 Blog PostsFriends         | Remember the feeling remember those dayCurrently listening to Bad Boy by Cascada~ just love this song~hmm....feel quite bad now.... i shud admit that it's very difficult to talk with others,sometimes i won't even know when did i offend someone.... but it feel kind of lonely when u just sit at the corner and watching people chat happily at there.... why did i let myself believe, miracles could happen... so many songs suddenly pop out from my brain.... anyway, i shud think positive right... at least i won't cry so easily like previously.... i know i shud be strong, i am adult now since i can vote for General election already.....but sometimes i really feel weak...nah, maybe for most of the time i feel weak....i dun know what can i do and what shud i do, when there is no friends to talk to and there are some things that i dun wish my parents to worried about..... but that doesn't matter. i can only said something like this to myself. I can do this, i had survived like this for so many years.... I really can do it. yes i can. yes....i .....can? phew, stop being so pessimistic.i am an adult now, how can i lose my will so easy.....shouldn't watch too much spongebob i think.... let's see.... during my first year, only tech lab, tooth carving~ it's so hard and i poke my finger very easily.... see, the yellow wax(they said imported from thailand) the carving instrument (they said imported from German) that's the reason tuition fees for dentistry is so much higher than medical >< all the things we use can't be get locally.... so, just try to carve it from that wax blok.... i love art, although my art is lousy as myself... so it is ok if u try to carve the teeth for gorilla or dinosaur... but it become a bit hard when u want to carve it to human dentition's size.... plus all the anatomical feature like the cingulum or the pits etc... incisor is fine, but molar....haiz.... in the end i think i only got 7/10 for both of this....(we need to carve 2 teeth instead of 3 like our senior)       |
