Loving Arms

Loving Arms


If you could see me now
The one who said that she'd rather roam
The one who said, she'd rather be alone
If you could only see me now

If I could hold you now
Just for a moment if I could really make you mine
Just for a while turn back the hands of time
If I could only hold you now

I've been too long in the wind and too long in the rain
Taking any comfort that I can
Looking back and longing for the freedom of my chains
And lying in your loving arms again

If you could hear me now
Singing somewhere through the lonely nights
Dreaming of the arms that held me tight
If you could only hear me now

I've been too long in the wind and too long in the rain
Taking any comfort that I can
Looking back and longing for the freedom of my chains
And lying in your loving arms again

I've been too long in the wind and too long in the rain
Taking any comfort that I can
Looking back and longing for the freedom of my chains
And lying in your loving arms again
And I can almost feel your loving arms again

The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts

Passion And Erotic Lusts







A touch of skin soft and slippery,
With the hint of hint of sweat.
We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets,
As the wind flowed from the window above us.
Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance,
To abandon all of our uncertainties.
You began your work on my lips,
Probing gently as if drawing sex,
From a deep well of longing and need.
Then heated tongues met in the midst,
Of hot and quickening breath.
And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts.
Then intoxicated with those spirits,
Our clothes found resting place on the floor.
Piece by piece,
Until there were no hiding places,
For the two glistening and wanting bodies.
Hunger revealed in this hot moment.
Then skin meshed with skin,
As the floor became the stage.
You moved atop of me easily,
And lowered yourself gently.
Kissing me as I was filled with you.
As a gasp broke the kiss,
Your hands stroked the stray strands,
Away from my forehead, then became entangled.
Our slow rhythm gave way,
To urgent and demanding thrusts of passion,
As I arched my body for your comfort,
And you threw me into ecstasy,
With the strength of your blows.
You left me screaming and soaked,
In oblivion again and again,
As you growled my name from the back of your throat,
And our bodies both demanded more,
Each giving to the other,
High on the fluids of foreign substance.
I grasped, then released you,
Grasped then released you,
In effort to relieve you of your control.
The taste of your skin between my lips,
Was like no other.
To hear your cry of mercy,
When my teeth met your warm skin,
Was more breathtaking than you knew.
Yet I still released the control to you.
As you wound your hands in my hair,
And pulled until the flesh on my neck was taut,
You moved with one final and breaking blow,
Forcing our way to the peaks of bliss,
Leaving our screams to echo on like battle cries.
I welcomed the weight of you to crush me,
As you collapsed on top of me,
Still hot and burning,
And I glowing like an ember,
Casting a welcome light,
Should you seek my gifts again.

Daddy I Miss You And Wish You Was Here

Daddy I Miss You And Wish You Was Here


almost 7 years have passed
I’ll never forget the day
Someone rang to tell me
That you’d gone away

The hurt is the same
Like an open wound
There are days
I don’t utter a sound

Some days the pain is stronger
It makes me sick and weak
I can’t stand this much longer
I just sit here and weep

I’ve shut my private door
And let no one in
Locking myself in a box
They try, but I won’t give in

You were like a rock
Strong, faithful and true
What worth has my life
Now I don’t have you

I was your first born
Daddy’s little girl
I took my own path
But was still part of your world

I was not the best
Guilty of neglect
But you know daddy dearest
I had so much respect

I always loved you
My dad, my star
Now my pain is
To worship you from afar

I love you now
As I did back then
I just hope... one day
I will see you again

I am so proud of you
Brave and strong to the end
Now when asked “how are you?”
There is no need to pretend

We all love and miss you so much, sleep well
and take care of all who went before you

Forever in my heart daddy.


my fathers brithday would have been march 24th hes not with us so heres a poem for him in his memory. in memory of James Ray Sizemore. Love you daddy.

If Tomorrow Never Comes

If Tomorrow Never Comes

If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming, you would know I do.

If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything right.

There will always be another day to say our "I love you's", And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do's?"

But just in case I might be wrong, and today is all I get, I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget, Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike, And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?

For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day, That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss and you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today, whisper in their ear, Tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear, Take time to say "I'm sorry," "please forgive me," "thank you" or "it's okay".

And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.

The Unhealing Wound

The Unhealing Wound



There is this wound it hurts so bad
it always appears when I am sad
No matter what I do it won't go away
its in my heart where it will always stay
It appeared the day you left this world
and I was no longer your little girl
forced to live you not here
to make things easy that I couldn't bear
I search for you every day
if I'm sick, sad, or just have something to say.
I'm jealous of some girls,
girls who still have their fathers
I tell them to appreciate what they have,
because after they are gone,
there simply is no others.
I have this pain that won't go away,
it makes me mad that you couldn't stay
No matter how many years go by
there's still one time of day that I do cry,
I miss you dearly and this is true,
my wound will not heal until I'm with you

Love is...

Love is...
Waiting endlessly in front of the phone for a text or call
The thing you don't want to get up from when you fall
Something you would willingly give your all
A sport that you pray you never drop the ball
Love is...
That petty argument that escalates
Feelings turned into action that demonstrates,
Everything you hold inside
Love is...Compromise
Love is...
Even in silence staying on the phone
Or when together never wanting to go home
That feeling that maybe you'll never die alone
But who knows
Love is...
Pain
Hard to maintain
But at the same time, worth the strain
If your love was sand, I promise to take care of every grain
Love is...
A challenge
Love makes mistakes
But these are the things that'll make and break
And if the good out-weigh the bad
Never throw away everything you had
Love is...
Faithful
Held together by trust
To a lonely heart Love is a must
A love so sharp leaves the finest scars
At the end of the day
Love is...
Hard

Love Of My Own

Love Of My Own

I would rather have someone to love me,
A spirit my heart could embrace
Than to have all the gold in the mountains;
Such treasures cannot take the place
Of a love which would always be faithful,
A someone who really would care,
Who'd be part of my joys and my sorrows,
My secrets and struggles to share.

I wish I had someone to love me,
A heart to whom love I could give,
For then I would welcome tomorrow
As love offers reason to live.
I need to have someone to love me,
A someone whom I could love, too.
Out of all of the world's lonely people,
Could my special someone - be you?

One and Only Love

One and Only Love



The sound of your voice is like…

A whisper to my ears,

Pure and pleasant to hear!

The sparkle of Your eyes…

Are as glitter

Enlightening me-showing me

True Love!

The smell of Your body…

Excites and makes me hunger and

Thirst for thee!

Your lips…

Taste as sweet as honey,

Touching my very soul!

Your touch…

Hot as a burning flame,

Seeking to devour me!

Loving me and only me!!