Onetitled

I don't care if you think i'm dope or not
I'm only obsessed with my own hopeless thoughts
So let's not obsess over those
I'm 3 years clean, still tryin not to overdose
So, let's go - homie don't become less known
Just spit a few words and let the rest flow
Wrestle with the demons in my head
cause i'm here for life and the theme is always death
The meaning's all that's left, I don't even know what that means

Drunk n' Rambling (Drunken Rambling)

Wish I could say exactly what was wrong with me
If I was a psychologist i'd say it was honesty
This song is deep, but what does it really mean?
It means you don''t have to be a killer to be killing me
I'm still the fiend, so ce la vie, there's no such thing as feeling free

Somethin I Aint

I aint even 'bout to try to be somethin I ain't
I admit i'm a bit of a massochist--I'm in love with my pain
Regardless, I am done with cocaine, that life was fuckin insane
Let me jus' say there is nothing okay with usin' drugs to escape
However, I am just as insane as i was when I was usin'
n' everything I say now is obviously just as confusin'
The one's losin' they minds' the same one's who used to get high
Y'all don't even know what I used to use when I used to get high
I'm used to my mind playin tricks on me (my mind's playin tricks on me)
but it ain't a mystery to me--we been lied to all throughout history
The missin' link aint even missin'--think outside your prison
If you can't think outside a box--It prolly aint a wise decision
I have eyes that listen and ears that see--and the truth is
I didn't even need to tell you--I know you already knew this
The noose's already 'round ya neck--now get ready, now you're set
"It's time to die," Yes, that is definitely the sound of Death
A thousand dead every now n' then? -- How intense?
You can't even help yourself--trust me, you aint about to help a friend
I been tellin 'em i'm selfish since I became helplessly intelligent
I mean, I'm fallin down drunk, no sense in tellin them I'm elegant
I'll relish in my irrelevance and celebrate just for the Hell of it
See I don't need to see a doctor, for anyone can tell i'm sick