hmm...which language?

guapo= (for male) handsome
guapa= (for female) pretty?

my latino class~ thanks to drelove :)

hola amor= love
como estas=how are you
comos selayama, u ti amo= do u like muffin

haha~ finally learn some new things

really hope one day i can go chile~

Remember the feeling remember those day

Currently listening to Bad Boy by Cascada~ just love this song~

hmm....feel quite bad now....
i shud admit that it's very difficult to talk with others,sometimes i won't even know when did i offend someone....
but it feel kind of lonely when u just sit at the corner and watching people chat happily at there....
why did i let myself believe, miracles could happen...
so many songs suddenly pop out from my brain....

anyway, i shud think positive right...
at least i won't cry so easily like previously....
i know i shud be strong, i am adult now since i can vote for General election already.....but sometimes i really feel weak...nah, maybe for most of the time i feel weak....i dun know what can i do and what shud i do, when there is no friends to talk to and there are some things that i dun wish my parents to worried about.....

but that doesn't matter. i can only said something like this to myself. I can
do this, i had survived like this for so many years....

I really can do it.
yes i can.
yes....i .....can?

phew, stop being so pessimistic.i am an adult now, how can i lose my will so easy.....shouldn't watch too much spongebob i think....

let's see....
during my first year, only tech lab, tooth carving~
it's so hard and i poke my finger very easily....
see, the yellow wax(they said imported from thailand)
the carving instrument (they said imported from German)
that's the reason tuition fees for dentistry is so much higher than medical ><
all the things we use can't be get locally....

so, just try to carve it from that wax blok....
i love art, although my art is lousy as myself...

so it is ok if u try to carve the teeth for gorilla or dinosaur...
but it become a bit hard when u want to carve it to human dentition's size....
plus all the anatomical feature like the cingulum or the pits etc...
incisor is fine, but molar....haiz....

in the end i think i only got 7/10 for both of this....(we need to carve 2 teeth instead of 3 like our senior)

Just some basic info

well, make it short and simple~
basically a record for all the question i got from this few day~

Just join Wireclub for a few days, and it's fun to chat with different people.
However, it become quite a tiring work if i have to repeat the same things over and over again....
so, let's see....

1. My name: Plz, call me paige or dark, anything will do provided i know u're calling me , or else, can call me yuki or reino, the name given by my japanese restaurant boss ~yuki means snow, but snow sounds weird~whatever~

2.Where did i come from: i also dunno why i can't edit my location, but i come from Malaysia, a country which located near the equator (?) ,so here is very, very ,very hot.....so, i won't be 'hot' since i've been trap in this country for 20++ years.....in case u still want to know more, my hometown is in johor, which is the nearest to Simgapore( this one more famous right?) and we live in house, not tree house....><

3.My age: well, i'm lazy, u must admit this. so, i'm too lazy to remember my age since i leave secondary school...but it shud be around 23or 22....thanks to kewal my dear friend, he said i shud be 22...but it doesn't matter right?

4. My gender: hmmm....basically i plan to change it to male, u know, here got many weird people...haiz, i shouldn't said bad things about other~but believe me, treat me as guy also never mind, besides the info in my identity card, i dun know how can i call myself female....

5. My family: lol, this one i shud not reveal it~but i'm from simple family~

6. My picture or photo etc: really sorry about this, u know, internet is really dangerous and so, i swear to my parents that i'd never put my photo online ( plus the fact that i rarely take photo of myself, so there is not much photo available) .So plz stop demand for picture photo whatever. if u want to be my friend, plz, just talk with me, but dun ask any photo from me. i hope u chat with me with ur emotion, feeling and soul, not to my picture etc.

7. My view on sex: i got this kind of question for almost 20++ times already. what shud i said....well, i believe in Platonic love, know what this mean? that mean i dun believe in all these PG rated stuff, so if u're looking for any sexual partner, leave me alone, i'm not the type u're searching for.

8.Why did i come here: i got this question for a few times as well. Well, believe it or not, i just want to have more friends from all around the world + practice my english. Previously i join a forum and quite addicted to it, but it's in chinese, so i can't practice much. i try to join other english forum but some of it is too deep for me....+ like what i said, i'm otaku, so i have not much friends.....get what i mean?

9. well, u can said i'm weird or strange or stupid or whatever, i dun BELIEVE in love romance all that things. I only believe in family love. so stop asking me about this and that and no need to try to persuade me to believe in love or whatever. There was 9 people who try to persuade/ counselling me but all of them FAILED. so u know what to do. Just be friends will do, at least for this 3 years.

10.My job: hmmm....many people wondering what i did for living....currently i'm in dentistry course, just finished my final exam for second year. so, 3 more years for me before i can completed by degree programme.

11.my personality: well, i dun have much confident, maybe because of how i looks like or whatever, so plz try not to ask my height(i'm short) and weight(i'm heavy) . i had kind of social phobia before and thus internet is my only way to involve myself with other people(other than my parents) always feel that the moment i said something people will feel offended. what shud i said...hmmm....maybe i have a delicate heart, so plz dun use any abusive words or nasty comment to me, it hurts.

12.do i plan to have any boyfriend or partner: good question~ maybe i would have 1 in future(if my parents insist), otherwise, i still feel that friends will be great~ but who knows, if i really found someone who is good here, i dun mind try to find one.....??

hmm.....my brain stop function now~so shud stop recall~
(ps; i got short term memory, so if i can't remeber ur name or whatever, plz bear with me, i didn't mean it, trust me....forgive someone who fail to remember her own age.....

Just like this~
Have a nice day everyone and thanks to those who's willing to spend time reading all these craps~ my english is quite bad compared to my chinese, maybe next time i shud write in chinese, lol~

ps: i like japanese food~
ps2: that is me in the sims social from facebook ~ lol