Michel Shadow: Every time I come on here, I hope and pray I'll see someone from the past. Someone I met, and grew to love then lost. Its not a specific someone, but a group of someone's. But they're never here. I wonder if I'll ever be able to not think of them.
Michel Shadow: Well...my first time long onto here is ages!...still depressing as it was...everyone I knew and was such good friends with is gone I miss them so much its hard to make any new friends
Michel Shadow: I don't really think anyone here cares but if you do, you probably have noticed I'v pretty much quit Wire...I couldn't stand it anymore...knowing people so far away and caring about them but never getting to see them...but I am loyal to all my friends, even if we don't talk much, so please feel free to PM me and I'll give you my contact info....Yahoo, Gmail, Hangouts, Facebook, Kik, Skype, Twitter, Snapchat, u name it, iv got it....so please message me
Mebythesea: I feel the same, i wish there was a yearly get together for wireclub...somewhere cheap and midway between everyone..ha...so we all had to travel the same distance. A weekend to get to see people we've been chatting with. It would give us more of a sense of family that we've created with our friends...Hey i know...party buses that stop and pick up everyone. With enough advance notice to put it on our schedules. I'm feeling for ya.
Michel Shadow: Wire has become so boring lately...It used to have a bunch of great room but now not so much, I don't know if it's because alot of people left of what but its just not so good anymore, so if anyone wants to talk PM me and I'll give u my email or yall can text me, or facebook, or twitter...cause I wont be on wire as much
Michel Shadow: If anyone wants to read some poems I've written, you can find them here: http://allpoetry.com/Mike_Shadow
Comments are loved but since you cannot comment on AllPoetry if you don't have an account, y'all can comment here...Happy reading! (my poems aren't happy but y'all get the idea)
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Michel Shadow: Just going back over my profile and saw that certain posts and comment made to me were deleted by the WireClub Robot Butler. I'm so sad I'm crying...they were made by a very dear friend who I loved very much...she is no longer here and we have lost touch and I am crashed that the last things I had from her, her words to me, where deleted without my knowledge!...Her account was deleted and pretty much all trace of her wiped from Wire for no reason and though the mods may say there was reason, I know there was not. I used to like Wire alot but now i hate it...it has taken from me what I loved. I only stay on to support my friends, who I could never leave, no matter how mad I was. To Wireclub: I curse you
Michel Shadow: Has anyone here heard of Cryptocat? its a chat fadd-on/extension for Chrome and Firefox, if anyone has it lets talk there cause i wanna try it out
Michel Shadow: I miss the old days. Honestly, I miss how things used to be. Even on the Internet, when I first started online and talking to people, there seemed to be so many people and all so friendly. People I could laugh and joke with and not be judged. But now it seems everyone has left, all my friends never come on anymore. In life too, everyone I knew and called friends has drifted away. I guess this is sorta how the depression starts, with loneliness. You feel like theres no one there to talk to, and that your completely alone. And alot of the time you are. You slowly begin to feel lost, like you have no purpose. You lose the will to move on, to do anything. Your always tired, and achy and in a fog. You end up curled up on a bed or typing a post, crying, alone, broken, hopeless, tired, defeated. You silently cry out for help, for someone to come rescue you and bring you back. But theres no one to hear, no one to help and you know that if you do pull yourself back it will just happen again.
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