Blog PostsFriends | BlogFree will vs DeterminismI don't know, is sometimes the most important conclusion one can make.The wellspring of the value of a kiss[how someone's suppression of my free will shapes what I value as well as don't when it comes to societal expectations of intimacy].Persistent Learning[The haunting lack of evanescence of the closest friend I ever had RIP]Facilitating Communication for those without voices[expressing my frustration of the mental health system]Embrace my diversity.Used.A filthy word for humans, leftovers. As if the nutrients seeped out after one use. I am not used. Not at capacity. I have depth, constantly evolving, embrace my evanescence if you mistake me with used ever again. January.Trying to shift into drive,I push the gas. The world moves in RPMs, I feel like the transmission is out. Using my headlights I see others moving around me, Stuck in the way, I try turning off for a bit, hoping next time I turn the key I'll start up and be able to go places. Maybe some money, repairs, and time, and everything will be fine again. Ode to the vending machineI feel my nerves building as I walk down the hall,I see her leaning up against the wall, I can't help but to look as she whispers softly, "I'm only a dollar," pushing my hand past the lint ball, and pencil, I find some change, only two dimes, She teases me as she whispers to others walking by, I set my gaze forward and walk away, maybe I will get Lays tomorrow. |