Dream within a dream

Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow —
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand —
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep — while I weep!
O God! Can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?

-Edgar Allen Poe

Missing Me

My thoughts are all jumbled right now, this is the best I have for the moment.......

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Staring out the window looking at the world pass me by
Couples in love holding hands on the street
Loneliness overwhelming me
Sweeping me under
Wonder if I could fly

Looking at the street below
Wondering if it will hurt
If I were to fall
The pain can’t be as real
As what I feel right now

Trying to see the positive
In everything I have been through
Missing my friend
You have been there for me

Missing you
Missing me

Struggle.....

Struggling every day to life a normal life
All I have known
Is that I feel all alone
Waiting for the darkness to lift
Waiting for a ray of light
Wondering if it will ever come
Wondering when it's my time
To finally feel the love
I have been waiting for
To find someone to share
The love I have to give
All my life.

Giving this a shot.....

So I was in the hospital off and one since January of this year. At one point I was in there for almost 3 months. Obviously I had a lot of time on my hands and wrote down some of my thoughts. Some are good, some are bad. I'd figure I'd share some as I write more.....
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Two months and I'm feeling confined/ Thinking I'm gonna lose my mind/
Digging in for the last bit/ Wondering what the future holds/ Wondering if I should just quit/ Time seems to go so slow/ Waiting to finally go home/
Just let me go home.