so we rush her to childerns hospial. well yesterday we had her at the docter every thing seemed to be going ok. well her docter sent us to childerens to get chest xrays and blood work. then when we get to childerns this moring they want blood work and to put another iv in her hand this time. the part that sucked the most out of it is they busted to of her vains trying to get the iv in at that point i was about not to let them try again. that shit hurts on any one i dont care the age but more so in a child. once they got a iv in and her vaine would hold it they got what they needed in her to make her better for now any ways. at this point worried sick cant even say how worried iam because now its beond sick. so they get her temp to brake this time it was she was haveing a reactshion to some kind of meds they had gave her. she hates docters now and i cant say that i blam her what so ever.she had a rash all over her body she is still red all over and her temp still is spikeing but i seem to be able to control it now. thats a good thing. they now got her on more meds that she dont want to take but has to. trying to get her to take it is a 2 person job because its nasty and we have to hold her down. but we got to get the swelling down and all that shit. they have put her threw hell and i dont want her to go threw any more. iam sick of docters that dont know what they are talking about and what they are doing. when it comes to my kids they need to know what the hells going on or just send me else where. that much i do know. my stress lvl is way above where it needs to be thats for damn sure and sleep iam starting to wonder what that is. sleep dont mean shit to me rite now. i just want her to be better. me falling apart is one thing her i cant take her falling apart. if i could take her place i would. i would rather me be sick then either one of my kids. thats one thing i know,but this week i would give any thing in the world to be the one laying there in a hospital bed lifeless. its sad and i was crying in the car on the way to the hospital and every thing. i didnt let her see me cry. its hard not to brake down when you have all this shit going on,but i didnt want her to see that i was haveing trouble holding it together because holding it together at this point seems hard. most of the time i stay strong and try not to let any thing bother me. when it comes to your kid the strong part and the no tears part dont work so good. its been a wile sence i have cryed because i hate to show any thing when iam upset or hurt. today i just couldnt hold it in any longer if i would have i would have been holding way to much. i ask why her and why it couldnt be me? i dont get no answer but i guess its because iam asking why. when you get older you see that asking why how come what if and all that never really gets answered because no one knows why or how come or what might be. so why do we ask. because we hope that some day they will be a answer i guess hell i dont know. shes home and doing all rite besides when her temp gos up. the she feels like shit. once i get the temp back down shes up runing around again and every thing like a 5 yearold should be doing. she is all so sleeping alot. i try to sleep when she is sleeping that way she has some one up with her. My Daughter's The sunshine of your precious smile's could melt the coldest heart. It brightens up my dreary day when we are far apart. The memory of your little hand's holding mine so tight brings a warm glow to my heart on a cold and dreary night. Those little arms that hug my neck will soon be big and strong; you're growing up so quickly so it won't be very long. So I'll take your hugs and kisses now, cause the day will soon be here, when you'll think you're much too big, for me to hold so near. Daughters Are SpecialDaughters Are SpecialDaughters are the joy of a mother and father's heart, beauty and sweetness describe them from the start. Daughters are special and thought the world of, which proves they were sent from heaven above. Daughters will soon be married and grown, then they may start a family of their own. Daughters are special; there is no doubt, once we have them, we can never be without. My Special DaughterMy Special DaughterIt takes many special qualities To make a daughter like you, A lot of care and kindness And understanding, too... It takes a special kind of love That seems to know no end And the thoughtfulness and patience Of a true and trusted friend... It takes many special qualities To make a daughter like you, And that's why you Are loved so much Today and all year through. update i guesswell this year has not been a good year so far i mean it seems bad luck is hiting me one rite after anoth. i mean it started the frist day of the new year i tell you that. then it just seemed to have got worse as it went on. i mean frist i was really sick. then i get my self better and no sooner then that happens my oldest gets sick,then my 5 year old gets really sick that is something shes going to have to deal with her hole life. that sucks because i dont want to see my kids go threw any pain. then i feel so helpless because there is nothing i can do to stop her pain or any thing like that. then i had no power with a sick kid for over 24hrs and now shes runing a temp and every thing else tonight. i dont know what the f#y^ to do any more. i just feel like giveing up sometime. and from the way it looks iam going to be going back to the hospital tonight with my 5year old. goddamnit. iam so tired any more. i dont know if iam going to make it threw all this shit that keeps geting threw at me.i cant sit here and feel sorry for my self. thats not what iam doing. but when u are worried sick about your kids what the hell are u supose to do. then not only that you know that you cant do any thing to make them feel better. its more less feeling sorry for the child. when you cant do nothing to make you child feel better it sucks. i mean yes you can hold them and do the best you can with that but when they are laying in your arms scrameing out in pain what the hell are u supose to do then when you think that you can sleep threw the night for the frist time in a long time you get woke up. so yeah iam gald in away that i did get woke up tho because if i would have not got woke up i would have not known that she was runing a temp and all that shit. so i ended up wakeing her up but she is all ready ready to go back to bed but i dont know where this nnight is going to land me. i dont know if iam going to have to take her back to the hospital or what at this point iam trying to wait and see how she is feeling in about a hr and then take it from there. shes siting here in my arms rite now i wouldnt have her any where else at this point if shes in my arms i know that she feels safe even if she dose have to go to the hospital. The MeaningThe MeaningTo love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. |