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for my gf.

shawty when its cold outside,
ill be the one to come and give you everything that you need,
shawty when its cold outside,
ill be the one to cudle up baby and call you ma queen.

aye, listen up baby baby,
yuh got this chicka goin crazy
seen you lookin at me shawty,
hurry up and come and save me,
can i call you my numba one and make you my lady,
i can be da one to have you drivin a mercedes,

i aint greedy baby but i want you alll to myself,
it can be just me and you baby girl,
no body else,
take you out the hood,
and put you in the hills,
if you ever feelin down
girl tell me how you feel,

you been here from the first
now lets ride till the end,
aint gotta keep it on the low,
aint even gotta pretend,

give it to ya, how ya wanna baby?
grind on me, gotta fix the bed in the mornin we dun messed up da sheets,
i wanna lick frum your head way down to your toes,
its between me n you aint nobody gotta know,
the thangs we do girl,
your tuurning me on,
just call me anytime that your parents aint home

I got myself in and i cant get out,
you everything i need girl you rock ma boat.
I wont tell you anything baby if i dont mean it,
and that time i lost you, girl my heart started bleedin,

baby you aint fell inlove until you ride with me
lets make this thing last cause you where i wanna be
i know money cant buy love but if it do im down
ill even fight for my girl if i lose every round

whoa oh oh, i love you bby grl you should already know.

lets get N.A.S.T.Y get ready for a nasty time

don't even worry about it baby, you bein on my mind is what saved me
forget the bad weather we've had lately
look on the brightside the sunshine it's pretty
your fed up wit the world you want to fail
i'm here to hold your head up until you prevail
hold onto the lust for us
dont let the good memories turn to rust
forget about the cuss focus on the trust
the bad weather came i got picked up in the gust
damn i tried but i still was the one to bite the dust
it was a must to get you back on ya feet
my goals to make you feel passion not the need to sleep
get up with enthusiasm take a leap
dont freak about the heap of problems ahead this week
it'll only make you weak,
as it sinks deep into every thought you think



lifes more unfair than it seems, when you get the worst, it's worse than your bad dreams, cause you can't wake up from this shit, you try to open yeah eyes, you don't realize, it's as real as it gets, why is it this world is filled with pain, the only flow i'm spittin right now are from the tears i've drained, when i think i think to much i've been told, but in this life it's a gamble, and i think i may fold,
these are lyrics of depression, the intoition of negative thoughts, i still seek to see the good that life brought, but then i got stuck like my blood clot, all the good times rot
i never thought this what the world would come to, when it rains it pours upon you, im sure you knew theres other people out there that are drenched too, get ya rainjacket on and pull through
the lost ones in heaven, we pretend, they still souls walkin along breeching the afterlife, our great uncles, that sacrificed, in war and strife, we send our love, and maybe, we'll meet in a world above. lets have a moment for them.



lifes more shocking than a jolt of lightning, except it strikes, in the same place more than twice, like when your poppy dies, or your girlfriend cheats n' lies, your heart was struck, these are parts of life when it seems rough, don't act like you've had enough, your lifes gettin tangled, and you understand it as much as espanol, but you have to unstrand, each piece, even though how hard it is to face the musique, sometimes it's a beautiful melody, and sometimes it seems the beat gets deep, i just want the tune, that puts me to sleep, a lullaby, that gets me some shut eye, not stress that keeps me up restless, why is it everytime i try things end up in bigger messes, lifes not only a bz~&~ but it's complicated, and depression is only making it more exasibated

This is me pretending that this is all I need..

It's easiest to be honest
when I'm around you .
But I think I can move on.
I won't cry, I can't.

It's my time to turn away,
you thought all your problems would wash away.
They didn't.
Dead, is what we are.

Slowly drowning into an abandoned sea,
of hurt and tears.
And as I go,
I hope you miss me.

Watching me walk out the door,
for the first time.
I see tears streaming from your eyes.
Is this true?

Well there's no stopping me.
It ends here,
tonight.
Right now.

Good-Bye

blinding visions of your eternal smiles

Last night I forgot
How the sound your voice whispered sweet
Goodbyes, your eyes left to die
I'm alone too
I don't understand why

Why not one more night
One last kiss good bye
My sweet love tonight
I hope the stars still spell out my name where you are

Kiss my closings eyes
Help me sleep; without you I'm so lost
Tonight I cry
Tell me why
I can't live without your warm embrace


I close my eyes and you are everything I see
Goodbye

Goodbye to you my love
I will forget you
I'll see you soon
Goodbye my love
Goodbye to you my love
I will forget you
Let me live

I hope these last three letters were enough to tell you, that in my death, the light that shone through my painful darkness was a blinding vision of your eternal smile... WHY

i still love you...but YOU?

For me, past is past;
If you're disapointed; sorry.
I've cried for you....
I've changed, for you.
I LOVED, for you;
Now I'm alone.
Just because of you;
Not to mention, without you.
If I Die, today, what will you do?
Come after?
Or just pretend that you are not affected.
I love you, after you love me.
Because you're important to me.
and no i DONT know, if ill be ok;

You traded everything for me; I never realized that..
My only wish; for now.
Is to be with you....
This summer, had been;
My worst nightmare.

Everything had change, you removed my worries. I know you can tell "I love you", I know you can feel it too.. But please, don't leave me here, because you know I love you..