One Boy One Girl

One Boy One Girl


thier was this boy and this girl they grew up with eachother from as far back as they can rember. they was the best of friends where ever one was the other was sure to be there no matter what. he had to watch out for the girl because she was young care free always happy and just had a i dont give a damn what people think of me kind of mind. she had always been that way every one that knew her knew that she was this way. her mouth got her in alot of trouble. so the boy was all ways trying to keep her from speaking her mind but that never seemed to work out to good. it always ended with him haveing to beat some one up. every one knew that they was never apart every one knew that they had a friend ship that was never going to end. it was a friend ship that most was worried about. they didnt know what was going to happen with the two next. the best of friends that would never part no matter what any one did. little did they know what was going to happen in the time to come. they didnt know what was going to happen from one day to the next they just got up and did what ever crossed there minds. well all threw there child hood they was the best of friends then the boy and the girl hit their teen years.

well one day the boy was walking in the woods with the girl they woods was surounding his house. he stoped her dead in her tracks she didnt stop talking tho. she just kept talking away. the boy grabs her and says listen to me just for one min could you shut up and let me get out what iam trying to tell you. so the gril laughed and then shut up it took her a bit to calm down she was all ways going at full speed for some reason. so he gets her to calm down. then he looked at her and said do you got all the damn ants out of your pants now so i can talk. the gril shook her head as she started to blush. he takes her by the hands hes looking at her with a look shes never seen befor well not by him that is. the look of i have something to tell you and i dont know how you are going to take this. so its 10mins shes stood there not saying a word and then she yelled with out thinking damnit would you just tell me what you got to tell me because i cant stand here any longer i got to move do something. so he gos all right i have thought about this alot. now the girl has this look on her face of disapointment scared that hes wanting to end the friend ship or something like that. he looks at her face and sees shes got this worried look in her eyes. he gos on to say i have been thinking about this and i think its time you should know my true feelings for you. he said yes we are best friend this i know, then he looked at the girl with a smile on his face and says i love you and you are the one for me. the girl smiles. he leans down to kiss the girl she dose not even think about it she kisses him back. he said so we should be together because you are so much more then my best friend you are not only my best friend but you are also the girl i love my soul mate my heart. the girl feels the same way she she looks at him and says lets walk because at this point shes ready to jump out of her skin. they are walking he takes her hand. she looks at him as they are walking in the woods. she said i have loved you as well most likely for as long as you have loved me. he said about time you said something. so now they are boy friend and girl friend but they are keeping it from the family as of right now to keep any one from causeing trouble with them they just want to be happy and in love. they talked all that day in to the night. they talked about then and what was to come. these two hand something on thier side that they didnt know they had that was fait. not to many people know they got it until its to late.

well they go on seeing eachother for a year and then he has her out at dinner one night he pulls out a ring. he says i think its time i ask you this i hope that you are ready for what iam about to ask. the girl as she is never sits still and is never quite. out spoken most of the time that was something that every one had to get use to when it came to her but the boy it never seemed to bother him. so they are out for the dinner and he brings the ring out and he says will you be my wife some day. the girl with tears in her eyes and a smile on her face said yes and let him slip the ring on her finger. little did they know what was to come after they diside be be engaged to be married. they went home that night and they made love. the frist time for the both of them it was something that no one could explane in words how it felt or any thing like that. it was bliss in thier eyes. love that would never end. no one could tear them apart now or so they thought any ways.

then it got out to thier familys that they was seeing eachother they had matching rings that had the same saying on them and that the names of the boy and girl was ingraved on the rings. his had her name on it hers had his name on it. they think no one can tear them apart now. so they go on seeing eachother they are waiting to catch the two doing something befor any thing was ever said. well they got busted makeing love no one said any thing until the girl went home that morning. when the girl went home it was she was forbidden to see him ever again. if she did she would go back to a home and he would be shiped off some where. so the girl is crying the person she had known her whole life was about to get riped out of her life. shes all up set she trying to get a hold of him to see what he says about it. every time she called they would hang up on her they would say he wasnt there or something every time. he didnt know what was going on he thought he had done something wrong and the girl was done with him that just was not the case at all that was the love of her life. she was never going to be the same with out him by her side that was all the girl had ever known. well with all the stress and the girls mom fighting with her the girl starts haveing bad pains out of no where. so they rush her to the hospital because shes bleeding really bad and the girl is in so much pain that she cant even walk. they get her to the er the girl is yelling for them to call him get him out here she needed him well no one called. the girls dad tryed to get away to call but he didnt want to leave his childs side he was worried about what was going on. the docter ask every one to step out of the room that they wanted to talk to the gril alone the girl looked at the docter and ask if her daddy could stay in the room. the docter said are you sure you want your dad to hear what iam about to tell you the girl looks at the docter and says yes iam sure. so the docter gos on to tell the girl that she has lost a child. the girl was about 4mos along from the way it looks. the girl lost it again. shes crying telling her dad you got to tell him that i lost his baby. her dad tryed for a wile to get a hold of him to tell him that the girl had lost a child that belonged to the boy. well the girls dad and mom was fighting over it then his dad some how knew about it but never told the boy what had happen or anything. the girl truned cold hearted hated the world after she lost her child and the love of her life. she didnt look at life the same way any more. the girl was lost in a world of darkness that she never seen her self geting out of.

so this boy and this girl went thier own ways for many years,but they never gave up hope of finding one another. the mother of the girl told him years later that the girl was happy and married and didnt need to be bothered. well the girls mother lied to the boy told him all kinds of things to keep the boy from finding the girl. the girl was looking every where she knew to to find the boy her self. it took them 11 years to find eachother. now they have found eachother and come to find out they both still have the rings on that they had gave one another all them years ago. they talked about how they have been looking for one another and how they was so happy to have eachother back in the lives of eachother. the girl told him about the baby that she lost that was his. it borke his heart. they cryed about it. they dont have any thing to do with thier familys even tho the boy stayed in touch with the girls family hopeing that they would shine some light on where the girl might be. all the boy got was lie after lie. the boy didnt fine that out until he found the girl tho. so now they are talking and the boy has seen the girl they are working things out and trying to make what was ment to be work with out any one messing it up for the two this time around. hes stayed at her house for the night they stayed up talking until after the sun came up.. the boy and the girl got to laugh again smile,and cry together again. now the boy and the girl is working to get back what they had..

LOVING YOU IS EASY

LOVING YOU IS EASY



There is so much I want to share with you,
But my words are lost within me
I have so many emotions
How do I make you see

Life is not that simple
Hear this from my heart
Our love will concur all
As we stand here at the start.

Not speaking to you is killing me
You there and me here
But one day soon that will change
And I will finally have you near.

The Angels they did send you
The day that we met
Our love will last forever
As in concrete it is set

Come fly, fly with me baby
Oh come fly with me
We can explore our love together
And set our emotions free

For the skies are without limits
And the tree tops we sour too
Perched upon a branch
Our love is forever true

I never meant for this to happen
But I am sure glad it did
Hearing your love and laughter
Makes me feel like a kid

Please never doubt my love
What is shared between you and me
Cause I am here to hold you
You just wait and see

But for now, I have to be patient
And except our destiny
But I promise you this my darling
You are forever within me

VOICE OF MY HEART

VOICE OF MY HEART





The place we live in is conflicting,
And we know different manner of living.
However, I do not bother anymore.
However, I am willing to discover more.

Truly! You are out of my sight,
Yet, when I close my eyes, it is you I see.
Indeed! You are beyond my reach,
Yet, when I dream, I can caress you like so real.

These yearnings are my inspirations.
Because these things prove me that…
Each day, my love for you grows quicker.
Each day, my longing for you goes deeper.

I wish for your warm and sweet kisses,
I wish for your tender and gentle hugs.
I want you near beside me; and
I want you make love with me.

I will give anything for you!
I will do everything for you!
I am not perfect
However, if for you, I will do the best that I can!


I want you to know what is in my mind,
I want you to see what is inside my heart.
Please listen to the words you will hear,
Please to listen to the voice of my heart.

“You are my everything!
You complete every fiber of my being!
You are the reason why I breathe!
You are the man of my dream!
You are the world to me!
You are the one who completes me!
I love you!
And I will not stop loving you forever!”

Tears Of A Broken Heart

Tears Of A Broken Heart



I have given all my love to you, but what do I get in return?
A broken heart.
I have given you my heart, and you stomp on it like a doormat.
I have given you my youth and you took advantage of my un-experienced heart and played with my emotions.
I gave you all the trust, but you misused it.
I gave you the benefit of the doubt, and you proved everyone right.
I gave you my life and you killed me day by day.
I want to pull my aching heart and tear it piece by piece, So I no longer love you.
I want to loose my memory so I no longer think of you.
I want to go so far so I no longer have to see you.
I want to cry but I no longer have any more tears to fall down
my sad lonely face.
I want to sleep but my dreams haunt me with you in them.
I can’t seem to find a way out. What do I do?
I don’t want anyone to see this not even you.
How do I get out of this?
How do I stop this misery? How do solve this mystery?
I can’t seem to find anyone to make feel the way you do,

take it how u want it

iam me i tell it how it is i say whats on my mind. if you dont like it you dont have to talk to me or any thing for that matter i really dont give a f&wx. but most of you people come in the rooms talking shit about things that you know nothing about give it up ffs i mean how hard can that be? then the pervs have got so bad here that its not even funny any more. then not only the pervs but the dumb asses i tell you what this site is becomeing a pain more so then any thing. the ass holes are a dime a dozen in the real world we dont need it here as well.

then for the dumb asses that come in the rooms talking about abuse rape this that and the other. you need to stop and think of who u might be offeneding or the people that have been abused or raped. i have kept my mouth shut and kept it shut. well iam not going to do that any more because its geting old real fast. i never hold back so i dont know why i have been. let me tell you creep ass f&@$y$y something you dont look big talking that shit behind a computer screen so give it up and grow some fy^~yw# balls. thier is a woman that gets raped or a child every 5sec. thier is a child or a woman that is abused or beaten to death every hr any more and yall as dumb as you are want to come in rooms talking about this shit. people dont think any more. nor do people care like they use to either.

what happen to people haveing a heart? has every one in this world became cold hearted ass hole or what? use to love ment something more then just lust or a f&*#. now days it dont mean shit to most any more. i dont see how it couldnt. then the ass holes that come in the rooms talking about abuse and rape you are some really cold hearted mother f@%~%x^. i tell you that now. what is it with yall you think its big to rape a woman or hit her? tell me i would like to know. or is it you dont got the balls enugh to hit a man? i bet i hit the nail on the head when it comes to that.

you know i sit here and i think about leaveing wire but then i think about the people that i would hurt if i did go so i stay and i put up with alot of shit. well guess what not no more i wont put up with it. im not saying that iam leaveing iam saying iam not going to put up with the bull shit any more. i will say something and if you dont like it you can kiss my ass it dont matter to me one way or another.

Lets brake the ice stolen from honey

Tell me 3 exotic things that i do not know about you

many blogs on love

i know i can sit here and wright a poem all day long about love and how it should be or the way it feels in your heart when it happens. thats one thing i can do. or i can wright a short love story that can make you think about how love should be or the way things are supose to feel when you love. you know when you have the kind of love that i talk about in my poems. you can see the hurt in some of my poems and my storys you can see all of that. all depends on what iam wrighting but alot of people have came to me after they have read what i have rote and said they can feel the pain or the love in what ever it is i wright.

I wear my heart on my sleeve and because of that I have had it completely destroyed at times, I have even wondered how I will go on, it hurts that bad, I've been forced in my life to be quite guarded with things about myself and who I am, I only let people I absolutely trust to really know what I am about and who I really am, I rarely let people get close to me for fear of being hurt over and over again. Yeah it has meant I have lost opportunities too, not just for love but other aspects of life as well, I am slowly learning to work through it tho.

What scares me the most of anything is being hurt by the people I care about the most, people I love unconditionally, and sadly I have been hurt by them people over the years and believe me I would rather take a bullet than suffer that sort of pain again, it is something that has stuck with me, it never really goes away, that's the worst part. emotional and mental pain is something to be feared, it can take the strongest person and break them down to a despair ridden shell of what they used to be, thats the scary thing about it, it doesn't matter who you are or how strong you are, it can have that effect on you.

iam so shy when it comes to telling people how i feel i mean the ones that i care about that is. the thing is tho i have learned to do so if i love some one. they know i do and how much i do. it might take me a little longer to get it out then others but they will know if i love them. that all comes from being hurt. most all of us know how it feels to be standing there with your heart in your hand and it bleeding out. it takes every thing you got to stand up off that cold hard ground that you are on and then take that frist step. we all have been there and done that.

when you find the one you love dont mess it up from not telling them how you feel tell them dose it matter if they feel the same way? to most yes that iam not going to lie about. their is one thing that you got to see about it tho. if you dont tell them then how in the hell will you ever know if they feel the same way? how will you know if it can trun in to the best thing that has happen to you? how do you know it wont trun out wonderful and make your hearts fly together has one threw the skys? you dont know. they will never know. yes most of us has lost alot of things with out takeing a chance. i know i have. have you?

thats like now i have never felt so loved in my life until now. it took me for ever to find that. why maybe because i didnt take more chances i didnt let no one in to keep from geting hurt i tell you now tho iam gald i let him in. it has changed my life for the better. i just hope i have changed his life like hes changed mine.

Fragile Heart

Fragile Heart



Have you ever needed someone
To take the fragile pieces of your heart
And wrap careful hands
Deep within the cushioning cotton of his own?
Someone who can pull you close,
When you're feeling so alone
Who speaks not a word,
But knows how to touch you
In that one special place
That lets you know you are still alive?
Someone who can look into your eyes
And see past the darkness
That has come to cloud your soul.
Someone who finds that one spark of caring,
Who nutures it back to life...
The one special someone
Who can wrap around you with his body
And give your soul a hug,
Your heart ease...

Every Beat Of My Heart

Every Beat Of My Heart





With every beat of my heart
I feel yours inside of mine,
Together they beat as one
Keeping perfect time.

With every beat of my heart
I hear yours inside of mine,
Our chance to be together
The beat says it's nearly time.

With every beat of my heart
I know that yours does to,
And every time it pumps
I know I'm feeling you.

With every beat of my heart
I listen close to what it says,
I hear yours calling mine
And it knows it must obey.

With every beat of my heart
I feel mine loving you,
And with every beat of yours
I know you love me too.

With every beat of my heart
It hurts when you say good bye,
And with every beat of my heart
Drops another tear I cry.

With every beat of my heart
I miss you all the more,
The beat grows ever louder
Until it's like a thunderous roar.

For with every beat of my heart
Inside I feel the pain,
Right now mine beats alone
And I'm missing you again.

With every beat of my heart
I need yours here to stay,
For I miss you all the more
Everytime you go away.

A Little Thing Called Love

A Little Thing Called Love





Love is a many splendored thing, they say,
And I believe it when you looked my way,
Out of the blue, things seemed to happen
By chance or destiny, is the question.

Living my life so long, without knowing your existence,
Then came a day we felt each others presence,
Guess what's meant to be will always find a way,
Love creeps into hearts and decides to stay.

A love so exquisite, yet so intricate,
In a world of only "you and I"
A love we can't even demonstrate,
A secret we have to keep for life.

I love you, honey, and its from my heart,
I hope you know that you was the one from the start,
You make me fly without wings,
You make my heart wants to sing.

Every moment I spent with you,
Is every one of my dreams coming true,
More than words, I want to show you how I feel,
Someday, some place, sometime, I will.

Love is a journey for two,
Step by step, me and you,
The future we can't see,
Let love lead the way for you and me.

Drift Off To Dream In Your Arms

Drift Off To Dream In Your Arms


I sit here surrounded by people and lights
Alone with my drink at the bar
You've been here forever, so clear in my mind
I just don't know where you are
I know I'll find you but man 'til I do
This is my love for you

Let's hold hands on the porch swing, under the moon
While the wind through the willows plays us a tune
We can lie on a blanket, out back in the yard
And wish for our future on a faraway star
You'll feel the passion as time after time
your press your sweet lips to mine
Then we'll dance to the radio, right up 'til dawn
'Til i drift off to dream in your arms

You might be hundreds or more miles away
Or you might be just down the street
But there'll be a hunger deep in your eyes
That I'll recognize when we meet
It might take hours or it might take years
But this is waht you will hear

Let's hold hands on the porch swing, under the moon
While the wind through the willows plays us a tune
We can lie on a blanket, out back in the yard
And wish for our future on a faraway star
You'll feel the passion as time after time
you press your sweet lips to mine
Then we'll dance to the radio, right up 'til dawn
'Til i drift off to dream in your arms

The Miles That Separate

The Miles That Separate



Miles that separate
Friends that discriminate
Circumstances that kept us apart
And those people who broke our hearts
The feelings that I was scared to show
The ones that you always made known
The good times and the bad,
The happy and the sad
You never gave up even when I would
You never let go even though I said you should
You said you love me and I believe its true
And now I just need to say,
Baby I love you too
As the days went by I began to find
That this feeling inside was one I could no longer deny
You amaze me in every way
You continuously take my breath away
You know me better then I know myself
It's as if I'm a book,
That you have read inside and out
You know when I'm happy, and when I'm sad
You even know when the little things make me mad
You've won my heart, proved yourself true
Babe I don't know how you did it,
But you made me fall head over heals for you

My Moon

My Moon



"As I sit here in my desolate room,
and silence takes its tole.
I peer into the sky above,
staring to the moon.
And wonder if this moon,
is the same you look at too.
I wonder if you too are looking to the heavens,
and at this very moment you are thinking of me too.
Staring into the glowing pearl hovering so high above,
I think of how we think the same,
and all that brings us close.
As I begin to think a million things,
my mind as clouded and dark as the sky I see.
I wonder my baby,
are you thinking of me?
Night continues on,
and many things I think.
When morning arrives I'm waiting for you already,
even though you are not there.
So that when I speak to you,
I can tell you about my night.
So dear,
just know we are two,
too close in conscience to be parted by any force,
and know you are the best of me and that I turn to you,
when skies get dark and little light I see,
Just know that when things get rough,
I'll be your light too."

How did this happen?

How did this happen?

I tremble in darkness
Afraid of the unseen
Scared of what lurks in shadow.
I yearn to be free
Unbound from my chains
To run through field and medow.
Unable to move
From this place I am in
Will I ever be released?
My doubt and my pain
I hold deep inside me
Prevent me from finding peace.
Alone in the dark
Trapped forever
I wonder if here I will die.
Falling to the ground
I Clench both my fists
And reach them to an unseen sky.

Brandy - Long Distance Lyrics

Brandy - Long Distance Lyrics








There's only so many songs
That I can sing to pass the time
And I'm runnin' out of things
To do to get you off my mind
All I have is this picture in a frame
That I hold close to see your face everyday

With you is where I'd rather be
But we're stuck where we are
It's so hard, you're so far
This long distance is killin' me
I wish that you are here with me
But we're stuck where we are
It's so hard, you're so far
This long distance is killin' me

It's so hard, it's so hard
Where we are, where we are, you're so far
This long distance is killin' me
It's so hard, it's so hard
Where we are, where we are, you're so far
This long distance is killin' me

Now the minutes feel like hours
And the hours feel like days while I'm away
You know right now I can't be home
But I'm comin' home soon, comin' home soon
All I have is this picture in a frame
That I hold close to see your face everyday

With you is where I'd rather be
But we're stuck where we are
It's so hard, you're so far
This long distance is killin' me
I wish that you were here with me
But we're stuck where we are
It's so hard, you're so far

Can you hear me cryin'?
Can you hear me cryin'?
Can you hear me cryin'?
Oh, oh, oh

With you is where I'd rather be
But we're stuck where we are
So hard, so far
This long distance is killin' me
I wish you are here with me
But we're stuck where we are
So hard, so far
This long distance is killin' me

It's so hard, it's so hard
Where we are, where we are, you're so far
This long distance is killin' me
It's so hard, it's so hard
Where we are, where we are, you're so far
This long distance is killin' me

There's only so many songs
That I can sing to pass the time

Look Within

Look Within




There is so much beauty in
This wondrous, blue rose
If only we could capture it
Within our very souls

If we could take its beauty
And apply the glow within
Search a little deeper
In the soul beneath our skin

Take what it does stand for
And shed its love abroad
Don't hide the glow within you
But share the love

You know you can't touch beauty
Without it rubbing off on you
And spreading it to others
In the kindness that you do

There lies within each one of us
The beauty like this rose
When it's used in touching others
Then its beauty overflows

Power Of Pain

Power Of Pain


I sat alone another day.
The world was moving all around me,
but it seemed as if my life was in a standstill.
The doctors say its anxiety.
Everyone thinks anxiety means nervousness or fear,
but it is deeper than that.
Anxiety holds you prisoner.
You can't leave your house.

The doorbell rings but I can't answer.
There is too much fear inside.
You can't answer the phone.



"Telephone for you!" my family yells. I
tell them to say that I will call back, but I won't.
You can't eat.


No, not me. The anxiety
even controls that. All the pain rushes back up with
every little thing I eat.
You can't go out.


Everyone walking around me, but I can't move, the
apprehension paralyzes me.
Everyone says, "Be brave. You can do it. You'll make it out of this."
But sometimes I wonder if I will.
I try to combat it all, but if I attempt to do anything,
it all starts over again.


My heart beats faster and faster.
I can feel it in my chest.

Beads of sweat
Racing
Falling
Running down my forehead.
All the thoughts swarm in my brain.
The fear picks up.
It is unbearable.
I'm so frightened, but I don't know what of.
The paranoia sweeps over my body like a giant wave.
Every day I have to fight what seems to be a losing battle.
But then . . . I look outside.
I see the colors.
I see the life.
I see spirit.
I know I can do this.

Winter's Roads

Winter's Roads



I cannot speak for all who stem
'Long roads less traveled as their way,
Nor question choices made by them
In days long past or nights long dim
by words they spoke and did not say.

Each road is long, though short it seems,
And credence gives each road a name
Of fantasies sun-drenched in beams
Or choices turned to darkened dreams,
To where each road wends just the same.

From North to South, then back again,
I followed birds like all the rest
Escaping nature's snowy den
On roads I've seen and places been,
Forsaking roads that traveled West.

A Love For All Time

A Love For All Time

Breathless kisses
Burning touches
Soft-spoken words of love
Urgently spoken words of passion.
A man and a woman
One complete love
Since time began
Predestined to be as one.
We've been together before
In other lifetimes
We've fought dragons
And have been torn from each others arms
Yet our love prevailed.
We've walked on this earth many times together
Perhaps for a moment
Perhaps for years
But our heart is one heart
And we were meant to be.
So when our time on earth
Once again comes to a close
Have no worries my dear
For we will find each other again
And again
For our love is ageless
Eternal
A love for all time.

Love For My Daughters

Love For My Daughters



My beautiful daughters, I was blessed with two of you...
You will never know how proud I am of all the things you do.

You came into my world, so tiny and so small...
And I was in awe at the wonder of it all.

Then you placed your little hand in mine...
There was no denying, my heart was yours 'til the end of time.

I have watched you both through out the years, laugh, cry and grow...
And it is difficult to know, that someday I will have to let you go.

I just can't imagine, a day of my life without you...
Because you're a part of me and my love for you is true.

So just remember, no matter how old you are or where you may be...
There's someone who needs you and loves you and that someone is me!

Lost In Love With You

Lost In Love With You












It’s been a cold and hard month and a half,
Things are so different and I don’t understand.
We had a love that could last us forever,
I thought that we would part from each other, never.

But things can change and the feelings can too,
So I just hope that one day you become unglued.
I lie here all night just whispering your name,
Thinking you might hear me, and fix all this pain.

When you love someone you have to let them go
It’s going to be pain, it’s going to hurt, I know
But you just have to smile and give them the benefit of the doubt
Because one night they will miss you and realize that he can’t live without

I’ve loved you since I met you, I always have and always will.
So when you tell me how you feel, to you, my heart, I will spill.
It’s bundled up now and it’s causing me grief.
But what’s a girl supposed to do, just sit there and believe?

It was love at first site, and my feelings for you grew,
I knew that if I was with you, to nobody else could I be so true.
You made my heart flutter, you made my world spin,
The way you held me and touched my skin.

There’s not a soul like yours, not a person as unique,
You’re perfect, you’re amazing, it makes my knees weak.
So as I lie here in pain and wonder what I did so wrong,
I think to myself that I can do this, I can be strong.

But guys don’t understand, it’s not as easy as it seems,
Because when I go to sleep at night, it’s you whose in my dreams.
You made my life complete, turned my world upside down,
With you in my life, my face never has a frown.

Girls emotions are strong, they don’t draw a line,
And when you walked into my life, you wouldn’t believe how you shined.
My heart was fluttered and my emotions went insane,
I knew that you were the guy who would never cause me pain.

I fell in love with you, your voice, your touch,
I knew from the beginning that I would love you so much.
Your smile brightened my day and your hugs were all that I felt,
With the love that we had for each other, my heart started to melt.



Your sweet kisses and love notes made my day complete,
I loved you even more then before the previous heart beat.
You make my world shine and it glows when I’m down,
Just because there’s a person in my life like you, that I have found.

But now that we’ve parted and gone our own ways,
Who do I turn to on all of my bad days?
My life was complete, it was the best thing ever,
I knew that I’d fallen in love and that it’d last forever.

So the question remains, where did I go so wrong?
I could sit here all night, and just play along.
But I don’t want to leave you, I want to stay with you now,
All that I want is one more chance to prove to you some how.

i miss us...

i miss us...


dreadful tears,
that i have cried,
lost soul,
that i will never find,
broken heart,
that will never be repaired.

these are the regrets of my life,
not loving enough,
not taking the chance,
not facing my fears,
not holding you hand,
i miss you love,
i miss us,

im sorry for not being there
im sorry
these nights i have cried myself to sleep,
just thinkin of you
makes me weep.
i miss you.

i should've held your hand,
should've loved deeper,
should've told you how i felt,
i should've...

i miss you
i miss us....