 Current RoomsFriends         | I've been on wire for just over a year now and now think this needs to be said.... I'm a real person with actual feelings and a  probably more vulnerable than what is good for me. So, crossing beyond this point you are entering a DNA created area. If you are the type to be reckless with your words and hurt people and not care, PLEASE take the closest exit. Thank you for your cooperation. Much love and wish you unrivaled happiness.Down to earth guy who will talk about ANY subject that you want to talk about I'm honest to a fault. Even if it makes me look/sound foolish I'm still going to tell the truth about myself. I'm open minded and will consider differing points of view. I'm not judgmental and don't try and run my agenda down anyone's throat. I have no rules, hoops for you to jump though to make you fit into a stereotype of what I think a cool person is., Just be yourself and then be a little bit more daring. . I'm a recovering drug addict with 6 years clean so far and am really proud of myself by breaking free of the grips this raging epidemic that is taking over so many people's lives. Most addicts end up in either Jail, Institutions or death. So far, I have become the exception to the rule and found sobriety. So many are not so lucky as I am. I didn't do anything special except one day woke and said I'm not going to use today and here it is six years later and all I have to do is the same simple thing. Not use one day at a time and they add up fast. I'm more than willing to share my story should you be struggling with addiction. I can only keep what I have by giving it away as it's said in NA. So, if you think you have some interesting views on life and think we can bond by that, by all means share them with me. I like thinking outside the box... In fact, I don't think there's a box at all so "just think". All points of view are welcome but if I think you are just blowing smoke up my ass, I'm going to call you out on it. I'm not political or religious so those topics should be avoided  Becca_booo: Thank you Mark. Boy i really need to clean up my mind 😂🤣😅 3 hours ago • Report 0  Mark Goguen: Awwww thanks Becca hun, and if I am classy it's only because I am in your company. You bring the class and I'll bring the sass. hehehe.... but really so nice of you   Mark Goguen to kinkymale101: She's a catfish acutetwin https://chinashipp.ru/i/32985182021.html .... just letting you know Mark Goguen: I'm going to set myself up with this Southern girl named ooob_acceB she's the beez knees I tell you... Mark Goguen: You either know me well or are peeking in my window, Either way i'm good with it hehehe (Post deleted by Mark Goguen ) Mark Goguen to Reroll: Ren -- Chalk Outlines I'm still here in this bed that I crawled in I hope that I'm someone else in the morning So take this one, wash it down and you'll be fine Then walk around in a floating chalk outline But so it goes, let it be In the gallows, I balanced on my toes So I can breathe But little by little, bit by bit I push it back down with a new habit If not for long, just for a while I'll bury myself with a great big smile Oh my my, oh my my We trace ourselves in these chalk outlines Oh my my, oh my my Erase ourselves in these chalk outlines Sertraline and a sip of serotonin Don't cry 'cause there's a pill for everything Take this one, wash it down and you'll be fine The feeling goes and you draw a chalk outline And so it goes, let it be In the gallows, I balanced on my toes So I can breathe But little by little, bit by bit I push it back down with a new habit If not for long, just for a while I'll bury myself with a great big smile Oh my my, oh my my We trace ourselves in these chalk outlines Oh my my, oh my my Erase ourselves It's such a perfect day Take it just in case, take it just in case I'm scared of being okay 'Cause all things change, all things change It's such a perfect day It's a beautiful shame, it's a beautiful shame I'm scared of being okay 'Cause all things change But little by little, bit by bit I push it back down with a new habit If not for long, just for a while I'll bury myself with a great big smile Oh my my, oh my my We trace ourselves in these chalk outlines Oh my my, oh my my Erase ourselves in these chalk outlines   Mark Goguen: Ren -- How to be me I don't feel safe in this bed There are voices in my head I've been talking to the dead And the fear baptised me My kingdom turned to dust And I watched all my riches rust Have I lost the Midas' touch? Or do sad eyes blind me? Over and over we go Over the hills and the valleys bellow Oh, and it follows me, follows me home And it suffocates me, hmmm Oh, I can't breath I said oh, I can't breath All I know is I forgot how to be me I don't feel safe in the halls There are bruises on the walls There are bodies in the floors And they breathe so loudly I wish I could move Get up and walk right out this tomb Do our saviours die too soon? For my sins surround me Over and over we go (Over and over we go) Over the hills and the valleys below (Over the hills and the valleys below) Oh, and it follows me, follows me home (Follows me, follows me) And it suffocates me, hmmm Oh, I can't breath I said oh, I can't breath All I know is I forgot how to be me Hallelujah Where is my God, where are you? Hallelujah Nothing is pulling me through Hallelujah When I don't know how to be Hallelujah I forgot how to be me When he gave up the fight A quick decision late in the night That stayed with me for all of my life I miss you so  Mark Goguen: Ren -- Chalk Outlines I'm still here in this bed that I crawled in I hope that I'm someone else in the morning So take this one, wash it down and you'll be fine Then walk around in a floating chalk outline But so it goes, let it be In the gallows, I balanced on my toes So I can breathe But little by little, bit by bit I push it back down with a new habit If not for long, just for a while I'll bury myself with a great big smile Oh my my, oh my my We trace ourselves in these chalk outlines Oh my my, oh my my Erase ourselves in these chalk outlines Sertraline and a sip of serotonin Don't cry 'cause there's a pill for everything Take this one, wash it down and you'll be fine The feeling goes and you draw a chalk outline And so it goes, let it be In the gallows, I balanced on my toes So I can breathe But little by little, bit by bit I push it back down with a new habit If not for long, just for a while I'll bury myself with a great big smile Oh my my, oh my my We trace ourselves in these chalk outlines Oh my my, oh my my Erase ourselves It's such a perfect day Take it just in case, take it just in case I'm scared of being okay 'Cause all things change, all things change It's such a perfect day It's a beautiful shame, it's a beautiful shame I'm scared of being okay 'Cause all things change But little by little, bit by bit I push it back down with a new habit If not for long, just for a while I'll bury myself with a great big smile Oh my my, oh my my We trace ourselves in these chalk outlines Oh my my, oh my my Erase ourselves in these chalk outlines Mark Goguen: Ren -- Dominoes Oh, you build us like dominoes, dominoes, dominoes falling Oh, you build us like dominoes, dominoes, dominoes falling You build us up just to knock us back down Funny, how you act surprised when we hit the ground We're like domino, dominoes, dominoes falling So bleed me of all my self-belief My smile shows all my insecuri-teeth In a kingdom of photoshopped kings and queens We'll never feel happy with ourselves But insecurity sells Dominoes, dominoes, dominoes falling Oh, you build us like dominoes, dominoes, dominoes falling You build us up just to knock us back down Funny, how you act surprised when we hit the ground We're like dominoes, dominoes, dominoes falling I hide my head under the sheets 'Cause how can I face a world that ridicules the weak? Where beauty is sold on the shelves Forbid that we find it in ourselves And, and now I'm broke, it don't come cheap Oh, you build us like dominoes, dominoes, dominoes falling Oh, you build us like dominoes, dominoes, dominoes falling You build us up just to knock us back down Funny, how you act surprised when we hit the ground We're like dominoes, dominoes, dominoes falling Ariah was the most beautiful girl in this world She shined like diamonds and rubies and pearls But then as soon as she turned 13 She forgot just how bright that it was that she gleamed Stuck in a material world of magazines That glamourize the fake and photoshopped beauty queens Top 10 beauty tips making her feel inadequate For the first time in her life she felt ugly So Ariah stopped eating to lose weight She spent her dinner money on some make up for her face But no matter how much she'd lost Or how much she bought She was never good enough Or so she thought Ariah felt she could never be loved She started cutting her wrists and hiding her scars with gloves At 16, an anorexic beauty queen, she collapses in a puddle of her tears and blood 'Cause she never felt enough She never felt enough You sell us all this lie that we must buy to keep in touch But we can never buy enough, never buy enough All the riches in the world can't buy a sense of self love Funny how you act surprised when depression levels rise When you force feed inadequacy straight into our eyes Television shows that praise the beautiful people And talent competitions that just laugh at the feeble Billboards, magazines, people turned to plasticine Moulded like a factory, we're growing up to fear feeling ugly It's lunacy A knife in the community, 'cause insecurity breeds judgment Judgment breeds hate, no unity And hierarchy based upon aesthetics is what makes a kid in school get bullied for genetics And I felt so ugly growing up The way that I looked sometimes got me beaten up I mean what the fuck? Sort of culture do we live in When we're defined by the shape of our face When we're ashamed by the size of our waist When we're imprisoned by the form that we take And so we keep buyin' and spendin' That's just how this story goes You build us up just to knock us back down And we just keep falling... Like dominoes  Mark Goguen: Radiohead - Idioteque Who's in the bunker? Who's in the bunker? Women and children first, and the children first, and the children I'll laugh until my head comes off I'll swallow until I burst, until I burst, until I Who's in the bunker? Who's in the bunker? I have seen too much, you haven't seen enough, you haven't seen it I'll laugh until my head comes off Women and children first, and children first, and children Here I'm allowed Everything all of the time Here I'm allowed Everything all of the time Ice Age coming, Ice Age coming Let me hear both sides, let me hear both sides, let me hear both Ice Age coming, Ice Age coming Throw him in the fire, throw him in the fire, throw him on the We're not scaremongering This is really happening, happening We're not scaremongering This is really happening, happening Mobiles skwerking, mobiles chirping Take the money and run, take the money and run, take the money Here I'm allowed Everything all of the time Here I'm allowed Everything all of the time Here I'm allowed Everything all of the time Here I'm allowed Everything all of the time (-n first) (And the childre-) (-n first) (And the childre-) (-n first) (And the childre-) (-n first) (And the ch-) (first) (-n first) (And the childre-) (-n first) (And the childre-) (-n first) (And the childre-) (-n first) (And the ch-) (first) (-n first) (And the childre-) (-n first) (And the childre-) (-n first) (And the childre-) (-n first) (And the ch-) (first) (-n first) (And the childre-) (-n first) (And the childre-)  Mark Goguen: Red Hot Chili Peppers -- "Freaky Styley" Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face Say it out loud I'm freaky styley and I'm proud Say it out loud I'm freaky styley and I'm proud Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face I'm freaky styley and I'm proud  Mark Goguen to Brother Crow: Hi Brother Crow i thought of you listening to this old rhcp song hope you love it my Bro Mark Goguen to Brother Crow: Red Hot Chili Peppers - American Ghost Dance Oh give me a home where the buffalo roam And the death of a race is a game Where seldom is heard a peaceable word From the white trash who killed as they came Though these words dig deep, they offer no relief God save the queen, I am an Indian chief There is a secret I keep, it's called the talking leaf And you better believe that he speaks his beliefs Like a rock that bleeds a sea of grief My talking leaf speaks of a wounded knee creek American ghost dance American ghost dance American ghost dance American ghost dance A new man who is with old ways He walks the streets of life, but he's in chains I'm alive he cried, I can feel the flame Burning red inside, I am an Indian brave There is a memory, uh huh, that lives in my blood Of the brand you laid on all you touched But the burning flame, it turns to burning pain Genuine genocide and that's truly insane So like a wild hurricane, I will dance on the grave Of my race that died when it should have been saved American ghost dance American ghost dance American ghost dance American ghost dance Oh give me a home where the buffalo roam And the death of a race is a game Where seldom is heard a peaceable word From the white trash who killed as they came Though these words dig deep, they offer no relief God save the queen, I am an Indian chief There is a secret I keep, it's called the talking leaf And you better believe that he speaks his beliefs Like a rock that bleeds a sea of grief My talking leaf speaks of a wounded knee creek American ghost dance American ghost dance American ghost dance American ghost dance American ghost dance American ghost dance American ghost dance American ghost dance American ghost dance  Mark Goguen to allybug: [Verse] I was a man alone Leaning on the white courtesy phone Holy fools and hobo signs I rebuke in moony lines I drove into the sun Yeah I was the dirt and when the wheels spun Wanting to escape myself Leave the gun upon the shelf [Bridge] Stroll through, 'scuse me but I thought I knew you Smiling like a check is due Feeling pleasure that you're bound to lose [Chorus] Wait! Oh, you'll find a better way Oh, you'll find a better way Oh, you'll find a better way Wait! Oh, you'll find a better way (Oh yes I'm free to face all the darkness on my own Free to face the darkness on my own) Oh, you'll find a better way (Oh yes I'm free to face all the darkness on my own) Oh, you'll find a better way (Free to face the darkness on my own [Verse - live versions only] You were a holy mess You were dressed in infinite forgiveness But you were the heaviest Cat in the crowd nonetheless [Verse] You were a wretched wave All the sullen trolls that you swam out to save All the moves and all your mind Dust swirls in the sunlight You might also like I Can’t Believe I Found You in That Town Mike Doughty I Hear the Bells Mike Doughty Flowers Miley Cyrus [Bridge] All things empty and amazing Jot 'em down upon the wall Dressed like a professional [Chorus] Wait! Oh, you'll find a better way Oh, you'll find a better way Oh, you'll find a better way Wait! Oh, you'll find a better way (Oh yes I'm free to face all the darkness on my own Free to face the darkness on my own) Oh, you'll find a better way (Oh yes I'm free to face all the darkness on my own) Oh, you'll find a better way (Free to face the darkness on my own Then I'm free to face all the darkness on my own Free to face the darkness on my own Oh yes I'm free to face all the darkness on my own Free to face the darkness on my own Oh yes I'm free to face all the darkness on my own Yes I'm free to face the darkness on my own  Mark Goguen: My very close friend reroll lost his mother to cancer today so anyone who reads this please just send him a positive message. He's an awesome guy and a very quality person. Mark Goguen: Alt - J - Deadcrush Extraordinarily pretty teeth Beauty lingers out of reach You're my DC oh Lee, oh Man Ray went cray cray over you Capturing but never captured You're my DC oh Lee, oh Swim low In a backyard in the night Sample Put it there, get the money In the back of a Volvo car Sample Hold up Pay up, sign up LA Anna Bolina Maid of honour Not your sister, fearful temper You're my DC oh Anna, oh Unknown artist Took your likeness Henry Tudor left you lifeless You're my DC oh Anna, oh Keepa, keepa, keepa, keep me damn down Let it low Let me know where you go Papa, papa, papa Get me down Deep deep down Pablo let me know If you don't have the ace of hearts My dear, you're a lost man Falcon for you Anna from the left arm of the falconer Anna, Anna, Anna, Anna L'Arlésienne Swim low In the backyard in the night Sample Put it there, get the money In the back of a Volvo car Sample Hold over Pay up, sign up LA  Mark Goguen to Reroll: Alt - J Breezeblocks She may contain the urge to run away But hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks Cetirizine, your fever’s gripped me again Never kisses, all you ever send are fullstops (La la la la) Do you know where the wild things go? They go along to take your honey (La la la la) Break down, now weep, build up breakfast Now let’s eat, my love, my love, love, love (La la la la) [Chorus] Muscle to muscle and toe to toe The fear has gripped me, but here I go My heart sinks as I jump up Your hand grips hand as my eyes shut And I, ah-ah-ah-ah [Verse 2] Do you know where the wild things go? They go along to take your honey (La la la la) Break down, now sleep, build up breakfast Now let’s eat, my love, my love, love, love (La la la la) She bruises, coughs, she splutters pistol shots Hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks She’s morphine, queen of my vaccine My love, my love, love, love (La la la la) [Chorus] Muscle to muscle and toe to toe The fear has gripped me, but here I go My heart sinks as I jump up Your hand grips hand as my eyes shut And I, ah-ah-ah-aha Aah-ah-ah-ah, Aah-ah-ah-ah-aha-I (Shhhh) [Verse 3] She may contain the urge to run away But hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks Germolene, disinfect the scene, my love, my love, love, love But please don't go, I love you so, my lovely [Refrain] Please don't go, please don't go I love you so, I love you so Please don't go, please don't go I love you so, I love you so Please break my heart (Hey!) Please don't go, please don't go I love you so, I love you so Please don't go, please don't go I love you so, I love you so Please break my heart [Outro] Please don’t go, I’ll eat you whole I love you so, I love you so, I love you so Please don’t go, I’ll eat you whole I love you so, I love you so Please don’t go, I’ll eat you whole I love you so, I love you so, I love you so Please don’t go, I’ll eat you whole I love you so, I love you so Please don’t go, I’ll eat you whole I love you so, I love you so, I love you so Please don’t go, I’ll eat you whole I love you so, I love you so Please don’t go, I’ll eat you whole I love you so, I love you so, I love you so Please don’t go, I’ll eat you whole I love you so, I love you so  |
