Blog PostsFriends | BlogTo a Dog, a Bone is MoneyTo a Dog, a Bone is Money It’s said that unregulated Capitalism created a ‘dog Eat dog’ world. There, we Become alert, feral dogs, Defending bones from all Other dogs, or left out be. Ceaselessly looking out to Spot weaker dogs, that can Be overwhelmed by sheer, Rabid numbers, to give up Bones, and just skulk away, Hungry, with tails lowered. Or be set upon, ripped apart, Until dead, out of the market, With nary a bone to uphold. One dog, instincts inflamed, Leapt, claw and tooth into the Fray and got a ‘t’ bone, and Tried to crunch the bone into Pieces it could swallow afore Other dogs would force it to Let go of the tasty ‘t’ bone. It leapt all round to protect Its flanks. It worked its teeth Around the sharp contours of The hard cartilage that tasted So good. Cracking it into bits That could be swallowed fast. A huge brute lunged and bit Its neck open, as toothsome, Vice-like jaws closed and tore Fur, flesh and thick vertebrae Which connects skull to body. It had tried to swallow the ‘t’ Shaped bone, but it got lodged, Sideways, in its throat. Its long, Sharp side protruding outward. The sharp point ripped through Pulsing, hot arteries. Narrow air- Way tissues began constricting. Hot blood filled its lungs, as its Greedy dog consciousness fled. The beast’s eyes began to bulge, And its chest heaved, again and Again. Its movements slowed, as Hounds moved in for an easy kill. It coughed up gouts of thick blood. It fell. Dogs, now scent-maddened, Ripped its helpless throat wide open. They exposed a windpipe, and when That was torn, they began ravening. The naked jugular vein spurted red. The moral of the story is a brutal One, but true. When ‘dog eat dog’ Capitalism is seen as moral virtue, Then we’ll all be like dogs, and dog Will be the only item on anyone’s Menu. And capital will prove itself Worthless, if one must, perforce, Risk losing one’s own life-morals, Trying to get more of it by other’s Ruin, if less vile than we, they be. Addiction to Fear and HatredAddiction to Fear and Hatred Don’t cook it up in a spoon using a lighter or a candle. There’s no reason to hide tender flesh because we don’t Get it from needles and septums are safe from snorts. It’s freely offered on every street in every home, and If you’ve a mind to indulge, just help yourself. No One’s gonna care, at least not strangers, though loved Ones will know and become alarmed at your changes. And just as surely as smack smacks you down and Coke cranks you up and molly doesn’t really mollify Anything but awkwardness, fear and hatred will build You up to crescendos of antagonisms and furies that Are beyond an ability to keep under your control. You’ll corrode from the inside out. Ready to erupt In righteous indignation at any offense. Like battery Poles that get red-hot before a blast, you’ll ignite. But if, for you, somehow, some way, it becomes Possible to set aside fears for a space, there might Be time to examine the hatred inside yourself. And When you do, you’ll see what some of us saw in Ourselves when we found the courage to look: Hatred is always a consequence of fear; and fear Always exists in direct proportion to ignorance; And that which we hate the most, is always our Own uncontrollable addiction to fear and hatred. So Long, Hate To See You, Go AwaySo Long, Hate To See You, Go Away It’s raining big crocodile teardrops from my Eyes and I’m wearing a smile as I see you go. Don’t get funny notions to come back and be, I don’t want your beautiful self here with me. Baby, baby, baby, you wanted more than I had To give. Your needs gave me a fright, that’s right. It’d drive me crazy to listen for reality in the loud Miasmas as you declaimed your love, true, love. Love is no better than any other blind illusion if The predicate is need instead of the need to give. So fare thee well, sightless one, as your hurting Heart looks for a feeling you can call true love. Oh, oh, oh, they say that true love is the way to go. But look, here’s the thing: love and friendship are Meant to go together with trust as the unbreakable Glue. So whatever you do, make sure it’s really real. Many a man and many a woman dream of their mate Ideal, but it’s doubtful indeed, oh yeah, that she or he Will meet their spec, as long as dreams are in the mix. So for now, it’s so long, hate to see you, go away. All Life MattersAll Life Matters As a Buddhist, I find after nearly thirty years of practice, that I am Now also a progressive humanist and life-ist, who treasures all forms Of sentient and non-sentient life for its important interconnectedness. There’s a lot of attention being given to the idea that all lives matter In the grand scheme of life as we pretend to know it. But it’s all just Lip service paid to a hazy ideal that no one really seems to believe. Citizens of first-world, global northern hemisphere countries, believe That the lives of the victims of wartime displacement, religious, and Political persecution, and ethnic cleansing are not as valuable as the Lives of their fellow country men, women and children, (especially if They belong to a non-English-language-speaking ethnic group with Skin tones that are darker than their own, so-called, Caucasian, pale Hued tones of pinkness they revere as occupying the highest plateau Of human evolutionary development. But in truth they are simple, Garden variety bigots, racist to their core, because of their ignorance And concomitant fears of all the others who, not like them, are to be Decried as far less worthy of the freedoms they, themselves, take for Granted as an inalienable birthright), including, but not limited to the Freedom to worship the religion of their choice and freedom from Persecution for choosing to believe the beliefs they hold. I implore you, dear reader, to consider the idea that such wanton Disregard for the lives of others has costs to our civilisation that can Never be paid, except in fear and hatred, and continuous vicious Conflict that, by its actions, nullifies all potentials for agreed peace And harmony, and that will only lead us all, ultimately, to the total Dissolution of our way of life and a descent into lawless barbarism From which there can be no recovery for civilization as we knew it. And as climate change rapidly diminishes any ability to provide Food, water and shelter to dwindling numbers of human beings Left alive, the overall number of human lives that don’t matter Will expand to include everyone who has managed to survive Thus far, and then, they, at the end, will endure exponential Suffering, unto inevitable extinction as a non-viable species. Now, dear reader, after having read what I’ve written above, Don’t you feel, as do I, that life does not have to end for our Species. Indeed, that we can work together to achieve the Noble, and necessary goals of ending war, and losing our Fear and hatred of those we perceive as dangerous ‘others,’ Working together, one life for all other lives, and all our Lives dedicated to the preservation of that one other life, Just as we would, if we were related, one to another. Just As though we were related, in truth, as human beings all. . Masters and Spiritual FriendsMasters and Spiritual Friends Guru, teach me something that I need to know. Teach me a way to be less afraid, less confused. “Confusion and fear are from ignorance,” you say. Everywhere I’ve been there was so much to see. I was filled with it until my emptiness showed. You say, “Inner journeys find richer discoveries. Illusions based on me and mine begin to fade. Brave ego never met a pitfall it didn’t embrace. “Delusions anchor lives in quicksand,” you say. Now muddy iotas stretch into sodden nowheres. A beggar for clarity, my views smoky and veiled. You say, “Not to worry, that it’s only temporary.” In Praise of Love’s Best Lunar AttributesIn Praise of Love’s Best Lunar Attributes At night, the soft glow of a floating moon Sends an incurious silence, opening minds That thirst, desirous of the deepest mysteries. Gazed upon and seen by the clearest of eyes, Those windows to the soul, and our beating Heart’s rhythms. Oft said to be, unearthly, When one shy gaze meets a hesitant other. Sunlight’s yellow fires open and close day And night almost everywhere. At the broad Equator, a noontime glare is both more and The most, burning succulent, tender leaves, Until they curl and dry to a paper-like death. New love, like tender new leaves, also needs Shade to quench those irrational, uncertain Feelings, as new love’s hot fires, welcomed Joyfully or fearfully, as old specters of loss, Now fitful, awaken from their deep repose. We too slumber, as nascent love’s hot kisses Howl within us, not soft as a breeze’s caress, But raging. I am awoken then, unlike ever Before, by the lunar vastness of your love’s Vivid, quiet landscape. I then become quite Lost, but with no fear, you’ll be my oxygen. Learning to Love with Your Whole HeartLearning to Love with Your Whole Heart "Most of us haven’t been taught that to receive love deeply and transmit it wholeheartedly is a real human possibility, that it can be learned, and that to do so is the key to our deepest well-being, our spiritual life, and our capacity to bring more goodness into this world." —Lama John Makransky, “Love Is All Around” A Fool’s Part to PlayA Fool’s Part to Play The performances aren’t exactly sold-out Now, in his near-dotage, but the richness Of a demanding character’s truest essence Can, finally, be portrayed with confidence. As I recollect, the understudy was the Fool’s grandest emulator, both on and Off the stage. Either wearing a kimono Or a Saville Row, herringbone suit, it Was always the same play to him. He Simply lay in wait in the wings, night After night, for a chance to play a part. But the fool had endurance. He never Failed to make a fool of himself on cue. He never missed a performance, due to His love of curtain calls and applause. And encores by audience demand gave His spirit’s tedium, the lift it craved. Performances past are now well beyond Number, but the footlights still call. Is it The actor in all of us, or was the fool cast So perfectly, as no other ever had been? Greasepaint now finds deep crevasses in Which to linger, but still, the fool carries On, as though faux youth’s handsomest Efforts at nobility could ever infuse the Tired, old script with some new, possibly Moral sense. He really is a fool, isn’t he? Kept Alive With LoveKept Alive With Love The birds of time have but a short while to fly. Time’s distances are unknown between birth and death. The thorn that bursts our dreams is time. They bleed away. A dream that is met by a dream will endure. Kept alive with love. Any type of love will do: romantic love that Claims its counterpart’s heart as together, shared; Familial love, unconditional, that is, the be and end all; But for us, our shared dream is replete. Kept alive with love. I Won’t be Intimidated by FearI Won’t be Intimidated by Fear Fear prompts a wary mode, ready to get ready. Threats won’t be denied in minds that think so. Incurious, the inner instinctual animal responds. Paralysis, keys to the gate lie just out of reach. Mindfulness tears open the fearsome veils of Intimidation that, again, try to smother reason. Sight now crystal clear, won’t be unfocused. Shrieks of a scared mind won’t be heard again, Nor will threats pose more than I can bear this day. Fears won’t end, but can be confidently contained. It Hurts, So to SpeakIt Hurts, So to Speak Here it is again. Pain. Deep flashes and jolts. Surgical strikes like jagged edges of electricity, Jar thoughts from random to a foci of intensity. It’s a combination of old-age and the beatings A body’s taken over time, with some lingering Hauntings of car accidents, surgeries, and falls. The old man smiles, winces and laughs. He Knows that physical pain is of very little real Import compared to the insufferable agonies Endured when he’s experienced immersive, All-encompassing mental pains that grabbed Hold of his mind, turning every moment to a Thought-altering, census-tally of hopelessness. There’s the loss of creativity, incalculable in Magnitude, but then, rediscovered anew, daily. It outweighs everything else in life, and creates A raw, livid awareness of his self, shattered by Psychic quakes that come without warning, and Torn by aftershocks that, seemingly, never end. So, he handles physical pain. He meditates, and It does, sometimes help, but medication is more Dependable for long, sleepless nights that pass Ever so slowly, taking on an adversarial status. Root-nerve complexes in his back telegraph Hot aches to his shoulders. Aching shoulders Send signals to swollen elbows and his numb Fingertips. Sciatic pains shoot down his left Leg, with its knee that’s been rebuilt twice. But those surgeries did nothing to help the Lateral scoliosis that has plagued him since He was, at 15 years of age, thrown from a Wild palomino named, Son of Silver Spur. Oh well, like I said, compared to the dangers Of dark shadows that lie, concussed, in-between Chronic mental suffering, it hurts, so to speak. All The Fine Old Songs Will Be GoneAll The Fine Old Songs Will Be Gone Listen well to your heart and mind. You too will hear the deep laments Within the songs singers now sing. Neither language nor melody alone Can portray ideas as well as when they Are joined in voice to praise or decry. If I asked you to believe that every Human is part of a collective voice, And that any songs worth hearing Could only be sung right if they were Sung together, as a chorus, to create Melodies of happiness, would you? As I write I listen to a recording From the early 20th c.. It features A famous tenor sings the lead role Of a brave cavalier returning from Military service to discover that His beloved fiancée has married A village man while he was away. He stands in the village square on Easter morning after learning of His beloved’s heartless betrayal. The libretto’s opening line speaks To the skin-colour racism that was so Prevalent, even in those olden times, Even so far from American shores: ("O Lola! Like the snow, pure in thy whiteness!" Heartbroken, he seduces a maiden from The village that he does not love to exact Vengeance upon his unfaithful ex-fiancée. From that point forward, the story is a web Of intrigue and despair as the four people Deceive and hurt one another, again and Again, to exact fiery revenge, over and over. Angry men duel, the woeful cavalier is killed. His mother, well-loved by all but now old, Blind, and penniless, takes her own life. The maiden is dishonoured for life. The faithless wife is labelled a slut. Her husband will forever wear the Ugly horns of a disgraced cuckold. And the village has changed from A prosperous, harmonious place to A poor, hungry place rent with fear, Suspicion, and never-ending anger. Hear the notes as this cautionary tale Is sung. Its once dulcet sounds strain to Reach strident tones of rage and pain. Once shattered, the fine lilt of harmony Is impossible to restore without trust, But only if given time enough to heal. I worry that time is a commodity we no Longer have much of to spare as the world Spirals back down into old, bitter hatreds, Fear of others less white, and dark chaos. Survival Isn’t an Unconventional IdeaSurvival Isn’t an Unconventional Idea We should all be careful that cherished traditions Handed down to us through generations, don’t, Over time, ossify into raw, emotional viewpoints Prohibiting freedom of thought, bringing forward Dangerous old ideas of hatred and intolerance from Past eras that will be of no further use in our lives. Now that the greatest migrations in the history of Our race have begun because of war, climate, food And water insecurity; and politically-based ethnic And religious persecution, we, as a race of beings Who must share our only home, have an urgent duty To invent new ways of ensuring human survival. If we as a sapient species, fail in that duty now, we Will not have the means to prevent an accelerated Breakdown of civilisation that will, in rapid order, Reap instability, fear, anger and mayhem far into The future. And the suffering and loss of life will Be on a scale never before dreamt of or imagined. It won’t matter that a family is rich or poor, all will Be apportioned equal shares of suffering, anguish, And permanent loss of dignity, purpose, wishes and Dreams. Life as we knew it will never ever recover. Those who briefly survive will live as beasts, fearing The stroke of death at any moment. The time of plans And future thoughts and acts will, forever be gone. An Unforgettable YearAn Unforgettable Year As the years roll on down the highway of life, it’s good To pause and review the year just passed and remember All the good things it brought and share my hopes and Dreams for the year just ahead that’s yet to come. Yes, there were some things that could have been better. There were words spoken in haste that I’d like to take Back. And some decisions were taken that should have Been considered more carefully before I acted. But on balance, it was a good year: there was kindness; There was friendship; there was love; and most important, There was forgiveness, freely given and received. And from That act I learned better ways to be an imperfect human. So now I look ahead to the next year of my life journey. I don’t know what to expect or what karma will bring, But I know it will be an unforgettable time in my life, Because there is love in my heart and peace in my mind. |