Friends | ma name is rain.. u can called me Rin,rain or rainy whatever u wanted.. am indonesian,i have a good taste abt music *i guess* music is ma drugs.. game is ma breath.. pose is ma soul.. sing is ma life.. me = art i dont talk wid faker so u must to be honest to chatt wid me oh yeah one more.. i dun like talk abt n4u9hty u asking me? u chooze a wrong ppl,ok wat topic do u like? rainyrin: Its a long time. I don't know how,but my mind bring me here after 9 years ago. I miss all ppl who fill my day and always cheers me up. I saw a few photos, comment, and inbox. I red all of it.omg iam so ashamed with my self haha And i realize time flies,#9years ago I met someone special here and i could never forget. He is gentleman,cute, humouris, and such a good guy. We were talked much , and care each other. We knew deep in our heart we're have feeling more than just care. And everything goes well almost 2 years He text me everyday intense And then 1week 3x And then 1 week 1x And he disappeared About 3 month then our relationship has changed. Since he didnt contacting me. Someday he text me. " Hi. . What's up?" What?! Wait what is this! I reply " Where have u been? R u okay? Pls tell me. Iam so worried ." "Yeah u know a family things. My mom argue with ma dad again and i cant stay any longer" "And what do u mean? u have to go?" "We canot see or chat each other like we use to. I have to go back to my parents town" "I understand with your problem.but Why u do this to me? I care about you" "This is the reason. Because i do.. i do care about you too. So i cant promise anything" Sudenly my tears falling.. " If i can do anything to help u, i would. pls dont leave." "I can't see u anymore . It hurt me" "U dont wanna see me again?" "Yess " "You are so mean" "I am so sorry, but i have to.move on , and get your happiness" "Please.. dont do this ." "I went tonight. Dont come over." "Please..." "Good bye" Then he is gone from my life This is me today.. And i regret and relief at the same time . Bcz i never tell him how much i "4word" u. rainyrin: attention to unnoticed loving without to be loved talking without to be listened i surender baby..... iam too tired and couldnt follow your step anymore MY_SOUL...: If u want to see how rich u r,then dont count money. Just drop a tear from ur eyes and see how many hands come to hold it... MY_SOUL...: Lesson Of Life: "There is no one busy in this world. Its always about priorities. U will always find time for the things U feel are important..." MY_SOUL...: Days begin with hopes and ends with dreams! Everyday starts with some expectation, but everyday surely ends with some experience. "That's life"... Always keep MY_SOUL...: There is little difference in people, but that little difference makes a big difference. The little difference is attitude. The big difference is whether it is positive or negative... MY_SOUL...: Man... cannot learn to forget, but hangs on the past: however far or fast he runs, that chain runs with him... |