:(

So gone working for like two months . Come home to the dog lol ... and 3 days later it has a stroke and cant move its back end .... so we put it down ... it was sad .

I am a skype user now

Morgan.Egolf

19 fun questions :P stollen from jetters

1. Whats your Name?
2. Are we close?
3. What do you think of me?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would u kiss me?
6. would u have se.x with me?
7. Describe me in 3 words?
8. If u Had Me for 30 minutes what would you do?
9. What was your first impression of me?
10. Do u still think the same?
11. What reminds u of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do u know me?
14. What do u like best about me?
15. Ever wanted 2 tell me something u couldn't?
16. Could you ever love me?
17. Give me a nickname and explain why?
18. R u gonna put this on your blog and see what i say bout u?
19. Anything 2 say b4 u go?

Feeling alone

Go to bed alone
Wake up alone

Grab a glass of water

check out m** .... no one on

check out face book .... no real friends worth talking too

check out wire club ... meh

wonders what to do to day ..................sleep , feeling really lonely and anti social . Hates when i get in these moods .

2009 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?

Work ,school , fun .
Will you date someone in 2010?

dont know

Were involved in something you'll never forget?

yes

Tripped over a coffee table?

no

Dyed your hair?

yes

Came close to losing your life?

yes

Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?

no


2009: FRIENDS & ENEMIES

Did you meet any new friends this year?

yes

Did you hate anyone?

yes

Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?

no


2009: YOUR BIRTHDAY!

Did you have a cake?

yes i bought one ...

Did you have a party?
sorta

Did you get any presents?

no


2009: ALL ABOUT YOU

Did you change at all this year?

yes

Did you change your style?

no

Were you in school?

yes

Did you own a car?

truck yes

Did anyone close to you give birth?

no

Did you go on any vacations?

not really

Would you change anything about yourself now?
yes


2009: WRAP UP

Was 2009 a good year?

not really


IN THE YEAR 2009 I CONFESS THAT I....

Kissed in the snow?

no

Had your heart broken?
yes


Done something you've regretted?

yes

Painted a picture?

no

Wrote a poem?

copyied a poem

Visited a foreign country?

no

Cut in a line of waiting people?

yes

Told someone you were busy when you weren't?

yes

Lied about how old you were?

no



IN 2009 I..

Broke a promise?

yes i think not sure

Lied?

no

Disappointed someone close ?

yes

Hid a secret?

yes

Pretended to be happy?

yes

Kept your new years resolution?

no

Forgot your new years resolution?

yes

Met someone who changed your life?

no

Changed your outlook on life?
no

Sat home all day doing nothing?

yes

Learned something new about yourself?

yes

Made a change in your life?

yes

Found out who your true friends were?

yes

Met great people?

yes

Kissed someone that means a lot to you?

no

Stayed out till sunrise?

yes

Cried over the silliest thing?

no

Had friends who were drifting away from you?

yes

Had a high cell phone bill?

yes lol ... dam

Spent most of your money on food?

no school

Had a fist fight?

yes

Gotten sick?

yes

Liked more than 5 people at the same time?

no lol hmmmm thinks how i would do that .

Became closer with a lot of people?

yes

Song that reminds you of summer 2009?
tears dont fall

I am tired of being around christian people that are like so religious that they push everyone way .I am starting to hate to be around them and just want to meet some better people then these so called Christians. I want to meet real people that dont give a fy~y what they think and do. That are not afraid to be there selfs .

Just a Friend

what the f&w# like i am so pissed off right now and sad . I f*w$^~& almost teared up listening to that conversation with him . Like WTF I HATE THAT GUY I dont give a shit if you love him . I would not care if he was killed by some punk at all . That guy was so f~w@~@$ mean to you and you were being so stupidly nice to him . Like He tells you that you cant hang out with any guys basically what the f^%^ . Even if they have fw^#x^z girl friends . Like i cant even comprehend him I did not know that dude at all was die who you were helping and fy$# he is such a dick that he wants you to stay away from him even with a bunch of people around . Like come on its a dieing kid with a girl friend with other people around and you cant spend alittle one on one time with him . That is like so fx&*%#& messed up its not even funny or what ever . It would be like if i got injured and only had like a month to live and had a girl friend and you would be told by your f*^&~x up BF that I would not be able to hang out with you even for a day to say like good bye and how awesome you are to me as a friend .

You also said that you hang out in your room all day and he was like happy with that . That is so fz&@*~@ mean . then he was like but you hanged out with dieing boy . DID he just missed the f@z#x&w point . You have no f*w@%*z life becuase of someone like that becuase you are so ...... f~&*zw~ stupid and loyal to a dick that you lock your self up in your room becuase you dont want him to be up set .

I hate guys like that . I have so many just girl friends and i love them as friends and if i had a girl friend telling me that i was never alound to hang out with let say you . I would be so pissed off and hurt . Friends to me are the most important thing for me in this world and if someone is telling me i cant see them . If i had a girl friend like your boy friend i would dump her so fast .

He is treating you like a fxy^&*w object . Telling you who you can and cant hang out with. Thats up to you to decide who the fx~x you want to be around . Why does he not f@*@#z~ get it . I hate to say this cuzz i hate the guy but you love him and if he really loved you he would accept you who you are and shit but in stead he is like DONt do that its bullshit bla bla bla i dont want you to hang out with your friends it pisses me off . Like f@~# i dont even know what to say anymore . He did not say sorry to you about the text , he did not tell you he loved you . I think i heard him call you stupid and he was saying over and over again that you cant even hang out with a dieing boy that has a girl friend . Fz~^ if that guy lived around here i would have to end my friend ship with you . Actually you would only be alound to hang out with him and other guys only if he was around . Like what the fzy^ so double standards he has . He hangs out with girls and i am sure there not like me or the kid who is dieing . Prob just hanging with little s%~$z yea maybe he does nothing so good but he has no f%x@ywx right to tell you that you cant hang out with your friends . and if he is going to keep to that your life is going to be shit . becuase this guy to me does not sound liked he loved you . to me it just sounded like you were his bz&xz and his b%&$% cant talk or walk any were with out him knowing about it and his permission . He treated you liked dirt there. and he is not happy at all that you said that you are going to hang out with your friends . I personal dont see your relationship lasting ...... hey if you like that guy go right the fy~% ahead and basically be a byxy# to him. He has you on a tight leash and when he is gone he locks you up and kicks you when your down . Like he could of said yea i am not happy you hanging around your friends and i love you and bla bla bla and i am sorry i was up set and i did not mean the words i sent to you on the text and we should talk and try to work this out . ( like even that is messed up but still alot better ) but no he said i am pissed off at you and its not allright that you are hanging out with friends . f@%^ you were like beging him for him to say i love you and shit ......... afasljadfkk;ldjafslkjfadslkjdfaslkjd i dont know what to say. You are so f%#$@y$ blind by loving him ..... and sounded so hurt when you wanted him to say if he was alright or not . or are we goood . like he did not have the f~%w@#$ balls to tell you what he was feeling all he could do was put things on you that were bullshit and was trying to hurt you and make you say sorry like what the fyz^ . Then i dont know if you caught on he asked how you felt and you said somthing that like meant frustrated and hurt . He sounded f~yx^z@ happy for a split second . like he thought you were thinking that you were guilty or something then realized thats not what you meant . and f@~# his voice sounds so stupid like he can barely even talk to you on the phone it sounds like . just grunting and shit . Like come on at least say yes or no .


Ok its like 2 am now and i still have to write that fw~#%&$ paper . Dont hate me becuase i called you stupid and your boy friend i said a lot of mean things about .

Your a friend of mine that i care for and i just have to tell you straight up what i think about this and if i lose my friendship over this well at least to me i stood up for a friend and hopefully you will realize that later if you hate what i said about the person you love .... and end are friendship.

hugs .

I am 23 now . Its my Birthday ....

Feel like shit . Have a test and just not ready for it . Have not really study for it and yea .

1-19 questions

1. Whats your Name?
2. Are we close?
3. What do you think of me?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would u kiss me?
6. would u have s^x with me?
7. Describe me in 3 words?
8. If u Had Me for 30 minutes what would you do?
9. What was your first impression of me?
10. Do u still think the same?
11. What reminds u of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do u know me?
14. What do u like best about me?
15. Ever wanted 2 tell me something u couldn't?
16. Could you ever love me?
17. Give me a nickname and explain why?
18.R u gonna put this on your blog and see what i say bout u?
19.Anything 2 say b4 u go?

100

I only want a 100 friends on here .