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Bleeding Flame

Bleeding Flame





I crave the weakness caused by pain.
This weakness draws me back again
The scorching, aching, bleeding flame
is all I hear, besides my name…

The hurt that burns and spreads like fire,
until it’s all that I desire,
With flames that lick each inch of me,
Soon fire is all I can see.

The burning heat of boiling hate
and all the words said much too late,
consume my mind, my soul, my heart
until the flames tear me apart.

The burns – the wounds – the bleeding skin:
all proof of passion deep within.
The lapping flames tell tales of fear,
now raging screams are all I hear.

I cry for fire, cry for blood,


It's still not easy.

It's still not easy.

Two months have gone by
And still I question why.
Why you had to go away,
Why why couldn't you stay?

My cheeks are still drenched in tears,
A thousand, a millions thinking about all the years.
you can't even imagine how you are missed,
I miss your hugs, your voice, the touch of your kiss.

It feels like something is gone from my heart,
Without you in my life, it just falls apart.
I find myself thinking about you hun,
From the time I fall asleep at night, until I see the morning sun.

it's seems so hard without you around,
I've been searching for a few answers and this is what I found:

Why did god choose you?
Because you are an angel,
You are one of the very few.

Will you still remember me?
Whether it be tomorrow or years from now,
Someday we will see.