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You Will Never See Me Fall

You Will Never See Me Fall



You may see me struggle
but you won't see me fall.
Regardless if I'm weak or not I'm going to stand tall.
Everyone says life is easy
but truly living it is not.
times get hard,
people struggle
and constantly get put on the spot.
I'm going to wear the biggest smile
even though I want to cry.
I'm going to fight to live
even though I'm destined to die.
and even though it's hard and I may struggle through it all.
you see me struggle...you will NEVER see me fall.


this is for all yall out there waiting for me to brake or fall well its never going to happen i can put on a smile threw the pain and i can hide the pain behind the mask i have done it for a very long time and i will do so until i cant no more. pain you may see in my eyes but to see me fall from it never.

Fear Itself

Fear Itself


I lay on my bed soaking my pillow with my tears,
I try to remember exactly what it is that I fear.
Is it the passing of time or the love that I lack?
Is it the mistakes that I've made or the fact that I can't bring the past back?
What is it that I'm afraid of?
Why am I so scared?
Is it the people I've hurt or the people that have hurt me?
Am I afraid of everything that I cant seem to see?
Is it the love of a friend, or the loss of my family?
Is it the possibility that my life can end in a tragedy?
What is it that I fear most?
What do my eyes say I'm scared of?
Is it the sun that sets but won't seem to rise?
Is it the hope that I have that always seems to die?
Is it the trust of a person that I cannot begin to grasp?
Is it all the memories of my horrid past?
Is it me? Is it him?
Can it possibly be that the thing I fear most is the thing I can't be?
The things that I try to understand?
The me that I try to be with when I'm feeling sad?
The person I'm expected to be? Is that what I fear? . . .
I think the thing I fear most is HIM.

One Honest Heart

One Honest Heart

Times are tough on an honest heart.
People don't follow through with what they start.
Lyin' eyes looking at me up and down.
Makin' talk that's only cheap.
Makin' promises they never keep.
But I keep lookin' for what I still haven't found.

One honest heart.
That I can believe in.
Two lovin' arms that will never let me go.
One good man that I can count on.
It shouldn't be so hard.
Finding one honest heart.

Now I've been close a time or two.
I thought I saw my dreams comin' true.
But I was just livin' in a fairy tale.
I won't play the fool again.
I won't play a game that I can't win.
But I still have faith and I keep tellin' myself. There's...


One honest heart.
That I can believe in.
Two lovin' arms that will never let me go.
One good man that I can count on.
It shouldn't be so hard.
Finding one honest heart.

I don't think I'm asking too much.
Just once in my life I want to be touched by...

One honest heart.
That I can believe in.
Two lovin' arms that will never let me go.
One good man that I can count on.
It shouldn't be so hard.
Finding one honest heart.

One good man.

One honest heart.
That I can believe in.
Two lovin' arms that will never let me go.
One good man that I can count on.
It shouldn't be so hard.
Finding one honest heart.

One honest heart.

One honest heart.
That I can believe in.
Two lovin' arms that will never let me go.
One good man that I can count on.
It shouldn't be so hard.
Finding one honest heart.

One good man, one honest heart.

I Do Love You But Was The Words You Say True?

I Do Love You But Was The Words You Say True?

Silence begins the day,
Tears trickle down my face,
All because of him.

You crystal brown eyes,
Your tender lips,
Your soft voice,
Was once all mine.

I wish that I could be held in your arms forever,
You shattered my heart to a million pieces,
I try to put the pieces together, but it's impossible.

All I want to say is...

I LOVE YOU.

Rip My Heart In Two

Rip My Heart In Two


i told you i would cause you stress i told you i would cause you pain
i even told you the reasons why i cry
out in the rain
i told you i loved you
and you knew it was true
so why did you take my heart
and rip it in two?

some sick ass in my pm he dont know what no means that this is sick.



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hello baby

little juicy sweet pusy

fuck u damnit iam married and stay the fuck out of my pms

ah i love the married girls

they can really handle the fire

oh really dont think you would like it if you had my hubby on your ass faster then you could say hey

oh i would first l

handle him for u

n then only i shall join u in bed

you arent joining me in bed i love my hubby very much and i dout that you would handle him shit he could pick you up and throw you across 3 rooms you are so small. u think u are cute of funny or some bull shit like that. because let me tell you something you little fucking creeping perv like i said stay the fuck out of my pm or i can get him on your ass one of the 2 up to you

i wont mind him so long as u riding me\

im not rideing you you dumb ass get that threw you head the only person iam going to be rideing is my hubby

come on

try me n see u get the best orgasm of life

not going to happen dude for real if my man cant do it it cant be done

hey

u should really ry me

u need me the most

no i need my kids and my hubby the most

come on dont panic

im not panicing iam just telling you now i dont want you i dont want any thing to do with some sick ass who is looking to get off from words on a computer screen you are sick in my book

that is harsh my lady

im far from your lady what the truth is harsh

noway

come on n ride me

m high

im not rideing u nor will i ever ride u and u are geting blocked how about that u sick fuck

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It Just Comes Natural

It Just Comes Natural


Oh, loving you
Comes easily to me
It's what I'm living for
It's all in the chemistry
Baby, loving you
Is how it's meant to be
It's something that is
So natural to me.

Fate

Fate

There is peace in my soul
For such a long awaited time
There is love in my life
A love of melody and rhyme.

Once you took hold of my heart
I knew no other could have reached
As whispered fate took my hand
To levels only you could reach.

You are the soul of my soul
The sea of my heart
The man of my dreams
I can never part.

For only once in a lifetime
Could take hold so fast
What is meant to be
Of a love so vast.

You in my life
Will live eternally.
I knew the first night we met
You were meant for me.

We Were There

We Were There





It was such a dream -
We were there
I felt you breathing
I danced in your eyes
I stroked your lips
I stole a kiss

It was such a feeling -
We were there
Oh so warm inside and out
I laughed with you
I talked with you
I touched you
I hugged you

Our souls were together
We were there
Angels danced
Stars twinkled a little brighter
The moon smiled at us
The world stopped

No one can understand -
We were there
We became one
for a moment in time
We are now a part of each other
for a lifetime

It was the sweetest of sweet -
We were there
I took a part of you to keep
I gave you a part of me to keep
We gave each other a dream
We were there

My Life My Love My Soul

My Life My Love My Soul

When we first fell in love
I thought that nothing could compare
To the magical romance
That you and I had come to share.

But as time passed, feelings deepened,
And our closeness grew
The romance turned into
A real and lasting love with you.

You care for me in all the ways
I want and need so much.
I’ve felt your warmth and tenderness
With every word and touch.

I know I can depend on you
For support and honesty,
That patient understanding
That you always give to me.

There’s a special kind of happiness
That only love can bring,
And I’ve found that happiness with you...
You are my everything.