m0nstarr Offline

Fuck you.

Do you remember that time you revealed your secret to me? No body else knew about it, and if you said anything to anybody about it, you'd be judged. I accepted that with open arms and comforted you through it all. Remember when you almost slashed your skin with a sharp metal? I cried because I couldn't slap it out of your hand. I cried so hard that I almost had to go to the hospital. Remember when I would sneak at night to talk to you on the phone? I'd get in trouble each time. Remember that time I invited you to my house and risked my parent's relationship because they didn't like you? We still aren't the same. I put myself through so much for your love. I was there for you. I was there for you. I was there for you.
I still am. After you dotted my skin in purple and blue. After my voice changed from the grip of your hands against my throat. After your eyes wondered to the beautiful girl at the movies. After your words dug black holes in my rib cage and sucked in everything you said. I still am there. I am still wrapped around your stupid calloused finger.