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I've been on wire for just over a year now and now think this needs to be said.... I'm
a real person with actual feelings and a probably more vulnerable than what is good for me. So, crossing beyond this point you are entering a DNA created area. If you are the type to be reckless with your words and hurt people and not care, PLEASE take the closest exit. Thank you for your cooperation. Much love and wish you unrivaled happiness.
Down to earth guy who will talk about ANY subject that you want to talk about I'm honest to a fault. Even if it makes me look/sound foolish I'm still going to tell the truth about myself. I'm open minded and will consider differing points of view. I'm not judgmental and don't try and run my agenda down anyone's throat. I have no rules, hoops for you to jump though to make you fit into a stereotype of what I think a cool person is., Just be yourself and then be a little bit more daring.
. I'm a recovering drug addict with 6 years clean so far and am really proud of myself by breaking free of the grips this raging epidemic that is taking over so many people's lives. Most addicts end up in either Jail, Institutions or death. So far, I have become the exception to the rule and found sobriety. So many are not so lucky as I am. I didn't do anything special except one day woke and said I'm not going to use today and here it is six years later and all I have to do is the same simple thing. Not use one day at a time and they add up fast. I'm more than willing to share my story should you be struggling with addiction. I can only keep what I have by giving it away as it's said in NA.

So, if you think you have some interesting views on life and think we can bond by that, by all means share them with me. I like thinking outside the box... In fact, I don't think there's a box at all so "just think". All points of view are welcome but if I think you are just blowing smoke up my ass, I'm going to call you out on it. I'm not political or religious so those topics should be avoided

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Becca_booo: Thank you Mark. Boy i really need to clean up my mind 😂🤣😅
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Mark Goguen: Awwww thanks Becca hun, and if I am classy it's only because I am in your company. You bring the class and I'll bring the sass. hehehe.... but really so nice of you
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Mark Goguen: I'm going to set myself up with this Southern girl named ooob_acceB she's the beez knees I tell you...
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Mark Goguen: You either know me well or are peeking in my window, Either way i'm good with it hehehe
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Mark Goguen: Thanks now i can take time to smell them like they say.... ......back at you .....
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Mark Goguen: Always and forever yours ..... and you know this...
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Mark Goguen to Reroll:

Ren -- Chalk Outlines

I'm still here in this bed that I crawled in
I hope that I'm someone else in the morning
So take this one, wash it down and you'll be fine
Then walk around in a floating chalk outline

But so it goes, let it be
In the gallows, I balanced on my toes
So I can breathe

But little by little, bit by bit
I push it back down with a new habit
If not for long, just for a while
I'll bury myself with a great big smile
Oh my my, oh my my
We trace ourselves in these chalk outlines
Oh my my, oh my my
Erase ourselves in these chalk outlines

Sertraline and a sip of serotonin
Don't cry 'cause there's a pill for everything
Take this one, wash it down and you'll be fine
The feeling goes and you draw a chalk outline

And so it goes, let it be
In the gallows, I balanced on my toes
So I can breathe

But little by little, bit by bit
I push it back down with a new habit
If not for long, just for a while
I'll bury myself with a great big smile
Oh my my, oh my my
We trace ourselves in these chalk outlines
Oh my my, oh my my
Erase ourselves

It's such a perfect day
Take it just in case, take it just in case
I'm scared of being okay
'Cause all things change, all things change
It's such a perfect day
It's a beautiful shame, it's a beautiful shame
I'm scared of being okay
'Cause all things change

But little by little, bit by bit
I push it back down with a new habit
If not for long, just for a while
I'll bury myself with a great big smile
Oh my my, oh my my
We trace ourselves in these chalk outlines
Oh my my, oh my my
Erase ourselves in these chalk outlines


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Chalk Outline is my favourite song by 3DG. Adam was epic.
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Mark Goguen:

Ren -- How to be me

I don't feel safe in this bed
There are voices in my head
I've been talking to the dead
And the fear baptised me
My kingdom turned to dust
And I watched all my riches rust
Have I lost the Midas' touch?
Or do sad eyes blind me?

Over and over we go
Over the hills and the valleys bellow
Oh, and it follows me, follows me home
And it suffocates me, hmmm

Oh, I can't breath
I said oh, I can't breath
All I know is I forgot how to be me

I don't feel safe in the halls
There are bruises on the walls
There are bodies in the floors
And they breathe so loudly
I wish I could move
Get up and walk right out this tomb
Do our saviours die too soon?
For my sins surround me

Over and over we go
(Over and over we go)
Over the hills and the valleys below
(Over the hills and the valleys below)
Oh, and it follows me, follows me home
(Follows me, follows me)
And it suffocates me, hmmm

Oh, I can't breath
I said oh, I can't breath
All I know is I forgot how to be me
Hallelujah
Where is my God, where are you?
Hallelujah
Nothing is pulling me through
Hallelujah
When I don't know how to be
Hallelujah
I forgot how to be me

When he gave up the fight
A quick decision late in the night
That stayed with me for all of my life
I miss you so


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Mark Goguen:

Ren -- Chalk Outlines

I'm still here in this bed that I crawled in
I hope that I'm someone else in the morning
So take this one, wash it down and you'll be fine
Then walk around in a floating chalk outline

But so it goes, let it be
In the gallows, I balanced on my toes
So I can breathe

But little by little, bit by bit
I push it back down with a new habit
If not for long, just for a while
I'll bury myself with a great big smile
Oh my my, oh my my
We trace ourselves in these chalk outlines
Oh my my, oh my my
Erase ourselves in these chalk outlines

Sertraline and a sip of serotonin
Don't cry 'cause there's a pill for everything
Take this one, wash it down and you'll be fine
The feeling goes and you draw a chalk outline

And so it goes, let it be
In the gallows, I balanced on my toes
So I can breathe

But little by little, bit by bit
I push it back down with a new habit
If not for long, just for a while
I'll bury myself with a great big smile
Oh my my, oh my my
We trace ourselves in these chalk outlines
Oh my my, oh my my
Erase ourselves

It's such a perfect day
Take it just in case, take it just in case
I'm scared of being okay
'Cause all things change, all things change
It's such a perfect day
It's a beautiful shame, it's a beautiful shame
I'm scared of being okay
'Cause all things change

But little by little, bit by bit
I push it back down with a new habit
If not for long, just for a while
I'll bury myself with a great big smile
Oh my my, oh my my
We trace ourselves in these chalk outlines
Oh my my, oh my my
Erase ourselves in these chalk outlines


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Mark Goguen:

Ren -- Dominoes

Oh, you build us like dominoes, dominoes, dominoes falling
Oh, you build us like dominoes, dominoes, dominoes falling
You build us up just to knock us back down
Funny, how you act surprised when we hit the ground
We're like domino, dominoes, dominoes falling

So bleed me of all my self-belief
My smile shows all my insecuri-teeth
In a kingdom of photoshopped kings and queens
We'll never feel happy with ourselves
But insecurity sells

Dominoes, dominoes, dominoes falling
Oh, you build us like dominoes, dominoes, dominoes falling
You build us up just to knock us back down
Funny, how you act surprised when we hit the ground
We're like dominoes, dominoes, dominoes falling

I hide my head under the sheets
'Cause how can I face a world that ridicules the weak?
Where beauty is sold on the shelves
Forbid that we find it in ourselves
And, and now I'm broke, it don't come cheap

Oh, you build us like dominoes, dominoes, dominoes falling
Oh, you build us like dominoes, dominoes, dominoes falling
You build us up just to knock us back down
Funny, how you act surprised when we hit the ground
We're like dominoes, dominoes, dominoes falling

Ariah was the most beautiful girl in this world
She shined like diamonds and rubies and pearls
But then as soon as she turned 13
She forgot just how bright that it was that she gleamed
Stuck in a material world of magazines
That glamourize the fake and photoshopped beauty queens
Top 10 beauty tips making her feel inadequate
For the first time in her life she felt ugly

So Ariah stopped eating to lose weight
She spent her dinner money on some make up for her face
But no matter how much she'd lost
Or how much she bought
She was never good enough
Or so she thought

Ariah felt she could never be loved
She started cutting her wrists and hiding her scars with gloves
At 16, an anorexic beauty queen, she collapses in a puddle of her tears and blood
'Cause she never felt enough
She never felt enough

You sell us all this lie that we must buy to keep in touch
But we can never buy enough, never buy enough
All the riches in the world can't buy a sense of self love
Funny how you act surprised when depression levels rise
When you force feed inadequacy straight into our eyes
Television shows that praise the beautiful people
And talent competitions that just laugh at the feeble

Billboards, magazines, people turned to plasticine
Moulded like a factory, we're growing up to fear feeling ugly
It's lunacy
A knife in the community, 'cause insecurity breeds judgment
Judgment breeds hate, no unity
And hierarchy based upon aesthetics is what makes a kid in school get bullied for genetics
And I felt so ugly growing up
The way that I looked sometimes got me beaten up
I mean what the fuck?

Sort of culture do we live in
When we're defined by the shape of our face
When we're ashamed by the size of our waist
When we're imprisoned by the form that we take
And so we keep buyin' and spendin'
That's just how this story goes
You build us up just to knock us back down
And we just keep falling...
Like dominoes

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Mark Goguen:


Radiohead - Idioteque

Who's in the bunker? Who's in the bunker?
Women and children first, and the children first, and the children
I'll laugh until my head comes off
I'll swallow until I burst, until I burst, until I
Who's in the bunker? Who's in the bunker?
I have seen too much, you haven't seen enough, you haven't seen it
I'll laugh until my head comes off
Women and children first, and children first, and children

Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time
Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time

Ice Age coming, Ice Age coming
Let me hear both sides, let me hear both sides, let me hear both
Ice Age coming, Ice Age coming
Throw him in the fire, throw him in the fire, throw him on the
We're not scaremongering
This is really happening, happening
We're not scaremongering
This is really happening, happening
Mobiles skwerking, mobiles chirping
Take the money and run, take the money and run, take the money

Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time
Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time
Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time
Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time

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Mark Goguen:


Red Hot Chili Peppers -- "Freaky Styley"

Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face
Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face
Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face
Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face

Say it out loud
I'm freaky styley and I'm proud
Say it out loud
I'm freaky styley and I'm proud

Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face
Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face
Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face
Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face

Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face
Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face
Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face
Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face

Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face
Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face
Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face
Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face

Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face
Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face
Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face
Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face

Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face
Fuck 'em just to see that look on their face
I'm freaky styley and I'm proud

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Mark Goguen to Brother Crow: Hi Brother Crow i thought of you listening to this old rhcp song hope you love it my Bro
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Red Hot Chili Peppers - American Ghost Dance

Oh give me a home where the buffalo roam
And the death of a race is a game
Where seldom is heard a peaceable word
From the white trash who killed as they came
Though these words dig deep, they offer no relief
God save the queen, I am an Indian chief
There is a secret I keep, it's called the talking leaf
And you better believe that he speaks his beliefs
Like a rock that bleeds a sea of grief
My talking leaf speaks of a wounded knee creek

American ghost dance
American ghost dance
American ghost dance
American ghost dance

A new man who is with old ways
He walks the streets of life, but he's in chains
I'm alive he cried, I can feel the flame
Burning red inside, I am an Indian brave
There is a memory, uh huh, that lives in my blood
Of the brand you laid on all you touched
But the burning flame, it turns to burning pain
Genuine genocide and that's truly insane
So like a wild hurricane, I will dance on the grave
Of my race that died when it should have been saved

American ghost dance
American ghost dance
American ghost dance
American ghost dance

Oh give me a home where the buffalo roam
And the death of a race is a game
Where seldom is heard a peaceable word
From the white trash who killed as they came
Though these words dig deep, they offer no relief
God save the queen, I am an Indian chief
There is a secret I keep, it's called the talking leaf
And you better believe that he speaks his beliefs
Like a rock that bleeds a sea of grief
My talking leaf speaks of a wounded knee creek

American ghost dance
American ghost dance
American ghost dance
American ghost dance
American ghost dance
American ghost dance
American ghost dance
American ghost dance
American ghost dance

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Mark Goguen to allybug: [Verse]
I was a man alone
Leaning on the white courtesy phone
Holy fools and hobo signs
I rebuke in moony lines

I drove into the sun
Yeah I was the dirt and when the wheels spun
Wanting to escape myself
Leave the gun upon the shelf
[Bridge]
Stroll through, 'scuse me but I thought I knew you
Smiling like a check is due
Feeling pleasure that you're bound to lose

[Chorus]
Wait! Oh, you'll find a better way
Oh, you'll find a better way
Oh, you'll find a better way
Wait! Oh, you'll find a better way
(Oh yes I'm free to face all the darkness on my own
Free to face the darkness on my own)
Oh, you'll find a better way
(Oh yes I'm free to face all the darkness on my own)
Oh, you'll find a better way
(Free to face the darkness on my own

[Verse - live versions only]
You were a holy mess
You were dressed in infinite forgiveness
But you were the heaviest
Cat in the crowd nonetheless

[Verse]
You were a wretched wave
All the sullen trolls that you swam out to save
All the moves and all your mind
Dust swirls in the sunlight
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Mike Doughty
Flowers
Miley Cyrus
[Bridge]
All things empty and amazing
Jot 'em down upon the wall
Dressed like a professional

[Chorus]
Wait! Oh, you'll find a better way
Oh, you'll find a better way
Oh, you'll find a better way
Wait! Oh, you'll find a better way
(Oh yes I'm free to face all the darkness on my own
Free to face the darkness on my own)
Oh, you'll find a better way
(Oh yes I'm free to face all the darkness on my own)
Oh, you'll find a better way
(Free to face the darkness on my own

Then I'm free to face all the darkness on my own
Free to face the darkness on my own
Oh yes I'm free to face all the darkness on my own
Free to face the darkness on my own
Oh yes I'm free to face all the darkness on my own
Yes I'm free to face the darkness on my own





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Mark Goguen: My very close friend reroll lost his mother to cancer today so anyone who reads this please just send him a positive message. He's an awesome guy and a very quality person.
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Alt - J - Deadcrush

Extraordinarily pretty teeth
Beauty lingers out of reach
You're my DC oh Lee, oh
Man Ray went cray cray over you
Capturing but never captured
You're my DC oh Lee, oh

Swim low
In a backyard in the night
Sample
Put it there, get the money
In the back of a Volvo car
Sample
Hold up
Pay up, sign up LA

Anna Bolina
Maid of honour
Not your sister, fearful temper
You're my DC oh Anna, oh
Unknown artist
Took your likeness
Henry Tudor left you lifeless
You're my DC oh Anna, oh

Keepa, keepa, keepa, keep me damn down
Let it low
Let me know where you go
Papa, papa, papa
Get me down
Deep deep down
Pablo let me know

If you don't have the ace of hearts
My dear, you're a lost man
Falcon for you Anna from the left arm of the falconer
Anna, Anna, Anna, Anna L'Arlésienne

Swim low
In the backyard in the night
Sample
Put it there, get the money
In the back of a Volvo car
Sample
Hold over
Pay up, sign up LA

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Mark Goguen to Reroll:

Alt - J Breezeblocks


She may contain the urge to run away
But hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks
Cetirizine, your fever’s gripped me again
Never kisses, all you ever send are fullstops (La la la la)
Do you know where the wild things go?
They go along to take your honey (La la la la)
Break down, now weep, build up breakfast
Now let’s eat, my love, my love, love, love (La la la la)

[Chorus]
Muscle to muscle and toe to toe
The fear has gripped me, but here I go
My heart sinks as I jump up
Your hand grips hand as my eyes shut
And I, ah-ah-ah-ah
[Verse 2]
Do you know where the wild things go?
They go along to take your honey (La la la la)
Break down, now sleep, build up breakfast
Now let’s eat, my love, my love, love, love (La la la la)
She bruises, coughs, she splutters pistol shots
Hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks
She’s morphine, queen of my vaccine
My love, my love, love, love (La la la la)

[Chorus]
Muscle to muscle and toe to toe
The fear has gripped me, but here I go
My heart sinks as I jump up
Your hand grips hand as my eyes shut
And I, ah-ah-ah-aha
Aah-ah-ah-ah, Aah-ah-ah-ah-aha-I (Shhhh)

[Verse 3]
She may contain the urge to run away
But hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks
Germolene, disinfect the scene, my love, my love, love, love
But please don't go, I love you so, my lovely

[Refrain]
Please don't go, please don't go
I love you so, I love you so
Please don't go, please don't go
I love you so, I love you so
Please break my heart (Hey!)
Please don't go, please don't go
I love you so, I love you so
Please don't go, please don't go
I love you so, I love you so
Please break my heart

[Outro]
Please don’t go, I’ll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so, I love you so
Please don’t go, I’ll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so
Please don’t go, I’ll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so, I love you so
Please don’t go, I’ll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so
Please don’t go, I’ll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so, I love you so
Please don’t go, I’ll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so
Please don’t go, I’ll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so, I love you so
Please don’t go, I’ll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so

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