m_a_fuhlendorf Offline

m_a_fuhlendorf: Here I am questing my sanity cause they all actin scared of me I'm not that bad I swear the voices in my head I tell myself their not there but here I am rocking back forth contemplating all their words thinking about my actions I'm scared I might collapse and I stand here in front of you my face might seen to turn blue but that's not because of you I see standing over there do you not see him with the long hair I'm questioning my every move nothing I do can stop these movements of my curiosity and I stand by myself at a distance with a painted smile but in the dark night I still see no hero nevermore nevermore I swear I'm not a fucking whore

Screaming crying kicking screaming you wanna put me in a straight jacket I got bugs under my eyes and I break out in hives all I do is try to peel myself away
All he wanna do is play I'm sorry bro dont cry for me stay strong you too mommy and daddy I want you to smile that all I want is yall to be happy
I dont know how I'm gonna fix this man I'm such a mess all I do is drop rhymes when I think about tough times at this point my emotions should just be mimes
If I succeed you'll be all I need even if I'm homeless I just wanna feel like I have a home I dont want to feel alone and maybe one day yall will understand what I say

People laugh call me a slut never once have I consented to this mess but I was raped I swear girl or guy it doesnt matter it's all the same there is nothing to joke about you live in your fucking paradise with mommy and daddy all together they dont hate each other and dont make you choose you dont have to question what love is why cant you be happy with what you have you think it's depression but it's just you feeling entitled to something yall never worked for go get a title

m_a_fuhlendorf: I miss my bestie whom I gave my sweater too (that's how you k ow I care and love you) and now we match I wish you the best

ElDyton: Hello! how are you?